Pain and dyingnman_in_blackMarch 20 2006, 05:39:50 UTC
I've had more than one "right at the edge" experience through these last four years of "medical adventures." A couple of them involved very direct confrontations with whether I did want to live or just slip on over the edge. It would have been so very easy to do so, and I knew that choosing to live yet a while would involve a lot of difficulties and pain (and it has!). I chose to live, and doing so meant a lot of hard work
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I am in Israel and hadnt heard right away about your hospitalization. I am glad you are better, and am thrilled at the peacefulness you have found about your issues.
I was at a loss of words to say to you for a couple of days until I talked to my dad about the cycle of life and death. I have learned a lot about it in the last week from you, my maternal grandparents, and to be honest being a little TOO paranoid about Drake. And my point is not to let the viel come to you, let it have to come and catch you. I started out my spring break really depressed (read my LJ from a couple of days ago) but I realized that I was just beating myself up for things that are beyond my control. Like the humanists say, life must be a joy, not a preperation for the viel, and I plan to do this.
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Hey Mylena pass me the bottle of rum!
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