[one-shot] Jealous Love
Title: Jealous Love
Author: Saana-chan
Beta: Mari-chan (sushi4ever ) thank you, dear! love you^_^ <3
Pairing: JunxGackt *shock XD* ninja!Sakuraiba
Rating: I think it’s total safe but give it a PG for some swearing and boys kissing :P
Genre: fluff, humor, tiny hints of angst
Summary: Jun’s jealous because Ohno gets Gackt’s ring but it leads to unseen consequences…
Note: dedicated to Mari-chan cause she encouraged me to write it and helped me^-^
Note2: the italic parts are Jun's inner monologues
How could he do this? How could any of them do this to me? Let alone Riidaa of all people? Doesn’t… doesn’t he know that…? Of course he doesn’t! How should he? After all it was me who decided not to tell them… so I just have to bear with my own stupidity, right?... But still… how could he? He’s a grown up man still whining and pouting and begging to Him for it. And the worst that it worked out! He got what he wanted and then he even dared to hug him!... Just because his birthday is today… So what? It still would have been me… He said that… Why it had to turn out like this? It started all good… He said that he’d want to…
“Matsumoto-san! We would start to shoot the ending talk, please come!”
The AD’s voice broke Jun’s fuming train of thoughts and he turned to the man with a smile on his face. He was a professional after all…
“Sure” he nodded and walked to the set sitting on his seat which was out of Fate’s cruelty or blessing - he couldn’t decide - right next to Him.
To his luck it was over faster than he expected. He had a hard time to concentrate with Him right next to him, His scent filling his mind… The only thing what cleared this fog over his thoughts was when he heard Riidaa’s voice.
“I decided!... I keep it till you come next time…” Ohno said refusing to give that ring back.
Riidaa had to be well aware of this fact that it probably will never happen. Of course… Jun didn’t even have to pretend to be shocked and annoyed at this.
The shameless bastard! He even dares to act all cute with that chubby face of his…!
“Hai! OK! Otsukare sama deshita!” the director shouted to them.
Jun jumped up from his seat and bowing quickly to the stuff and their guest member mumbling something that might be an ‘otsukare sama’ and ‘arigatou’ he stormed out of the studio…
When the others arrived back to their greenroom Jun already finished with changing and was busy with throwing his stuff into his bag in order to be able leave the place. The sooner the better…
“Ne, Riidaa, mite, mite!” Jun heard Aiba was nagging the eldest singer and stole a glance from them still pretending that he was packing.
Riidaa was grinning sheepishly yet held his hand out to the taller singer to be able to see the ring on his hand. His ring! Jun felt himself flushing with anger - jealousy, to be true but he doesn’t want to admit it even to himself - seeing this scene. He stuffed the last shirt into his bag then grabbed it and turned to leave but accidentally kicked a chair during the process. The others looked at him immediately when the chair crushed to the floor with a loud bang.
“Oh, Matsujun… You’re going already?” Sho asked him spotting the bag in the youngest member’s hand.
Jun just grunted something that could be taken as anything and stomped off the room without bothering to say goodbye to his band mates or even sparing a glance at them. The other four members were left behind stunned staring after the DoS member. Aiba shuffled to Sho’s side and tugged at his shirt in order to gain the rapper’s attention.
“Ne, Sho-chan, what’s with Jun-pon?” he asked whispered as if he was afraid that the younger idol might hear him.
“Have no idea, Masaki… Maybe he’s just tired” Sho shrugged and patted Aiba’s hair calmingly. “You know how he is when he’s tired…” he added smiling.
“Or he has some other problem…” Nino snickered in the background. Sho and Aiba immediately snapped their heads to the shorter guy - Ohno was still busy with adoring his birthday present to pay attention to them - expecting an explanation (what they didn’t get in the end of course…)
Not knowing a thing about that his band mates were busy guessing his reasons behind his (not so extraordinary) behavior Jun stomped to his awaiting car in the parking lot. He was still fuming about Riidaa’s behavior from earlier.
How could he act like that? That’s not the proper behavior with a respectable person who is moreover elder and more experienced and handsome and…
His thoughts and body froze when he spotted someone leaning to his car obviously waiting for him.
“Gackt-san…” he breathed out rather shocked rooting to the exact spot where he was standing a few steps from the older singer.
