Title : Possibilities of Impossibilities
Fandom(s) : SS501
Pairings : KyuSaeng
Rating : PG-13
Summary : Everything, started with a dare.
A/N : This is my very first Yaoi story, written...not very long ago. XD Well anyway, forgive the mistakes. And yes, they were meant to be OOC (or not. This might be the author's excuse to write badly >>).
Go to Master Fanfiction Post :
http://s2-otter.livejournal.com/405.html for other chapters because the author is too lazy to link all of them. Oops XDD
Chapter 6
As if love’s painkilling effect was working on Kyujong, his head wasn’t hurting the very next day he woke up.
He happily skipped towards his classroom, ignoring the shocked (but extremely happy) faces of girls seeing their Prince becoming so light-hearted. He scanned the classroom once, twice and finally sulked.
“Anyone knows when will Youngsaeng reach the class?” Kyujong said with his everyday voice, contrasting to his previous facial expressions.
“He’s here!” A random girl excitedly supplied. Kyujong immediately spun around to see his idol.
“YOU’RE HERE!” Kyujong grinned dorkily.
Youngsaeng looked at him weirdly as he advanced towards his seat. Plopping down onto his seat, he was ready to read volume 7 again when Kyujong dragged a chair beside him to stare at him.
The one being watched then turned to look at the watcher. He smiled and the latter smiled with him. Although the fangirls found it weird, whoever is the Prince friend is their friend. Or at least, another Prince. They then labeled Youngsaeng as the fifth Prince. Quietly, the two Princes started their underground relationship.
The end.
Yeah, as if.
Youngsaeng was irritated. The whole day was spent avoiding Kyujong, Kyujong and Kyujong. After being stared at while reading Death Note volume 7 and asked about weird questions like “Do you find L as attractive as me?” and “Would you kill me?”, he was followed even when he needed the restroom. Due to co-curriculum activities, he needed to stay back and Kyujong would be like a shadow, shadowing his every move. Youngsaeng quicken his steps, he ran, he fled. He did everything to get away from the super glue. He didn’t know what he actually did wrong to get such a punishment.
Kyujong, on the other hand, was just fascinated by every action Youngsaeng made. He was a little disappointed that Youngsaeng didn’t open his mouth today, but it was fine. He kept trying to get Youngsaeng’s eyes to at least see him, but he realised Youngsaeng’s eyes were always looking somewhere else. He seemed to never be able to be in his line of sight, that felt pain. Kyujong finally realised, he was attracted. Period.
In Youngsaeng’s rush to flee away from the crazy fanboy of his, he accidentally ran into a pillar. Kyujong’s eyes widened and immediately insisted on bringing Youngsaeng to the sick bay.
“No! I’m fine!” Youngsaeng yelled and quickly tried to break free of Kyujong’s tight grip on his hands. He was afraid of this man right before him, because he was definitely different from yesterday. Maybe, he was possessed.
‘Yes, right now I feel like killing him.’ Youngsaeng thought as he remembered the question Kyujong asked him earlier in the morning.
Kyujong grabbed tighter, and even tighter. Maybe he was possessed, but he pinned Youngsaeng to the nearest wall, this time a little more gentler than the previous. Giving Youngsaeng no time to react, Kyujong leaned down to cover the former’s lips with his own. He pressed down harder when he felt objections, not wanting to let Youngsaeng speak, wanting the kiss to speak for itself.
Youngsaeng struggled. His first kiss with a man. Actually, his first kiss in his life. A man! He put in strength in his arms and tried to push Kyujong away. Failed. Then he recalled that his legs were free. He kicked Kyujong’s legs until he finally felt the pain and kneeled down to soothe it. He ran, but Kyujong’s hands were faster than Youngsaeng’s legs. Grabbing his wrist once again, Kyujong tackled Youngsaeng to the ground, just forcing himself on the latter one more time.
This time, Youngsaeng seemed to have more strength, or Kyujong just didn’t have any control (being on top of Youngsaeng). Kyujong was pushed away and Youngsaeng instantly shot up and stayed at a distance from Kyujong.
A depressing frown. Kyujong slowly stood up, and looked into the other man’s eyes, sadly.
Youngsaeng shook that feeling away. “Don’t go around kissing men. This isn’t a joke.”
After he said his piece, he hustled away.
Which hurt.
Kyujong blinked away the tear welling up in his eyes. He didn’t know if he should feel this sudden surge of emotions and tears. He fixed his gaze on the man speeding away, and felt abandoned, lonely. Only after kissing him...
He was no longer only aware of. He even knew. He even admits.
He loves him.
Kyujong smiled. Kyujong grinned. Kyujong laughed.
Bitterly.
It’s not a joke.