Night started out with...waking up ( Read more... )

Sometimes I can be really happy. Brief little moments. S'fantastic. I wish I could be like that all the time...

I mean... Meh. Talked to Maku today... He seemed happy. That was nicely contagious... Very nice.

So. Yeah...

...why do I feel like crying...?

'Cept for short periods of time...all day... I've just kinda...felt bad.

...sleeping, waking up...augh ( Read more... )

1. Your name: Jessica ( Read more... )

T (I--choose to live and to--lie... Kill and give and to--die... Learn and love and to--do... What it takes to step through.) says ( Read more... )

Went to bed in a nasty state. Woke up in indifference...

At least last night...this morning...I had a plan. Now I don't know what the Hell I want to do.

Wonderful.

Heh. It's true, though. Woke up today, saw my reflection, and... Lost all hope.

...sucks to start out the day like that. Sucks to end a day like that.

So.

Yeah.

Well. Five pounds of gummy bears.

That should do it.

Worried about mi hermano. En't shit I can do.

As usual.

Got plenty to draw, but I can't get it down...

Agenda:

Shower. (Done. For the third time today. Don't know what the fuck I'm trying to wash away, but it's not going away...)
Clean parts of the house (Kitchen, my room, den, hallways, stairways, living room, dining room...)
Obtain money somehow. (Beg, or persuade on the basis that I did just clean most of the house ( Read more... )

It somehow happened that I did get permission to go outside, go to Flanny's ( Read more... )

Wearing Triat's robe and shit sounded like a good idea in the first place. And I guess it does make me look less like a car-wreck ( Read more... )