i am actually in a GOOD MOOD.

alert the newsmedia!!

sorry. anyways, yeah. vinnie and i talked without a fight, i got a good night's sleep and i managed to finish all my packing.

plus, we are having a PAR TAY tonight. and i hope to get my nose pierced on the way home.

*happy white girl dance*

i fly back tomorrow.
kinda nervous.
i hope to get my nose done on the way home too.

why do i do this to myself?

maybe, one day, when i like myself, i won't end up dealing with dicks anymore.

it has been a long ass day. i am tired. i have packed and run errands since eight a.m ( Read more... )

i wanna hate you so bad.
but i can't stop this, anymore than you can.

so honestly, how can you say those things?
when you know they don't mean anything, and you know very well....

i need to get over things. GET OVER THEM GET OVER THEM. move ON. now.

( quiz/survey )

i am feeling really weak. really tired.

i hope i can deal with going back.

it's only about four solid months of schooling.

i can do it....

right?

there has to be a way to work this out so that everyone is protected.....

until someone tells you that they can't deal with you, and call your feelings bullshit....

why is it everything i hate has to be shoved down my throat right now ( Read more... )

( results of boredom )