I've been undergoing a bit of a rough time lately. I'm trying to go back to a schedule after being on a break for a week. Spring Break, to be exact. I have this system, though, that I just can't shake. I *HATE* change! If I go from relaxing back to a schedule, it takes me about two weeks to adjust. During those two weeks, I am irritable beyond ( Read more... )

I have a confession to make. I haven't told my boyfriend of a year yet because I don't want him to worry. But I can't hold it in anymore. He knows I'm in love with him--desperately so. But I don't think he'll understand how much. And I don't think I'll ever understand, either ( Read more... )

I've been reading the Harry Potter books for about a month now. I've already read Years 1-5 back when I was in elementary school and up until high school. Once Year 6 come out, however, I had lost interest since about three actual years had passed. That and Sirius died in Year 5, so I wasn't too keen on reading anything after that. What with the ( Read more... )

It's been a really weird two weeks. Actually, I need to be more honest: they were draining. No, I didn't do much. I was sick. Last Monday I was shocked to find out that I had a sore throat and a fever. Then a few days later, I woke up to find that my left eye was oozing weird stuff and it was turning pink. So I downed medicine for the lot of it all ( Read more... )

It turns out Kalli's baby is a boy. His name will be Lance Neal, and I shall call him Sir Lancelot on occasion. ^_^ I've loved him ever since I first heard he was conceived back in July. He'll be born in March, a month I can't wait to arrive for that very reason. I've made myself known to him for the past few months by poking his mommy's tummy. ( Read more... )

There's been a shadow placed over my shoulder today. Or at least it's sitting on my chest and won't move at all. Maybe because there's been a major change in my life today. I have received my new bed this morning and also had a long talk with my mom. But I never really felt calm until I went to a pet store to buy my dog some canned food...and ( Read more... )

I suppose now would be a good time to post something happy for a change. The way to do this is to be as random as I could possibly be with this entry and hope that everyone just bares with me. To start off, I guess I will say that I am steadily becoming a kid again with the purchase of Toy Story 3 bedsheets. Yes, you've read correctly!!! I might be ( Read more... )

I don't understand this feeling. I mean...I've had it before, but I don't understand why it came back. And of all people. Used to, I'd be depressed because of Daniel. But it's not him anymore. I've forgiven him and forgiven myself because of the past. I don't consider him as a brother, but only as a friend. Not a close one, either. But Roy, on the ( Read more... )

This is my second night in New Orleans. Now that I've passed a lot of buildings, I've discovered that this is the third time I've been here instead of my second. The first time was when I was in sixth grade for a church event (Sable-ese for "something God placed on my heart"), the second was a trip to the zoo and the aquarium. So, like I have said ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here watching a little girl. She's about one or two. Keeps walking up to me, then back to her mother. That cutie is just that--cute!! But she wanders a lot. Every time I see a wanderer, I take it upon myself to watch him or her so there will always be an eye on them. In other words, I take on the responsibility even though I have no ( Read more... )