Some people could be pretty offended by you saying, "I want to kill myself." Some people do know people who have actually killed themselves recently, so I would appreciate it if you would stop saying things like that whenever you're angry about something.
Also... you said you didn't need the drugs, well lexapro at least in your last entry. So why are you so angry about it now? Just wondering.
well i am actually back on it because another doctor agreed with why i was on it in the first place. its not so much a dependency I have on it, as much as my body. See both my parents are depressed...chemcial imbalences. nothing they can do but take this medicine. they can't function without it. its not about what they want to be on, its what they have to be on. I wish you would see what I mean. But when my brain stops making a certain chemical im supoosed to just sit there and wait for it to make it again? even if it never does? i am not willing to spend that time being depressed, not unhappy or sad, but depressed. I completely understand where you're coming from and I considered your point very much, but i don't think you fully understand mine.
Alrighty...I gotta make a comment about this entry. I know that you posted another entry after this one, but I want to say something about this entry....AMEN! I LOVE YOU SAVANNA! You are speaking to a girl who has been on an anti-depressant for the past 5 years, and I will be on it for the rest of my life. You can't control the fact that you have a chemical imbalance in your brain, and honey, that's never going to change. You got the short straw, as did your parents, and me and my parents. It's just the luck of the draw...but your medications help to repair that imbalance. It's not something that is going to just go away, ever. You will have to deal with it every day for the rest of your life, but as we both know, there are meds to help the problem. It's extremely hard for someone who hasn't been in this position to understand it all. I 110% support any decision that you make regarding your life, because I feel that you know what's best for you. But if you ever need to yell or scream (or dance or sing...kinda rhymed lol) then you can
( ... )
Comments 7
Also... you said you didn't need the drugs, well lexapro at least in your last entry. So why are you so angry about it now? Just wondering.
Reply
sorry, if i did.
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment