i think i only ever post from school. i'm at the library now. i've sequestered myself in hopes of accomplishing my final projects for the semester. library schmibrary.
after class i went to my new favorite coffee joint: summermoon. on south 1st. they wood fire roast their coffee on premises. it's quiet except for the classic rock they play, which is ( Read more... )

this is going to sound so strange. i wish that time wasn't passing by so fast. usually i like that. but right now i feel anxious.  the semester will be over in about two weeks. i guess  i just feel safe the way things are right now.  i will only have one B and the rest A's. i am anxious about next semester because i know i'm taking on way too much ( Read more... )

"the writer has no responsibility. except to jack off in bed alone. and type a good page ( Read more... )

i should be last-minute-studying for an exam i have in computer science in about an hour.  i have no excuse for making anything but an "A" on this test since he basically covered everything that would appear on the test during a review game on wednesday.  i was on the boy's team. we won. i think i was actually mvp. fancy that ( Read more... )

my goal this week is to wake up early every day, giving myself time to get ready and prepare myself, then to arrive early to class.  i had coffee, my energy pill, and a health tonic, but i feel so lethargic today.  i spilled red gatorade all down my white shirt during my first class, and just now i was eating an apple and bit my lip. it's that sort ( Read more... )

this week is dirty.  ugly gloom hangs over me throughout.  the sun is starting, struggling to show itself. but only half of me is here still.  large, strange side lost somewhere in the ether.  i've drunk myself dry and my lids will not open fully.  this sweater hangs sideways and my walk is no swagger, not even close.  my footing has not found me ( Read more... )

oh. and. we've been eating lots of cookie dough lately. 

people should really not talk in the library. call me old fashioned ( Read more... )

lately i have been listening to the kinks & the smiths ( Read more... )

i am a little ashamed right now. ashamed in the sense where you eat gluttonously then think about poor deprived children. except i didn't eat gluttonously- i slept so. today i did not climb out of bed until 1:00 in the afternoon.  i feel great. i know i'm going to pay for it tonight when i try to fall asleep and can't until three or four and then ( Read more... )