“Matsujun…” the other man smiled at him charmingly which caused Jun to weaken in the knees as some lovesick high school girl in front of her crush. “You run off so quickly after the shooting was finished that I had no chance to say goodbye properly…”
“Ehm… About that…” Jun cleared his throat embarrassed. Well that wasn’t the proper behavior with a respectable, more experienced elder singer either… “I… ehm… have some… appointment… with…” Jun tried to come up with some believable excuse and in the same time wanted to kick himself for stuttering.
“Ah, that’s a shame…” Gackt said walking closer to Jun when it became obvious that the younger man won’t budge an inch from his current spot.
“Ano… Please, forgive Riidaa… ehm… Ohno-kun for his behavior at the filming…” Jun said. Okay, I took part in teasing him too but only that! I’d never thought that he might actually agree on offering his ring to Riidaa… “He can be really… childish and stubborn… But don’t worry! We’ll make him send your ring back to you tomorrow…!” Jun said and found himself getting anxious and excited at the same time as the older man approached him.
Gackt laughed lightly.
“Don’t be bothered with that, Matsujun… That’s just a ring…” he said liberally.
“But…” Jun wanted to protest with widening eyes.
“I said it’s okay” Gackt repeated more firmly this time.
Jun pouted as an answer. Still… why it has to be him? Just because his birthday is today… It still should be me… You said you’d want to go out with me…
Jun jerked from his thoughts at the feeling Gackt taking his free hand and pulled his ring on his middle finger.
“There, now I gave you a ring too. Will you now stop pouting and accept it’s not a big deal?” Gackt asked softly.
Jun shivered and he wasn’t sure it was because the elder singer’s deep, sensual voice or his gentle touch.
“Gackt-san…” Jun gasped, he ducked his head when he felt his face shaded pink and like this he failed to notice the smile on the other’s lips.
“Ja ne, Matsujun…” Gackt said and putting a finger under Jun’s chin he raised his head and brushed his lips to his face making Jun choking on his breath then he passed next to the younger singer and left the shocked Jun behind…
The next day Jun arrived at work with a silly, giddy smile on his face which earned him some suspicious glances from his band mates.
“He seems to be far too okay… He might slept well, nee?” Aiba whispered cuddling closer to Sho who was sitting next to him on the couch and they both eyed the youngest member who was flipping through some magazine rather happily.
“Or something else happened after he left yesterday…” Nino chirped in from behind his DS not even bother to keep his voice down but Jun didn’t seem to hear him.
“You think?” Aiba asked still whispering and looked at Nino who rested his head in Riidaa’s lap while he played. When the gamer didn’t bother to answer Aiba, the cheerful guy turned his attention back to examining Jun. “Ah! Jun! Your ring…” he cried out suddenly.
This time Jun did look up and stared at Aiba with a blank face.
“What?” he asked and raised his eyebrow.
“Is that new? I don’t think I ever saw it on you yet…” Aiba asked sneaking closer from his spot on the couch to take a better look on the jewel.
“That really looks like one of Gackt-san’s ring from yesterday…” Nino commented casually peeking over his DS to look at Jun’s new ring.
“Are you stupid, Ninomiya?” Jun snorted. “It’s just an old junk…” he added addressing it to Aiba’s question then quickly hid his blushing face back behind the magazine.
Nobody commented on that Jun never wore anything that could be addressed as ‘an old junk’…
A few days later while they were getting a short break from dance practice Jun’s mobile rang. He grabbed the phone and his water bottle. He stared at the unknown number trying to find out who might be it before answered the call.
“Moshi-moshi?”
“Matsujun…”
The youngest Arashi member almost choked on the mouthful of water what he tried to swallow when he heard the familiar deep voice.
“Jun-kun, are you okay?” Riidaa asked the coughing singer.
Jun tried to cover the speaker while still fought for regaining his breath.
“Ye…eah… I’m… fi-hine… I just… going to…” the motioned to the door then rushed out. “Moshi-moshi? I’m sorry for the delay just… Not important… What can I do for you, Gackt-san?” he asked instead when he caught himself on babbling unnecessary things.
“Now that you ask it like that… Last time you were in a hurry though I wanted to ask you out for dinner. Maybe you can make it up to me tonight?” the elder singer asked.
What? He’s kidding, right? He must be kidding? That can’t be… The thoughts whirled around in Jun’s head hearing the invitation.
“So? What’s your answer?” Gackt asked again when Jun didn’t reply.
