There will come happier times...so bear with this until then.

[sabastionangel]

I've been so foolish as to treat this "life" as a game. Its no longer a game because I am no longer winning. And I always win. This is becoming serious...no this is serious. They will find Sam. Then what will I do? I can't imagine what things will be like without him...For him. The police came to my house looking for Sam. They thought I was

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[tinycrimm08]

mikey! i didn't know u felt like that. and i am so sry i haven't been there to help u with anything. aww i miss u soo much and they might be right about turning into a bad kid but u'l get over that and become my old "princess" mikey...(lol sry i just had to say that) but please stop smoking. i don't realy like ppl who smoke.

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[sabastionangel]

I dont smoke anymore. Or at least I havent. Thanks. I love you Tara.

[lucifedd]

HON! you have to stop that! :(!!! come on you're smart, and please don't feel bad, I think you need osmoene to hold your hand :( I'd do it If I was there.
First I dunno what's going on with this. Sam, who's him? what happened? why's the police looking for him?.
about smoking... you can smoke, is no big deal, you're right, but don't smoke too much, not because it'll make you sick later or so but because it makes you feel bad, unconsciesly the smeel of smoke will make you feel dirty and it'll help to make you feel bad if you're depressed (or that's what I think that happens to me with cigarrettes) I smoke smetimes when I want to throw in my face things are SO not like how I want them to be... Cigarrettes can do that to me...

IN opthers, PLease take care :(

and well as you already know... e-mails me if you want to talk in private or.. whatever.. ok? ^^
hugs!

[sabastionangel]

thanks buddy

[chardaek]

honey, like yeah u toltally shouldn't smoke ..ok??
its icky ..i love ya too much for all that , but yeah what all is going on i feel like im missing a part of the story ..with everything.. let me know okay..and soon mister!
i love you!!!!

[deep_fanson]

aw lad *hugs*, sorry for my lack of cemmenting, my net is down on my computer, and I have to sneak onto this computer just to even get on the net.

but anyways I'm sorry to hear nontheless that things aren't the greatest right now. Don't let yourself get to bad, been there, I kind of am there, but you don't want to hear about that. I hope everything goes well for you soon. :) Take care

-Brandy

[jstanangel90210]

michael
aww i love you so much. look smoking is nothin so dont worry at all about it and with sam well they will deal with him when and if he is found. But it will be weird w/o him. but he made his choice and he didnt stop to think about how it would affect not only his family but his friends. and like mikey i love u too much to let u down so if u ever need to talk u know where i live and my # is 213-8767 so please dont hesitate to call me anytime.
love ya always
Amber AkA *BAMBI* (but only for u)