When will some thing go right? I'm looking for a bone right now, cause I'm starving. First the Rep show I wanted to do gets given to someone else, and not cause they liked the show, but because they wanted the money. Why do advisors ask you what you want if they aren't going to give it to you. Then Maine calls and says the producer has a sound ( Read more... )

well i guess that is that. he doesn't want me to exist, so to him...i'll cease existing. why do people have to hurt other people. it isn't fair, just when you think yu find salvation it goes...poof..

ok i know it's been a while but grrrrr!!!!! so sunday my car decides it won't start, then monday it decides it will then tuesday and today it decides again that it won't...crossing my fingers this isn't gonna cost me a fortune.

I'm 24 today, woohoo!!! Though bets were out on whether or not I'd flip and go off the deep end I pulled through...thank friggen god. Well looks like will be able to drive my car home Sat. from CT but it also looks like I am looking at a lot of repairs ($$$$$$!!!!!!) Yikes. Anyway today is nice, my friend Hillary is taking me out for Thai for ( Read more... )

ok, I admit it, sometimes, I just don't get people. they may think it's "funny" but when you make comments like you some times do, you gotta know it effects people, especially if they care for your well being. and you gotta know it will be worse if you wait for them to have a few first, it doesn't make it easier, makes it worse ( Read more... )

well, my life sucks...I failed Music composition.

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