The Brat's Love - Ch.6
Title: The Brat’s Love (multi-chap)
Author: me (Saana-chan)
Pairing: Sakumiya (main), Masatoshi, JunxMao, one-sided Sakuraiba, fake Ohmiya
Rating: anything/everything between PG-13 - NC-17
Genre: angst (a lot), fluff, smut (maybe;)), some humor if I manage XD
Summary: Sometimes no matter how much you want things to happen, all you can do is wait... This goes to Nino as well. He's in love with Sho. Yet he never expected that the road to earn his love will be like this…
Warning: mentions of mpreg later
A/N: connected to my previous series You’re my Angel but not really a sequel rather the same story from a different POV (mainly Nino’s) so this cause there be the same scene’s/dialogues as in the previous story but this time the focus will be on Nino and Sho’s relationship…
Previous chapters:
Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Chapter 6: Ups and downs
Nino woke up at the feeling someone caressing his hair. He purred silently at the soft feeling and shifted a bit under the sheets.
“Mmmh… What time is it?” he asked with eyes still closed and voice hoarse from sleeping.
“A bit after five… You can still sleep and hour or so… Our photo shooting starts only at 9.30 a.m.” Sho relied to him, his voice soft but clear, making it obvious that he was awake for a while already.
“If we have this much time, why are you awake?” Nino asked peeking through his lashes up to the rapper as he snuggled closet to him.
“I had a lot to think about…” Sho answered honestly.
The newscaster raised his other hand and touched the younger man’s face lightly before leant closer to brush his lips to Nino’s.
“I’m sorry…” he whispered to him touching their foreheads together. “I…” the rapper went silent since he still couldn’t figure what led him yesterday to jump on Nino. Was it the pain that he felt when realized every time Aiba looked at Ohno his eyes lit up, his smile grew wider and simply starts glowing?... Or was it the jealousy when Ohno took Aiba’s side when Nino teased him on the shooting and the cheerful boy looked at him with those grateful, puppy eyes of his?... Or was it… was it he simply couldn’t bear the sight of Nino cuddling so close to Riidaa and the older man even hugged him closer?... Sho sighed and closed his eyes. His head was a mess and he couldn’t think clearly; not when the gamer’s warm, naked body is pressed up to his so wonderfully close… “I’m sorry for using you… I should’ve not let this happen last night…” he whispered in the end.
Nino felt his heart sank a bit at these words. If there was something he feared then this was it. That Sho will regret last night… He put his hand on Sho’s cheek making him open his eyes.
“Don’t say it… There’s nothing to feel sorry for. You didn’t force me into anything, I…” ‘…wanted to this with you as my first time…’ he almost said but stopped as he lost his courage. “I promised you to be here, didn’t I?” he finished instead cowardly. “I really meant it in every possible way. If you need this to forget Aiba then I will do this…” he said in a serious tone and pressed his lips to Sho’s hard sucking on his lower lip sensually before slipping his tongue into his mouth. “I would do anything for you…” he whispered panting softly when their lips parted.
Sho stared into Nino’s serious, hazel eyes before pulled the smaller man tightly into his arms without words…
Soon Sho drifted back to sleep but Nino couldn’t. He kept thinking about what could make Sho snap? Not that he regretted last night. He obviously didn’t. Yet he didn’t understand why Sho suddenly wanted to have sex with him? The morning after their drinking session Sho made it pretty obvious that he doesn't want it from Nino. Yet now…
Nino was sure he did nothing to provoke out this reaction. He just snuggled and cuddled or hugged and held Sho’s hand… Okay, there was some kissing too but the rapper never showed any sign that he would want more than that…
Nino sighed. After all these years, Sho was still a mystery to him, even that he almost stalked him just to know more and more about his crush.
Nino sighed again.
“Why are you doing this to me?” he asked mumbling into the newscaster’s bare chest before closed his eyes to rest a bit more before the photo shooting…
After that night Nino couldn’t decide that did something really change between him and Sho or not? Okay, Sho stayed over at Nino at least three times a week (or the other way around) and they had sex (which was awesome, if you’d ask Nino) and these things would make you think that things did change between them but Nino wasn’t so sure about it.
Most of the time he was happy that Sho was with him a lot, but he also couldn’t get rid off the feeling that he was just a substitute in Sho’s eyes… Somehow it was as if he would’ve fallen into his own trap by seducing Sho…
One morning Nino walked out Sho’s bathroom dressed only in a pair of jeans, drying his hair with a towel. He hummed ‘Love Rainbow’ happily as he headed to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. Sho was there already reading his newspaper with his own mug of coffee in his hand. The rapper looked up a bit surprised when Nino practically skipped into the kitchen but the gamer went straight to get his coffee and looked at Sho only when he got it. He raised the cup to his lips but interrupted the movement when he noticed Sho staring at him with wide eyes but it was obvious that the rapper is near to burst out laughing soon.