“Oh… I… ehm… yeah, sure… I’d love to…” Jun managed to stutter out. Why am I stuttering again? Why can’t I speak properly with him? Just because he’s… my crush…
“Good. When will you finish? I’ll pick you up…” he heard Gackt’s voice.
“When?... Eh… Around 8 pm maybe…” Jun answered still trying to fight back his sudden nervousness.
“Great, I’ll be there!” with this the other man hung up.
Jun closed his phone at realized just then that his hands were shaking. He leant to the wall for support and felt as that silly-giddy grin found its way to his blushed face again.
This count as a date, doesn’t it? This must count as a date!... So what? As if this would be the first time I was asked out! Oh, my god! I’ll throw up… or faint… or…
“Jun? You’re okay?” he heard Sho’s voice and snapped out of his thoughts. “The practice…”
“Oh, yeah… Sorry… I’m coming…!” Jun said quickly and started to head back.
“You sure that you’re okay? You seem flushed…” the mother-hen asked worriedly.
“I’m fine!” Jun insisted impatiently yet blushed deeper. He slapped away Sho’s hand when he wanted to touch his forehead to check that he didn’t have fever. “Let’s go, Sho-kun, the others are waiting…”
In the end they happened to finish earlier than expected. Aiba proposed to use this and go out drinking together but Jun managed to turn down the invitation without have to answer too much questions and soon his band mates were out. Thank God! Jun sighed in relief. He would hate if he would have to explain why he is preparing so carefully… Not that he had too much choice since he had no time to go home for a change of clothes so had to settle for what he had on him. Suddenly he started to regret he didn’t choose his clothes more carefully in the morning. Not that his current outfit would be anything to be ashamed of since he was Matsumoto Jun! But…
When he finally was content with his look he headed out of the building just to notice he was still more than twenty minutes ahead of their arranged time. He huffed and turned his lips into a pout as he hid his chin deeper in his scarf from the cold wind.
Why I am even needed to be picked up? I’m not a fucking girl… Not. A. Girl!
Then finally a fancy black sports car parked in front of him and Gackt stepped out of the car.
“You’re early, Matsujun…” the elder singer commented as he went to open the passenger’s seat’s door to the younger man.
“We finished with practice earlier than expected and… Thank you…” Jun said and cursed inwardly when he felt his face turning pink.
“You should’ve called then. I would’ve come earlier so you would’ve not have to wait here in the cold…” the other man said amused.
Shit! I totally forgot about that… Why am I acting like some girl again?... Not a surprise that he treats me as a girl once I act like one…
“Where are we going?” Jun asked to change the topic when the older man started the car.
“That’s a surprise…” Gackt said and winked at Jun who again blushed and quickly turned his head away and looked out the window instead to avoid those blue eyes which always seemed to see through him…
The rest of the trip was silent only the soft buzzing sound of the engine was heard. Slowly Jun felt himself relaxing into the seat and his hammering heartbeat also slowed down to normal rate till they reached their destination.
“What’s this place?” Jun asked as he stepped out of the car - he wanted to avoid the situation being treated as a girl again with opening the car’s door to him to get out so he did it himself - and looked at the huge building in front of them.
“This place? My home…” Gackt answered casually when the younger man stepped next to him.
“Wha…what?” Jun asked back and couldn’t clear the shock in his voice.
“I wanted to take Matsujun some nice restaurant what suits you but… some greedy, young singers recently stole my jewels and I can’t go out public places like this…” the older man joked.
“That…” Jun tried to turn away his blushing face from Gackt and with his hand he hid the ring on his finger what he got from the older singer. But his reaction just amused his crush more.
“I already saw that you’re wearing it… And it was a gift, so don’t work up yourself over it…” Gackt said and lightly brushed his fingers to Jun’s reddened cheeks making him looking up shyly at the older man.
“Hai…” he replied nodding and entered the house when Gackt held the door open for him. He didn’t even try to protest against being treated like a girl. He felt himself too embarrassed for that.
“Feel yourself at home. I need to finish settling some things…” Gackt told Jun then disappeared somewhere in the house.
Jun put his bag on the couch and curiously walked around the living room. Though the owner gave him the permission to feel himself at home he barely dared to touch anything in the room. The place was just as anybody’s living room though in the same time had the feeling of specialty thanks to the expensive furniture and other stuff. In short it just suited Gackt perfectly and Jun couldn’t help but smile fondly at the thought. When he finished exploring the room and the older man still was away taking care of those preparations, Jun dared to leave the living room to look around the house some more. He walked down the corridor taking in the pictures on the walls then when he wanted to peek into a room…
“Ah! You’re here!”
