Wow, I really haven't updated in awhile, well here I am, alone with my thoughts (lol ( Read more... )

Collide

The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah But I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find, you and I [collide] I'm ( Read more... )

So KRIS IS COMING BACK TODAY! ::inhales deeply:: AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! These past few days have been really really really hard and I've been depressed. But you know everytime Kris calls, my problems all go away. He ( Read more... )

Today was hard....today was really hard. Driving up to Saint A's I knew it wasn't gonna be easy. I felt weird when everyone looked at me funny, then Marty came up. "Come mer" and I cried on her shoulder for the 2nd time..for the same person...for a different reason. Then Rachel came and and gave me a hug, and I started crying. She didn't know what ( Read more... )

-cries uncontrolably- R.I.P and I'm sorry...but what good is it now?

List six songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your six songs. Then tag six other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... )

Ok so I wanna have this party on my bday, but I dont wanna throw it out my house. Anyone got ANY ideas?!
Anything would be useful. THANKS!

July 18th- Birthday

I wanna throw a party..

And I need ideas...

PLEASE COMMENT WITH IDEAS

Congratulations to the Vicious Paintball Team for getting first at their tourneyment. I LOVE YOU KRIS! Congratulations baby!!!MyPerfectDream23: so i had a near death experience ( Read more... )

Well once again, long night, nothing to do. Kris isnt here so I kinda have to rely on myself for entertainment. Its really not working...I miss him so much. He left yesterday, and 'already Im so lonesome I could die'. He called me today after this whole modeling shoot I had to do. He sounded like he was having a blast, I didnt wanna sound like a ( Read more... )