“What?” Nino asked confused.
Was there something on his face? Did he forget washing of the toothpaste from his mouth properly?...
“You hummed” Sho said as if it would explain everything.
“And?” the gamer asked still not understanding the older man’s reaction.
“You hummed, Nino” the rapper repeated his previous words. “I never imagined that you’d be the type who hums randomly… I mean, when you composing a new song, that’s okay, I knew you do that but right now you were humming ‘Love Rainbow’… You never seemed to be this type…” Sho said and couldn’t hold back his laughter anymore.
Nino stared at the newscaster dumbly and a tiny hint of hurt glinted in his eyes. He swallowed slowly as he suddenly felt like crying. Sho didn’t understand why he was humming. Sho didn’t notice when Nino was happy. Sho knew nothing about Nino…
The gamer put down his coffee mug on the counter and without saying anything he headed out the kitchen.
Sho’s laughter suddenly died when the smaller man walked out. He stared at the untouched coffee of Nino’s frowning before went after him.
“What’s wrong, Nino?” Sho asked confused when he found the gamer in his bedroom throwing the towel he used to dry his hair on the floor carelessly before pulled on a T-shirt.
“Betsuni” Nino said without looking at the older man. “I go home” he added as he grabbed his bag.
The smaller man pushed the stunned Sho away to be able to leave the room.
“What? Why?” Sho asked more confused when he grasped Nino’s words and followed him.
“I have to prepare today’s BayStorm” the gamer said still stubbornly avoiding Sho’s gaze.
“But you said you will stay over whole day” Sho said protesting. “And you can’t go out like this! Your hair is still wet, you’ll catch cold!”
“Don’t you dare caring about my hair or health if you can’t bring yourself to care about the important things about me!” Nino said snapping at him.
Sho was taken aback by this answer and when Nino finally looked at him, the rapper saw tears in his eyes. Nino hated that he was starting crying in front of Sho so he just grabbed his coat and bag and run out of the apartment leaving behind a totally dumbfounded Sho…
“I hate you! Baka!”
Nino shut the door closed loudly behind him. When he arrived home his first thing to do was turning off his phone. He waited with this till now, hoping Sho would try to contact him once he didn’t chase him personally after their fight. But there were no incoming messages or calls from the older man during that forty minutes trip what separated their respective apartments.
After this he turned on his PlayStation and spent the whole day smashing up monsters. Of course he didn’t need to prepare today’s BayStorm since he was ready for this airing months ago. That was why he told Sho can spend the whole day with him till his radio show’s airing tonight. But again, Sho forget or didn’t want to use his famous brain to see through Nino’s obvious lie. And it just strengthened Nino’s feeling that the rapper doesn’t care about him; that Nino was nothing more than Aiba’s substitute in his eyes…
Nino wished he could expect nothing from Sho in order to protect his own heart from being broken into pieces again and again but it was easier to think that do. But what he would never imagine, not in his wildest dreams was waited for him when he came back from the radio station…
Nino stepped out the elevator once he arrived home from the radio station a little after midnight. He wanted nothing else than his bed and sleep but there was a not so tiny problem with it. As it happens that he couldn’t even get at his door since someone was sitting and sleeping on his doorstep. Nino sighed at the sight then poked the sleeping figure with his toe.
“Oi! Sakurai! You’re blocking my entrance!” he called the rapper who woke with a start immediately.
“What?...” he rubbed his eyes sleepily then looked up. “Oh, Nino… Okaeri…”
Nino had a hard time staying mad at Sho when he blinked up at him so cute. But he didn’t let himself be melted by this. After all, he was still angry with him, Nino told to himself.
“Don’t ‘okaeri’ to me! You don’t live here or anything to say it! And I would really appreciate if you’d move your Keio graduated ass from my doorstep so I can go in and sleep finally!” Nino said.
“You’re still mad at me” Sho concluded a bit sadly but got up.
“What made you think this?” Nino asked back mock-surprised while he opened the door. “Now, if you don’t mind, I had a long day and I want to sleep”
With this Nino wanted to close the door but Sho either woke up fully by now or simply his reflexes were good but he managed to interfere with it.
