Mommy Update

[sabishiiko]

Apparently I'm the one in my family taking the news of my mother the best. My father has been crying on and off, my mother is putting on a brave face despite being faced with the prospect of a grisly and horrifically painful death -- albiet when it reaches that point it should be over fairly quickly. My sister and I spoke briefly about it over the

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[sabishiiko]

I honestly think its a bad idea, too. But like I said, I needed to weigh the pros and cons, and you, my friends, my peers, all consider it to be a bad idea, as I do. So, no babies for me, thanks.

Besides, YouTube desided to taunt me and for whatever freakish reason threw a video of a live water birth in my "shit we think you should watch" qeue.

Oh. My. God.

Not only no, but fuck no. No kids, no way, not after watching that shit. It was horrific!

[sabishiiko]

Well, you know me and my issues with bothering friends with... well, my issues.

[sabishiiko]

I did get it, and yeah, I agree with you 100%. Plus, when I have a child, I want to be magical and special, a culmination of the love two people share endlessly. Perhaps I'm overly romantic, but I want to have a house, and a career, and a safety net. I was to feel comfortable and safe and treat every day as a special new adventure, with kicking and feeling and doing all the girly baby crap, but in my awesome kick ass Manda style.

But those are just my overly romantic dreams. I don't think things will ever turn out the way I want them. I mean, does anything ever turn out the way ANYONE wants them?

[sabishiiko]

I know, right?? Its too bad she didn't post anything else in that vein as of yet, but I totally got goosebumps watching it.

[sabishiiko]

Ohhh, no. No no no. My mom would be all like "Fuck yeah babies!" just like my dad is all like "Fuck yeah babies!" just like Bob is all like "Fuck yeah babies!" Their oppinions are completely biased, and therefore count for NOTHING! They love me, but they really don't have my future, or uterus' best interests at heart