Shit!
Jun immediately let go the doorknob and turned toward the owner of the voice and blushed over being caught sneaking around the house.
“The dinner is ready…” Gackt said smiling softly then without saying anything else or commenting Jun’s little expedition he took the younger singer’s hand and led him to the dining area.
The younger singer felt his stomach made flip-flops when he saw the nicely set table in the soft light of candles that lit the room. As they sat down Jun found himself unusually tongue-tied and couldn’t come up with anything smart to say to enthrall his crush. Then when Jun just started to wish for the ground open up under him and swallow him, the older man started to talk about casual topics and after the second glass of wine Jun felt himself at ease enough to keep up a proper conversation with him…
“I… guess I should get going now…” Jun said when the time passed midnight.
They finished with dinner and the second bottle of wine long ago.
The younger idol got up from the couch and took his bag in his hand as he turned to his host with an almost shy smile on his lips.
“Ehm… I… thank you for the dinner and… everything, Gackt-san… It was fun…” he said bowing his head to him, his face was slightly flushed but not just from the alcohol.
“It was my pleasure, Matsujun…” Gackt replied as he stepped to the Arashi member.
“Then… I… go now… Oyasumi nasai, Gackt-san…” Jun stuttered again from the other man’s unexpected closeness and played with his bag’s strap flustered but when he wanted to turn he felt Gackt taking his wrist pulling him back.
“You know…” the older man said softly running his other hand up on Jun’s neck causing the younger singer shiver softly and his breath quickening. “…you can stay here for the night…” he finished leaning closer to Jun’s face, his lips faintly brushing against the younger singer’s.
Jun gasped and his eyes fluttered closed when he felt Gackt’s lips on his in a proper kiss. As he moved his arms to put around the older singer’s shoulder, the bag slipped from his hand and fell on the ground with a soft thud. It stayed like that till the next morning…
A/N: yay, my first fic with Jun in the center XD actually, I had fun writing it though it was hard XD Mari-chan, gomen ne, whining that much to you^-^ thank you so much for your support!^-^
A/N2: made a request post, feel free to dump your requests on me if you want;)
Author: Saana-chan
Beta: Mari-chan (sushi4ever ) thank you, dear! love you^_^ <3
Pairing: JunxGackt *shock XD* ninja!Sakuraiba
Rating: I think it’s total safe but give it a PG for some swearing and boys kissing :P
Genre: fluff, humor, tiny hints of angst
Summary: Jun’s jealous because Ohno gets Gackt’s ring but it leads to unseen consequences…
Note: dedicated to Mari-chan cause she encouraged me to write it and helped me^-^
Note2: the italic parts are Jun's inner monologues
How could he do this? How could any of them do this to me? Let alone Riidaa of all people? Doesn’t… doesn’t he know that…? Of course he doesn’t! How should he? After all it was me who decided not to tell them… so I just have to bear with my own stupidity, right?... But still… how could he? He’s a grown up man still whining and pouting and begging to Him for it. And the worst that it worked out! He got what he wanted and then he even dared to hug him!... Just because his birthday is today… So what? It still would have been me… He said that… Why it had to turn out like this? It started all good… He said that he’d want to…
“Matsumoto-san! We would start to shoot the ending talk, please come!”
The AD’s voice broke Jun’s fuming train of thoughts and he turned to the man with a smile on his face. He was a professional after all…
“Sure” he nodded and walked to the set sitting on his seat which was out of Fate’s cruelty or blessing - he couldn’t decide - right next to Him.
To his luck it was over faster than he expected. He had a hard time to concentrate with Him right next to him, His scent filling his mind… The only thing what cleared this fog over his thoughts was when he heard Riidaa’s voice.
“I decided!... I keep it till you come next time…” Ohno said refusing to give that ring back.
Riidaa had to be well aware of this fact that it probably will never happen. Of course… Jun didn’t even have to pretend to be shocked and annoyed at this.
The shameless bastard! He even dares to act all cute with that chubby face of his…!
“Hai! OK! Otsukare sama deshita!” the director shouted to them.