“Wait, Nino! I’m sorry, okay? Can’t you just… let me in? Please? I waited for you for hours…” Sho said.
“Do whatever you want, I don’t care…” the gamer shrugged trying hard to slow down his racing heartbeat at hearing Sho was waiting for him!
He turned his back to the rapper as he kicked off his shoes and headed inside. Sho quickly followed closing the door behind them. He stood in the living room waiting for Nino to pay attention to him but the gamer didn’t. The smaller man dropped his bag at the couch before he went to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water from the fridge. Then he went straight to his bedroom passing next to Sho without even glancing at him let alone talk or want to listen to him.
“Would you please stop ignoring me, Nino?” Sho said impatiently and grabbed the gamer’s arm to turn his back. “You’re mad at me because I laughed at you this morning, right? I’m sorry… I should’ve not done that… But… it just made me realize how little I know about you… I’m really sorry! Will you forgive me? Please?...” the rapper asked.
Nino said nothing but his eyes softened, after all it turned out he can't stay mad at Sho too long. Not when he's apologizing with this cute, kicked puppy face... And Sho knew just by his softened glance that he was forgiven. He smiled widely.
“Will you let me stay over?” he asked eagerly.
Nino hesitated a bit.
“You can sleep on the couch” he said finally mercifully.
Sho pouted.
“But I don’t want to! I want to sleep with Kazu-chan!” Sho said childishly.
Nino rolled his eyes.
“No” he repeated firmly and freeing himself from Sho’s grip he turned toward his bedroom again. “I said you can sleep on the couch. Take it or leave it! And don’t you dare calling me ‘Kazu-chan’ again!” he added blushing.
But he did only two steps before he found himself in Sho’s arms. The rapper hugged him from behind and planted wet kisses all over his nape.
“Wha… what are you doing?... Let go of me!...” Nino protested but the kisses made his knee weakening.
“No! You told me ‘do whatever I want’…” Sho whispered sucking Nino’s earlobe and slipped a hand under the smaller man’s shirt. “And I want to do this…” he whispered and pinched his nipple teasingly.
Nino moaned and the water bottle slipped from his hand…
A/N: I hope all of you survived this few days since my last update!^.^ did I answer all of your questions? if not, tell me, but I think I did... XD oh, and did you notice that in this chapter Nino confessed, idk, third time or so without actually saying 'I love you' to Sho XD
Author: me (Saana-chan)
Pairing: Sakumiya (main), Masatoshi, JunxMao, one-sided Sakuraiba, fake Ohmiya
Rating: anything/everything between PG-13 - NC-17
Genre: angst (a lot), fluff, smut (maybe;)), some humor if I manage XD
Summary: Sometimes no matter how much you want things to happen, all you can do is wait... This goes to Nino as well. He's in love with Sho. Yet he never expected that the road to earn his love will be like this…
Warning: mentions of mpreg later
A/N: connected to my previous series You’re my Angel but not really a sequel rather the same story from a different POV (mainly Nino’s) so this cause there be the same scene’s/dialogues as in the previous story but this time the focus will be on Nino and Sho’s relationship…
Previous chapters:
Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Chapter 6: Ups and downs
Nino woke up at the feeling someone caressing his hair. He purred silently at the soft feeling and shifted a bit under the sheets.
“Mmmh… What time is it?” he asked with eyes still closed and voice hoarse from sleeping.
“A bit after five… You can still sleep and hour or so… Our photo shooting starts only at 9.30 a.m.” Sho relied to him, his voice soft but clear, making it obvious that he was awake for a while already.
“If we have this much time, why are you awake?” Nino asked peeking through his lashes up to the rapper as he snuggled closet to him.
“I had a lot to think about…” Sho answered honestly.
The newscaster raised his other hand and touched the younger man’s face lightly before leant closer to brush his lips to Nino’s.
“I’m sorry…” he whispered to him touching their foreheads together. “I…” the rapper went silent since he still couldn’t figure what led him yesterday to jump on Nino. Was it the pain that he felt when realized every time Aiba looked at Ohno his eyes lit up, his smile grew wider and simply starts glowing?... Or was it the jealousy when Ohno took Aiba’s side when Nino teased him on the shooting and the cheerful boy looked at him with those grateful, puppy eyes of his?... Or was it… was it he simply couldn’t bear the sight of Nino cuddling so close to Riidaa and the older man even hugged him closer?... Sho sighed and closed his eyes. His head was a mess and he couldn’t think clearly; not when the gamer’s warm, naked body is pressed up to his so wonderfully close… “I’m sorry for using you… I should’ve not let this happen last night…” he whispered in the end.
