Phew.... Long long LONG day...
Alright. So I went to Sakura-con today. Brit and I went over at about 9 this morning. And then we came back around 10ish tonight. Holy freakin' crap. I think I am over stimulated and over stressed but it was fun. Exhausting but fun. And I think that the only way to quiet my brain is to maybe write a little bit. So here goes...
Brit was pretty focused most of the morning on taking pictures for her class assignment and she got _A LOT_ of pictures. I was extremely excited when I saw a guy dressed up as Riddick and he posed with me. ^^ I was so stupidly happy that I was acting like a complete moron for most of the morning after that. But I was quite giggly.
We wandered the WHOLE con but afternoon. I saw a few familiar faces but not that many. Made me kind of sad and miss the times that the convention was small. The other stressor was that I knew I was going to see my ex... We are on pretty decent terms but I hadn't seen him in a long time and I don't think he knows how much he stresses me out. I keep worrying that I am going to do something to hurt his feelings and then there's a bunch of pressure put on me because of it I think. Maybe I don't even realize how much stress those interactions put on me... Oh well. Anyway, it's over and now the stress can start to go away. It was nice seeing everyone. I got some good time with my sissy. I really enjoyed being able to chat with her. She showed off her dolls to me and I was totally jealous! I still am in the process of trying to figure out how to make the ball joints so I can make my own dolly. Just to be fun. And I think she'd be an exellent portfolio piece.
Anyway, all in all, it was nice seeing everyone. I wish I could have been more focused on just being at the con all day but with homework and the walk home at the end of the night, I couldn't really just kick back and relax too much. I did have a bit of a panic attack tonight when I found out that my science book hadn't come and I'm pretty sure that the school is closed tomorrow in observation of Easter. This isn't such a horrible thing if class isn't Monday morning. Well, guess what... My class is monday morning at 8am. So no time to do it. But again, my amazing friends baled me out! Hayley (a gal in my class that I got to know last quarter) lent me her book tonight. I'm still winding down from the panic attack and after typing I feel a lot better.
So cheers to all that have read my babble. I lurv you all.
Brit was pretty focused most of the morning on taking pictures for her class assignment and she got _A LOT_ of pictures. I was extremely excited when I saw a guy dressed up as Riddick and he posed with me. ^^ I was so stupidly happy that I was acting like a complete moron for most of the morning after that. But I was quite giggly.
We wandered the WHOLE con but afternoon. I saw a few familiar faces but not that many. Made me kind of sad and miss the times that the convention was small. The other stressor was that I knew I was going to see my ex... We are on pretty decent terms but I hadn't seen him in a long time and I don't think he knows how much he stresses me out. I keep worrying that I am going to do something to hurt his feelings and then there's a bunch of pressure put on me because of it I think. Maybe I don't even realize how much stress those interactions put on me... Oh well. Anyway, it's over and now the stress can start to go away. It was nice seeing everyone. I got some good time with my sissy. I really enjoyed being able to chat with her. She showed off her dolls to me and I was totally jealous! I still am in the process of trying to figure out how to make the ball joints so I can make my own dolly. Just to be fun. And I think she'd be an exellent portfolio piece.
Anyway, all in all, it was nice seeing everyone. I wish I could have been more focused on just being at the con all day but with homework and the walk home at the end of the night, I couldn't really just kick back and relax too much. I did have a bit of a panic attack tonight when I found out that my science book hadn't come and I'm pretty sure that the school is closed tomorrow in observation of Easter. This isn't such a horrible thing if class isn't Monday morning. Well, guess what... My class is monday morning at 8am. So no time to do it. But again, my amazing friends baled me out! Hayley (a gal in my class that I got to know last quarter) lent me her book tonight. I'm still winding down from the panic attack and after typing I feel a lot better.
So cheers to all that have read my babble. I lurv you all.