Ambiguity of Life
Title: Ambiguity of Life
Author: sa_kun
Fandom: SPN
Characters/Pairings: Sam Winchester/Jessica Moore
Rating: PG
Word Count: 173
Summary: Sam wasn't lying he said he'd dated Jess for a year and a half.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Author’s Notes: I wrote this on the tram home from the gym. Sam is bisexual. Jess is MtF.
Sam wasn't lying he said he'd dated Jess for a year and a half. It was just easier if he never said that he'd dated Jona before that; the guy from his intro to lit class in his freshman year.
It was easier, because if he never told anyone about Jona, then he never had to explain about transgender persons, or that, essentially, Jess had actually been his girlfriend for three and a half years, not one.
It was easier, but that didn't make it right.
Except it made Jess smile, sometimes, because before -- before -- he'd said: "This is my boyfriend, Jona," and now he didn't. Now, he said: "This here's my girl, Jess. Been seeing her for almost two years now." And that -- that part, right there, about Jess being Jess for two years and not Jona -- made her smile shine and cheeks glow with pride and happiness.
Sam owed her every scrap of that he could give, and so much more that he never could.
Author: sa_kun
Fandom: SPN
Characters/Pairings: Sam Winchester/Jessica Moore
Rating: PG
Word Count: 173
Summary: Sam wasn't lying he said he'd dated Jess for a year and a half.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Author’s Notes: I wrote this on the tram home from the gym. Sam is bisexual. Jess is MtF.
Sam wasn't lying he said he'd dated Jess for a year and a half. It was just easier if he never said that he'd dated Jona before that; the guy from his intro to lit class in his freshman year.
It was easier, because if he never told anyone about Jona, then he never had to explain about transgender persons, or that, essentially, Jess had actually been his girlfriend for three and a half years, not one.
It was easier, but that didn't make it right.
Except it made Jess smile, sometimes, because before -- before -- he'd said: "This is my boyfriend, Jona," and now he didn't. Now, he said: "This here's my girl, Jess. Been seeing her for almost two years now." And that -- that part, right there, about Jess being Jess for two years and not Jona -- made her smile shine and cheeks glow with pride and happiness.
Sam owed her every scrap of that he could give, and so much more that he never could.