Broken 34a/?? (the never-ending fic)
Title: Broken
Chapters: 34 a / ?
Author: sabersenshi
Pairing: Reita/Ruki, Uruha/Aoi, Miyavi/Kai
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: angst, bad language, sex…eventually
Summary: Reita’s a popular rich kid. Ruki hates rich kids.
Disclaimer: *sniffles* They're Not Mine.
Notes: AU, High School fic.
mildly x-posted
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Myv’s POV
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I watch as the others drift off.
Leaving just Kai and me in the garage.
I turn towards him, not sure exactly what I expect.
It almost looks like he's cleaning up.
Almost.
But Kai's not throwing anything away.
He's just moving things around.
Then it hit's me.
He's trying to keep himself busy.
He's just distracting himself.
Trying to keep his mind from dwelling on the current problem.
"Come on," I say, taking both of his hands. "It can wait until later. Or better yet, until tomorrow."
He lets me lead him over to the chairs, eyes averted.
I shake my head as he lets me push him down.
"This isn't that bad. It's just a minor problem."
I sit next to him, still holding one of his hands in mine.
Placing a finger under his chin, I lift it until I can see his eyes.
That is his job, after all.
To worry about everyone else.
"How can you be so certain?" he says so softly I almost miss it.
"I know I haven't been around that long. But I think I've managed to figure out some things. For starters, you guys have talent. Real talent. Something special happens when you're on stage." I shake my head, not knowing what to call it. "For lack of a better word lets call it 'magic'."
"Yeah, yeah," I say at his look, "there's no such thing, right? What do you call it then?"
He doesn't answer.
But then, what can he say?
"It's obvious you all love playing," I continue. "And you enjoy each others company. That shows too."
"I can't imagine being in a band without them," he smiles. "As crazy as they are, I love them."
"Crazy's a good description," I laugh, glad to see him relaxing. Even if it's only a bit. "But don't you think that's part of their appeal?"
"Whatever," the smile leaves his face as he continues, "but that still doesn't tell me why you're so sure we'll get thru this all right."
I roll my eyes, "Let me ask you a couple of questions. How badly do you want it? To succeed as a band. How much have you already sacrificed to get where you are now? And what do you think the others are willing to do?"
"You're forgetting Ruki's father."
"No, I'm not. I can't see Ruki letting anyone force him to give up. On anything he wants. But definitely not music. He wants it too badly to let anyone stop him. Even his own father. Or especially not his own father."
"You're right about that. Ruki's had to fight too hard to get everything he's got."
"You five will deal with it. However you have to. And you can count on my help, too."
"You make it sound so simple. But I can't help worrying."
"Look. I'm not saying you shouldn't worry about your friends. All I'm saying is to keep things in perspective. Don't let it get the better of you. Don't let it make you sick or stress you out. Don't keep it all to yourself, either. Any burden is easier if it's shared."
I lean in closer to him, capturing his eyes with mine again. "Use me, Kai." I whisper, moving my hand to cup his cheek. "Share with me. Tell me your hopes. Your fears. Whatever bothers you. Let me help. I want to take care of you."
I wait a moment, letting him take in what I've said.
Then I lean in those last few inches.
Lightly brushing my lips across his.
I feel him shift slightly in his chair.
And then the light, gentle kiss changes.
As Kai's fingers sink into my hair.
His lips moving against mine.
It's almost like drowning.
The way he invades my senses.
But the main difference between this and drowning is that I want this.
I want him.
But then he's sitting back.
Putting space between us.
"You have an interesting way with words. You know that, right?" he says, flashing that dimple that I adore.
I shrug, "I say what I think."
"I've gotten that impression," he chuckles. "Just one thing. I'm not going to 'use you', as you put it. That doesn't sit well with me."
"What about the rest?" I ask, hoping I'm right.
Standing, he continues to smile.
"I think it's safe to say that I'm comfortable with the idea of sharing with you."
He moves over to the door, waiting.
"And you'll let me take care of you?" I ask, joining him.
"Only if that means I get to take care of you, too."
"I wouldn't have it any other way," I say right before I wrap him in my arms.
He puts his arms around my neck as I seal our lips together.
There's nothing gentle about this kiss.
Kai's mouth is just as demanding.
His body pressed tightly against mine.
I moan as the sensations wash over me again.
Reluctantly, I drag my mouth away from his.
"Kai, baby, not in the garage."
He laughs.
"Aside from the 'baby' part, you sound like my mother."
"I really don't want you thinking about anybody else right now," I say as I stroke his cheek.
"Then maybe you should stop talking," he grins.
Taking my hand, he leads me outside.
I'm surprised when he heads for the house.
He chuckles at my questioning look.
"No one's home. It's just you and me. Until tomorrow night."
Oh, hell yeah, I think to myself.
I get Kai completely to myself.
Without having to worry about his mom interrupting.
"Ya know," I smirk as he holds the door open for me, "this'll be the first time I've been in your room."
He rolls his eyes, giving my shoulder a playful shove.
"But not the first time we've been together. So cut it out," he answers, leading the way to his room.
"Cut what out?" I try out my best innocent look.
He raises an eyebrow.
"You're trying to make me blush," he accuses.
"Me? Never!" I laugh, making him giggle along.
Reaching his room, I step inside, curious.
Books, neatly on a shelf, a desk by the window.
Amazingly clean and uncluttered.
Or not so amazingly, it is Kai, after all.
"What?" he asks, looking at me strangely.
"It's just, I've wondered what your bedroom would look like."
"And?"
I laugh.
"It's a lot more organized than mine, that's for sure. I bet you know exactly where everything is. Right?"
"You say that like it's a bad thing," he pouts.
Still smiling, I hold out my hand.
"Come here and kiss me."
He hesitates only a second before stepping into my arms.
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A/N: 'bout time, right?
and I hope you all notice..it's an -a-...meaning the smut is coming!
and a lot quicker update than this was, too...
I'm just taking a break from editting it now...so it might be up later today...(teases)..
or tomorrow after work ^^
which reminds me...everybody can thank
aoi_secks for the upcoming smut. She rp'd with me...
her = Kai, me = Myv...
..it was a blast!!!
*coughs*
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