Jun jumped up from his seat and bowing quickly to the stuff and their guest member mumbling something that might be an ‘otsukare sama’ and ‘arigatou’ he stormed out of the studio…
When the others arrived back to their greenroom Jun already finished with changing and was busy with throwing his stuff into his bag in order to be able leave the place. The sooner the better…
“Ne, Riidaa, mite, mite!” Jun heard Aiba was nagging the eldest singer and stole a glance from them still pretending that he was packing.
Riidaa was grinning sheepishly yet held his hand out to the taller singer to be able to see the ring on his hand. His ring! Jun felt himself flushing with anger - jealousy, to be true but he doesn’t want to admit it even to himself - seeing this scene. He stuffed the last shirt into his bag then grabbed it and turned to leave but accidentally kicked a chair during the process. The others looked at him immediately when the chair crushed to the floor with a loud bang.
“Oh, Matsujun… You’re going already?” Sho asked him spotting the bag in the youngest member’s hand.
Jun just grunted something that could be taken as anything and stomped off the room without bothering to say goodbye to his band mates or even sparing a glance at them. The other four members were left behind stunned staring after the DoS member. Aiba shuffled to Sho’s side and tugged at his shirt in order to gain the rapper’s attention.
“Ne, Sho-chan, what’s with Jun-pon?” he asked whispered as if he was afraid that the younger idol might hear him.
“Have no idea, Masaki… Maybe he’s just tired” Sho shrugged and patted Aiba’s hair calmingly. “You know how he is when he’s tired…” he added smiling.
“Or he has some other problem…” Nino snickered in the background. Sho and Aiba immediately snapped their heads to the shorter guy - Ohno was still busy with adoring his birthday present to pay attention to them - expecting an explanation (what they didn’t get in the end of course…)
Not knowing a thing about that his band mates were busy guessing his reasons behind his (not so extraordinary) behavior Jun stomped to his awaiting car in the parking lot. He was still fuming about Riidaa’s behavior from earlier.
How could he act like that? That’s not the proper behavior with a respectable person who is moreover elder and more experienced and handsome and…
His thoughts and body froze when he spotted someone leaning to his car obviously waiting for him.
“Gackt-san…” he breathed out rather shocked rooting to the exact spot where he was standing a few steps from the older singer.
“Matsujun…” the other man smiled at him charmingly which caused Jun to weaken in the knees as some lovesick high school girl in front of her crush. “You run off so quickly after the shooting was finished that I had no chance to say goodbye properly…”
“Ehm… About that…” Jun cleared his throat embarrassed. Well that wasn’t the proper behavior with a respectable, more experienced elder singer either… “I… ehm… have some… appointment… with…” Jun tried to come up with some believable excuse and in the same time wanted to kick himself for stuttering.
“Ah, that’s a shame…” Gackt said walking closer to Jun when it became obvious that the younger man won’t budge an inch from his current spot.
“Ano… Please, forgive Riidaa… ehm… Ohno-kun for his behavior at the filming…” Jun said. Okay, I took part in teasing him too but only that! I’d never thought that he might actually agree on offering his ring to Riidaa… “He can be really… childish and stubborn… But don’t worry! We’ll make him send your ring back to you tomorrow…!” Jun said and found himself getting anxious and excited at the same time as the older man approached him.
Gackt laughed lightly.
“Don’t be bothered with that, Matsujun… That’s just a ring…” he said liberally.
“But…” Jun wanted to protest with widening eyes.
“I said it’s okay” Gackt repeated more firmly this time.
Jun pouted as an answer. Still… why it has to be him? Just because his birthday is today… It still should be me… You said you’d want to go out with me…
Jun jerked from his thoughts at the feeling Gackt taking his free hand and pulled his ring on his middle finger.
“There, now I gave you a ring too. Will you now stop pouting and accept it’s not a big deal?” Gackt asked softly.
Jun shivered and he wasn’t sure it was because the elder singer’s deep, sensual voice or his gentle touch.
“Gackt-san…” Jun gasped, he ducked his head when he felt his face shaded pink and like this he failed to notice the smile on the other’s lips.
“Ja ne, Matsujun…” Gackt said and putting a finger under Jun’s chin he raised his head and brushed his lips to his face making Jun choking on his breath then he passed next to the younger singer and left the shocked Jun behind…
The next day Jun arrived at work with a silly, giddy smile on his face which earned him some suspicious glances from his band mates.
“He seems to be far too okay… He might slept well, nee?” Aiba whispered cuddling closer to Sho who was sitting next to him on the couch and they both eyed the youngest member who was flipping through some magazine rather happily.
