omg this computer my eyes are so clear and the computer screen is hella clear and its super fast! so work was ok i mean salim and i get along good so that was fun and chris was there for a while.jack was sick get well brother ( Read more... )

Rest in peace cynder. i will never forget u. i hope that u and skittles are hanging out. ill never forget u.

ok so today was ok i guess. i did my morning dealing with myself which so far its getting worse and worse. oh well i need to deal with it. otherwise today i had work off and i went to pick up kevin from his apt and we went to southcenter to get my cell phone transfired over. that was fun we were making fun of people and saying werid comments and ( Read more... )

lol last night was pretty good except what happend later. but before raquel and i smoked hella and she was super stoned schmidt and she ate this club sandwhich so fast at dennys omg! lol. she was hella out of it and we were just chillin in the van the heat was on high lol and like just chillzin listening to led zepplin over and like her burned cd ( Read more... )

i hate myself so much. if i don't talk to anyone for a while then im sorry. if i leave im sorry also. its hard for me to accept this. i can't handle this at all. people say "ya u can, ull be over it soon" bullshit. after 2 1/2 years there is just too much for me to just give up or say " goodbye" to. what have i fucking done? all this mess is the ( Read more... )

i think by next summer im going to be moving out. my parents and i had this long convo about either them moving to india or me moving out into an apartment. that would be nice. im just chillin here before i have to go to work. i went to work out today i think i lost more weight im trying to lose my stupid spare tire its working so far. when the ( Read more... )

i don't know what to write. im tired but i can't sleep. it sucks, oh well. i don't even know what im doing anymore? i went wheelin on sat that was fun got my mind of off things, then tonight met up with raquel for dinner she said she was hella tired and see hella looked like it. and she went to hang out with kristin after we had dinner. i miss her ( Read more... )

im so stressed and am stressing out about every little thing. im on my man period.

after getting ready, my mom came home from her exersise and we went to look for new mini vans. i liked the dodge caravan i liked the grand one cause the seats fold into the floors for flat storage haha. hell ya just hella fold them in and jea jea lol. u don't have to worry about taking them out and shit. haha ( Read more... )

i didn't sleep till 3am last night. ya no more weed for me when im alone bad idea, i just stressed out and it was really bad. i talked to dana last night and that was a nice convo. and then i talked to dustin it was nice to hear his voice, see how hes doing. hes trying to move back here cause he said minnasota sucks lol. hes sick of the small city ( Read more... )