I honestly don't think I've ever been this unhappy before, or just feeling so constantly unhappy and lonely.

And it's not like it's just here at CUA - it's me in general.

And I don't know what to do about it.

So.. you know there is something wrong with your life when the nicest, most passive guy living the most good-Christian-style life ... mananges to show his one "human" error by using you. Not even anything sexual or so, but my friendship - he used me and took advantage of my friendship ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Too many thoughts and excitements and memories and stories. But I'm tired, too tired to write and play my guitar and piano and be inspired and creative. I just want to think. And sing, apparently, as I clean ( Read more... )

I have a new acoustic guitar named Helios ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I get this energy - this build up of anticipation that tingles from head to toe, a mix of a feeling that is anxious and exciting and unknown and immediate, all at the same time. For once I don't feel lethargic, and I cannot sit still. It doesn't happen too often, or at least the energy comes in lesser form in merely excitement ( Read more... )

"I'm sick of you ( Read more... )

I wish every morning could be like the one I had today.

By far the happiest I've felt in a good while ( Read more... )

In my experience ( Read more... )

Have you ever watched something you love die right in front of your eyes? I never have, until tonight; my great-grandmother died, my cat died, ... but I never witnessed the movement, the process and action from life to death ( Read more... )