“Or something else happened after he left yesterday…” Nino chirped in from behind his DS not even bother to keep his voice down but Jun didn’t seem to hear him.
“You think?” Aiba asked still whispering and looked at Nino who rested his head in Riidaa’s lap while he played. When the gamer didn’t bother to answer Aiba, the cheerful guy turned his attention back to examining Jun. “Ah! Jun! Your ring…” he cried out suddenly.
This time Jun did look up and stared at Aiba with a blank face.
“What?” he asked and raised his eyebrow.
“Is that new? I don’t think I ever saw it on you yet…” Aiba asked sneaking closer from his spot on the couch to take a better look on the jewel.
“That really looks like one of Gackt-san’s ring from yesterday…” Nino commented casually peeking over his DS to look at Jun’s new ring.
“Are you stupid, Ninomiya?” Jun snorted. “It’s just an old junk…” he added addressing it to Aiba’s question then quickly hid his blushing face back behind the magazine.
Nobody commented on that Jun never wore anything that could be addressed as ‘an old junk’…
A few days later while they were getting a short break from dance practice Jun’s mobile rang. He grabbed the phone and his water bottle. He stared at the unknown number trying to find out who might be it before answered the call.
“Moshi-moshi?”
“Matsujun…”
The youngest Arashi member almost choked on the mouthful of water what he tried to swallow when he heard the familiar deep voice.
“Jun-kun, are you okay?” Riidaa asked the coughing singer.
Jun tried to cover the speaker while still fought for regaining his breath.
“Ye…eah… I’m… fi-hine… I just… going to…” the motioned to the door then rushed out. “Moshi-moshi? I’m sorry for the delay just… Not important… What can I do for you, Gackt-san?” he asked instead when he caught himself on babbling unnecessary things.
“Now that you ask it like that… Last time you were in a hurry though I wanted to ask you out for dinner. Maybe you can make it up to me tonight?” the elder singer asked.
What? He’s kidding, right? He must be kidding? That can’t be… The thoughts whirled around in Jun’s head hearing the invitation.
“So? What’s your answer?” Gackt asked again when Jun didn’t reply.
“Oh… I… ehm… yeah, sure… I’d love to…” Jun managed to stutter out. Why am I stuttering again? Why can’t I speak properly with him? Just because he’s… my crush…
“Good. When will you finish? I’ll pick you up…” he heard Gackt’s voice.
“When?... Eh… Around 8 pm maybe…” Jun answered still trying to fight back his sudden nervousness.
“Great, I’ll be there!” with this the other man hung up.
Jun closed his phone at realized just then that his hands were shaking. He leant to the wall for support and felt as that silly-giddy grin found its way to his blushed face again.
This count as a date, doesn’t it? This must count as a date!... So what? As if this would be the first time I was asked out! Oh, my god! I’ll throw up… or faint… or…
“Jun? You’re okay?” he heard Sho’s voice and snapped out of his thoughts. “The practice…”
“Oh, yeah… Sorry… I’m coming…!” Jun said quickly and started to head back.
“You sure that you’re okay? You seem flushed…” the mother-hen asked worriedly.
“I’m fine!” Jun insisted impatiently yet blushed deeper. He slapped away Sho’s hand when he wanted to touch his forehead to check that he didn’t have fever. “Let’s go, Sho-kun, the others are waiting…”
In the end they happened to finish earlier than expected. Aiba proposed to use this and go out drinking together but Jun managed to turn down the invitation without have to answer too much questions and soon his band mates were out. Thank God! Jun sighed in relief. He would hate if he would have to explain why he is preparing so carefully… Not that he had too much choice since he had no time to go home for a change of clothes so had to settle for what he had on him. Suddenly he started to regret he didn’t choose his clothes more carefully in the morning. Not that his current outfit would be anything to be ashamed of since he was Matsumoto Jun! But…
When he finally was content with his look he headed out of the building just to notice he was still more than twenty minutes ahead of their arranged time. He huffed and turned his lips into a pout as he hid his chin deeper in his scarf from the cold wind.
Why I am even needed to be picked up? I’m not a fucking girl… Not. A. Girl!
Then finally a fancy black sports car parked in front of him and Gackt stepped out of the car.
“You’re early, Matsujun…” the elder singer commented as he went to open the passenger’s seat’s door to the younger man.
“We finished with practice earlier than expected and… Thank you…” Jun said and cursed inwardly when he felt his face turning pink.
