"I don't even feel alive right now ( Read more... )

Before I say something, I have to write what I did today. I got out of band at 2:52, put my tuba in my practice room, walked from Mason to Alumni, changed into dress clothes because I forgot I was performing in area and made it to chorus in McEwan at 3:01. Tell me how amazing I am....okay that's it ( Read more... )

Fredonia slowly gets better and better, I love this school.

forgive and forget, life goes on.

I wish I was capable of applying that motto to my feelings...really really rough weekend, I guess it takes things like this to make relationships even stronger once everything is resolved. For once, I'm really really looking forward to my break in 2 weeks.

everything can only get better from here....I hope

I don't understand..................................

school is kicking the shit out of me, I'm so exhausted but I still keep going. I get my work done on time, I practice more than any of the other suckers in my studio and I know that in the long run, this will ALL pay off ( Read more... )

no one ever lied when they said life was short...
and I'm trying to love every minute of it right now.

I seriously hate that people are always moving in and out of my life. I'm afraid to be a teacher because of how I am in those situations.......errrr

I wish I had what I don't believe in..