sighs sighs. things are not as they seem. i must deny the negative felings of tears welling up in my eyes. all i want to do is cry. but is it the right thing to do? no it's not.....it's not like someone's dead. but maybe someone is dying. a part of me. and i'm dressed in all black from head to toe today. i suppose signifying the death of ( Read more... )

well apparently most of my friends like to keep their entries private or friend protected. but the truth is....i really don't like doing that. first of all, the chances of someone finding it is high, but the right people finding it are low. it's a calculation based upon internet users, the ones that know their stuff and know nothing except ( Read more... )

well i'm 17....but i'm sucha kid. blah. dunno.....just hurt...plain hurt. shattered. why does everyone think i am nice to them because i want something in return? why? it hasn't just happened once, it has happened like 3 times already. the first two times, was when winston was still in my life and i got yelled at being so nice. sighs sighs ( Read more... )

happy happy happy....mood? happy happy happy.....

why??? dunno...just am...

happy happy happy. keke^^:d:P

well sleeping now...driving in the morning to school....

muhaha....i was talking to a friend....and she made me think about some stuff. muhahaha. but it was a funny convo. muhahah ( Read more... )

feeling: [loved]

sighs....people treat me well. i'm very GOD blessed. *satisfied grin*

*HUGS HUGS* i don't know why...but i just feel sooo loved. soooo very veyr loved....keke^^:D:P

hm....miss hk.....need to go somewhere for summer ma? can't i just stay here and bore myself? keke^^:D:P

lub you all. *HUGS*

wow....i'm weird. why do i help someone sooo muchie that i get lost in the action of helping them? wow.....crap.....

and so it begins.....i'm upset...why? because i'm at home. sighs sighs. i have the car, but yet, i'm not gonna be going n e where because i have no wehre to go. i still owe like ben sooo muchie money. i feel bad. sighs sighs. how the heck can i be sooo heavy when i eat less than 2000 calories a day? sighs....i must be slowing down my ( Read more... )

TORONTO HERE I COME!!!!!!!

should make myself breakfast or lunch or brunch or sumthing.....hungeeee ( Read more... )