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Modelling and rendering on my new computer. This music inspires me.

The new Beirut album is amazing... Can't wait to get my $1100 worth of computer equipment all shipped next week! Will post photos as I build this monster machine from the ground up.

Shit! That girl was GORGEOUS... after a year of skipping from girl to girl, I finally meet one that's 27, beautiful and has her shit together. Only to fucking choke? Dammit!!! I can't believe that happened tonight of all nights!

A fall from you is a long way down,
I've found a better way out.

Will they ever measure up to the way you left me,
Here on the roadside the bloodiest cadaver,
Marked in your words,
I'm the joke, I'm the bastard.

Here wait, so I guess that you knew,
That you're a selfish little whore,
You're the selfish little whore,
If I had my way I'd crush your face in the door.

Those eyes. I've never seen eyes that green. Hope I keep this one around for a while.

So after seeing my final project for my last 3D Modeling and Rendering class, the dean of the Architectural Engineering department at J Sarge has asked me to be part of a professional team hired to design a new building being constructed on campus! Holy shit this is huge! It almost doesn't seem real that they chose me to work on this project, seems ( Read more... )

I'm emotionally detached? Not affectionate and downright distant at times?

How about maybe I just don't like you that much and get the fuck out of my house... Sometimes I wonder why the fuck you even still hang around. Never been more eager to move. Only one more day here.

Hmm... well now things are certainly getting interesting... this is something that has now piqued my interest.

My god I'm getting worse. Christmas made me realize it... having to explain a cut and bruised face to my parents... shit. I feel like I keep drifting further from anything human. I don't even know what I'll do next. I just don't relate with any people I know. I just don't care enough to. Here's to hoping that next year doesn't top 2010 for the ( Read more... )