Nino felt his heart sank a bit at these words. If there was something he feared then this was it. That Sho will regret last night… He put his hand on Sho’s cheek making him open his eyes.
“Don’t say it… There’s nothing to feel sorry for. You didn’t force me into anything, I…” ‘…wanted to this with you as my first time…’ he almost said but stopped as he lost his courage. “I promised you to be here, didn’t I?” he finished instead cowardly. “I really meant it in every possible way. If you need this to forget Aiba then I will do this…” he said in a serious tone and pressed his lips to Sho’s hard sucking on his lower lip sensually before slipping his tongue into his mouth. “I would do anything for you…” he whispered panting softly when their lips parted.
Sho stared into Nino’s serious, hazel eyes before pulled the smaller man tightly into his arms without words…
Soon Sho drifted back to sleep but Nino couldn’t. He kept thinking about what could make Sho snap? Not that he regretted last night. He obviously didn’t. Yet he didn’t understand why Sho suddenly wanted to have sex with him? The morning after their drinking session Sho made it pretty obvious that he doesn't want it from Nino. Yet now…
Nino was sure he did nothing to provoke out this reaction. He just snuggled and cuddled or hugged and held Sho’s hand… Okay, there was some kissing too but the rapper never showed any sign that he would want more than that…
Nino sighed. After all these years, Sho was still a mystery to him, even that he almost stalked him just to know more and more about his crush.
Nino sighed again.
“Why are you doing this to me?” he asked mumbling into the newscaster’s bare chest before closed his eyes to rest a bit more before the photo shooting…
After that night Nino couldn’t decide that did something really change between him and Sho or not? Okay, Sho stayed over at Nino at least three times a week (or the other way around) and they had sex (which was awesome, if you’d ask Nino) and these things would make you think that things did change between them but Nino wasn’t so sure about it.
Most of the time he was happy that Sho was with him a lot, but he also couldn’t get rid off the feeling that he was just a substitute in Sho’s eyes… Somehow it was as if he would’ve fallen into his own trap by seducing Sho…
One morning Nino walked out Sho’s bathroom dressed only in a pair of jeans, drying his hair with a towel. He hummed ‘Love Rainbow’ happily as he headed to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. Sho was there already reading his newspaper with his own mug of coffee in his hand. The rapper looked up a bit surprised when Nino practically skipped into the kitchen but the gamer went straight to get his coffee and looked at Sho only when he got it. He raised the cup to his lips but interrupted the movement when he noticed Sho staring at him with wide eyes but it was obvious that the rapper is near to burst out laughing soon.
“What?” Nino asked confused.
Was there something on his face? Did he forget washing of the toothpaste from his mouth properly?...
“You hummed” Sho said as if it would explain everything.
“And?” the gamer asked still not understanding the older man’s reaction.
“You hummed, Nino” the rapper repeated his previous words. “I never imagined that you’d be the type who hums randomly… I mean, when you composing a new song, that’s okay, I knew you do that but right now you were humming ‘Love Rainbow’… You never seemed to be this type…” Sho said and couldn’t hold back his laughter anymore.
Nino stared at the newscaster dumbly and a tiny hint of hurt glinted in his eyes. He swallowed slowly as he suddenly felt like crying. Sho didn’t understand why he was humming. Sho didn’t notice when Nino was happy. Sho knew nothing about Nino…
The gamer put down his coffee mug on the counter and without saying anything he headed out the kitchen.
Sho’s laughter suddenly died when the smaller man walked out. He stared at the untouched coffee of Nino’s frowning before went after him.
“What’s wrong, Nino?” Sho asked confused when he found the gamer in his bedroom throwing the towel he used to dry his hair on the floor carelessly before pulled on a T-shirt.
“Betsuni” Nino said without looking at the older man. “I go home” he added as he grabbed his bag.
The smaller man pushed the stunned Sho away to be able to leave the room.
“What? Why?” Sho asked more confused when he grasped Nino’s words and followed him.
“I have to prepare today’s BayStorm” the gamer said still stubbornly avoiding Sho’s gaze.
“But you said you will stay over whole day” Sho said protesting. “And you can’t go out like this! Your hair is still wet, you’ll catch cold!”
“Don’t you dare caring about my hair or health if you can’t bring yourself to care about the important things about me!” Nino said snapping at him.
Sho was taken aback by this answer and when Nino finally looked at him, the rapper saw tears in his eyes. Nino hated that he was starting crying in front of Sho so he just grabbed his coat and bag and run out of the apartment leaving behind a totally dumbfounded Sho…
“I hate you! Baka!”