“You should’ve called then. I would’ve come earlier so you would’ve not have to wait here in the cold…” the other man said amused.
Shit! I totally forgot about that… Why am I acting like some girl again?... Not a surprise that he treats me as a girl once I act like one…
“Where are we going?” Jun asked to change the topic when the older man started the car.
“That’s a surprise…” Gackt said and winked at Jun who again blushed and quickly turned his head away and looked out the window instead to avoid those blue eyes which always seemed to see through him…
The rest of the trip was silent only the soft buzzing sound of the engine was heard. Slowly Jun felt himself relaxing into the seat and his hammering heartbeat also slowed down to normal rate till they reached their destination.
“What’s this place?” Jun asked as he stepped out of the car - he wanted to avoid the situation being treated as a girl again with opening the car’s door to him to get out so he did it himself - and looked at the huge building in front of them.
“This place? My home…” Gackt answered casually when the younger man stepped next to him.
“Wha…what?” Jun asked back and couldn’t clear the shock in his voice.
“I wanted to take Matsujun some nice restaurant what suits you but… some greedy, young singers recently stole my jewels and I can’t go out public places like this…” the older man joked.
“That…” Jun tried to turn away his blushing face from Gackt and with his hand he hid the ring on his finger what he got from the older singer. But his reaction just amused his crush more.
“I already saw that you’re wearing it… And it was a gift, so don’t work up yourself over it…” Gackt said and lightly brushed his fingers to Jun’s reddened cheeks making him looking up shyly at the older man.
“Hai…” he replied nodding and entered the house when Gackt held the door open for him. He didn’t even try to protest against being treated like a girl. He felt himself too embarrassed for that.
“Feel yourself at home. I need to finish settling some things…” Gackt told Jun then disappeared somewhere in the house.
Jun put his bag on the couch and curiously walked around the living room. Though the owner gave him the permission to feel himself at home he barely dared to touch anything in the room. The place was just as anybody’s living room though in the same time had the feeling of specialty thanks to the expensive furniture and other stuff. In short it just suited Gackt perfectly and Jun couldn’t help but smile fondly at the thought. When he finished exploring the room and the older man still was away taking care of those preparations, Jun dared to leave the living room to look around the house some more. He walked down the corridor taking in the pictures on the walls then when he wanted to peek into a room…
“Ah! You’re here!”
Shit!
Jun immediately let go the doorknob and turned toward the owner of the voice and blushed over being caught sneaking around the house.
“The dinner is ready…” Gackt said smiling softly then without saying anything else or commenting Jun’s little expedition he took the younger singer’s hand and led him to the dining area.
The younger singer felt his stomach made flip-flops when he saw the nicely set table in the soft light of candles that lit the room. As they sat down Jun found himself unusually tongue-tied and couldn’t come up with anything smart to say to enthrall his crush. Then when Jun just started to wish for the ground open up under him and swallow him, the older man started to talk about casual topics and after the second glass of wine Jun felt himself at ease enough to keep up a proper conversation with him…
“I… guess I should get going now…” Jun said when the time passed midnight.
They finished with dinner and the second bottle of wine long ago.
The younger idol got up from the couch and took his bag in his hand as he turned to his host with an almost shy smile on his lips.
“Ehm… I… thank you for the dinner and… everything, Gackt-san… It was fun…” he said bowing his head to him, his face was slightly flushed but not just from the alcohol.
“It was my pleasure, Matsujun…” Gackt replied as he stepped to the Arashi member.
“Then… I… go now… Oyasumi nasai, Gackt-san…” Jun stuttered again from the other man’s unexpected closeness and played with his bag’s strap flustered but when he wanted to turn he felt Gackt taking his wrist pulling him back.
“You know…” the older man said softly running his other hand up on Jun’s neck causing the younger singer shiver softly and his breath quickening. “…you can stay here for the night…” he finished leaning closer to Jun’s face, his lips faintly brushing against the younger singer’s.
Jun gasped and his eyes fluttered closed when he felt Gackt’s lips on his in a proper kiss. As he moved his arms to put around the older singer’s shoulder, the bag slipped from his hand and fell on the ground with a soft thud. It stayed like that till the next morning…
A/N: yay, my first fic with Jun in the center XD actually, I had fun writing it though it was hard XD Mari-chan, gomen ne, whining that much to you^-^ thank you so much for your support!^-^
A/N2: made a request post, feel free to dump your requests on me if you want;)