Nino shut the door closed loudly behind him. When he arrived home his first thing to do was turning off his phone. He waited with this till now, hoping Sho would try to contact him once he didn’t chase him personally after their fight. But there were no incoming messages or calls from the older man during that forty minutes trip what separated their respective apartments.
After this he turned on his PlayStation and spent the whole day smashing up monsters. Of course he didn’t need to prepare today’s BayStorm since he was ready for this airing months ago. That was why he told Sho can spend the whole day with him till his radio show’s airing tonight. But again, Sho forget or didn’t want to use his famous brain to see through Nino’s obvious lie. And it just strengthened Nino’s feeling that the rapper doesn’t care about him; that Nino was nothing more than Aiba’s substitute in his eyes…
Nino wished he could expect nothing from Sho in order to protect his own heart from being broken into pieces again and again but it was easier to think that do. But what he would never imagine, not in his wildest dreams was waited for him when he came back from the radio station…
Nino stepped out the elevator once he arrived home from the radio station a little after midnight. He wanted nothing else than his bed and sleep but there was a not so tiny problem with it. As it happens that he couldn’t even get at his door since someone was sitting and sleeping on his doorstep. Nino sighed at the sight then poked the sleeping figure with his toe.
“Oi! Sakurai! You’re blocking my entrance!” he called the rapper who woke with a start immediately.
“What?...” he rubbed his eyes sleepily then looked up. “Oh, Nino… Okaeri…”
Nino had a hard time staying mad at Sho when he blinked up at him so cute. But he didn’t let himself be melted by this. After all, he was still angry with him, Nino told to himself.
“Don’t ‘okaeri’ to me! You don’t live here or anything to say it! And I would really appreciate if you’d move your Keio graduated ass from my doorstep so I can go in and sleep finally!” Nino said.
“You’re still mad at me” Sho concluded a bit sadly but got up.
“What made you think this?” Nino asked back mock-surprised while he opened the door. “Now, if you don’t mind, I had a long day and I want to sleep”
With this Nino wanted to close the door but Sho either woke up fully by now or simply his reflexes were good but he managed to interfere with it.
“Wait, Nino! I’m sorry, okay? Can’t you just… let me in? Please? I waited for you for hours…” Sho said.
“Do whatever you want, I don’t care…” the gamer shrugged trying hard to slow down his racing heartbeat at hearing Sho was waiting for him!
He turned his back to the rapper as he kicked off his shoes and headed inside. Sho quickly followed closing the door behind them. He stood in the living room waiting for Nino to pay attention to him but the gamer didn’t. The smaller man dropped his bag at the couch before he went to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water from the fridge. Then he went straight to his bedroom passing next to Sho without even glancing at him let alone talk or want to listen to him.
“Would you please stop ignoring me, Nino?” Sho said impatiently and grabbed the gamer’s arm to turn his back. “You’re mad at me because I laughed at you this morning, right? I’m sorry… I should’ve not done that… But… it just made me realize how little I know about you… I’m really sorry! Will you forgive me? Please?...” the rapper asked.
Nino said nothing but his eyes softened, after all it turned out he can't stay mad at Sho too long. Not when he's apologizing with this cute, kicked puppy face... And Sho knew just by his softened glance that he was forgiven. He smiled widely.
“Will you let me stay over?” he asked eagerly.
Nino hesitated a bit.
“You can sleep on the couch” he said finally mercifully.
Sho pouted.
“But I don’t want to! I want to sleep with Kazu-chan!” Sho said childishly.
Nino rolled his eyes.
“No” he repeated firmly and freeing himself from Sho’s grip he turned toward his bedroom again. “I said you can sleep on the couch. Take it or leave it! And don’t you dare calling me ‘Kazu-chan’ again!” he added blushing.
But he did only two steps before he found himself in Sho’s arms. The rapper hugged him from behind and planted wet kisses all over his nape.
“Wha… what are you doing?... Let go of me!...” Nino protested but the kisses made his knee weakening.
“No! You told me ‘do whatever I want’…” Sho whispered sucking Nino’s earlobe and slipped a hand under the smaller man’s shirt. “And I want to do this…” he whispered and pinched his nipple teasingly.
Nino moaned and the water bottle slipped from his hand…
A/N: I hope all of you survived this few days since my last update!^.^ did I answer all of your questions? if not, tell me, but I think I did... XD oh, and did you notice that in this chapter Nino confessed, idk, third time or so without actually saying 'I love you' to Sho XD