Contaminable Heart Break
Contaminable Heart Break
Theme: 038. “I want you to stay forever”
Paring: Eeteuk/Kibum
Rating: NC-17 I guess..(I feel queasy writing this…)
Words: 1947
Summary: An argument leads to tears, a passionate night and words that will never be forgotten
Eeteuk and Kibum were not usually paired together. In fact they were matched up with different people, Eeteuk was usually with Kangin and Kibum was with Heechul, but in the safety of their dorm, they belonged to each other.
One evening, Eeteuk was sitting on the couch, black frames covering his eyes. He was apparently reading a book, except he had been on the same page for around 10 minutes.
A fumbling of keys outside the door startled him out of his thoughts. Naturally he wished it was Kibum coming home from acting his latest drama but when he opened the door, he was surprised. Kangin, tears running down his cheeks and head hung low.
“Come in” said Eeteuk, Kangin was his best friend and Eeteuk was the band leader, he had to comfort him. Kangin stumbled through the door, dropped his things near the dining table and dropped onto the couch.
Eeteuk’s arms went around Kangin’s broad torso. “What’s wrong?” asked Eeteuk softly. Kangin didn’t say anything; he just wrapped his arms around Eeteuk’s petite frame. “Let it out, it’ll make you feel better” whispered Eeteuk, slowly Kangin’s cries gradually got louder and louder, muffled into Eeteuk’s shoulder, letting out his pain.
This was not natural for Kangin, he was usually the strongest out of Super Junior, and if something went wrong, it was probably bad. Eeteuk held Kangin tight against him, whispering comforting words to make him feel better. Apparently it did, because Kangin’s shoulders began to shake less violently from his sobbing.
When Kangin’s sobs subsided he began to talk “Hyung, my girlfriend, she, she-”, “she broke up with me” his eyes reflecting sadness as he began to replay the heartbreaking events in his head. “Kangin, I -” Eeteuk really didn’t know what to say, he didn’t want to give false hopes or break his heart even further, so he just tightened his arms around Kangin, “ Kangin?, do you want to stay here tonight?” asked Eeteuk, “Can I hyung?” he asked, “ of course you can” replied Eeteuk.
Eeteuk unwrapped his arms around Kangin and pulled him to the bathroom. He got a towel and wet it slightly and began to clean his face. Kangin stayed still, “Kibum’s lucky” he said, voice still laced with hurt. Eeteuk gave a small smile.
Eeteuk led Kangin to his room and gestured for Kangin to join him on the bed. Hesitantly, Kangin slid under the covers, once Kangin was under; Eeteuk wrapped his arms around Kangin. Slowly Kangin fell asleep. Eeteuk was on the brink of sleep so he didn’t hear when Kibum unlocked the door and walked to the room. Obviously Kibum had seen what was happening and was now standing next to the door, part of head visible. Eeteuk pressed a kiss to Kangin’s forehead before falling asleep.
Outside, Kibum was standing with jaw firm, fists clenched so tightly that the knuckles turned white, and a layer of hurt visible from his eyes. Unable to take it anymore, he stalked to his own room.
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The next day, Eeteuk woke up and found Kangin sleeping peacefully next to him, face still stained with tear streaks, it was obvious that he had woken up in the middle of the night and cried.
Eeteuk shifted slightly and maneuvered himself so that he was able to get off the bed without waking up Kangin. He walked to the bathroom to clean up. Yawning, he walked to the kitchen where Kibum was sitting at the dining table.
He leaned down and kissed Kibum lightly on the cheek, “Good morning Kibum” smiled Eeteuk. He walked away to where Sungmin was cooking breakfast while Kibum stared unbelieving at him.
Kibum couldn’t believe it; his boyfriend was pretending that nothing had happened between him and Kangin, even though he was sure the proof was still there. “That two-timer who thinks he can have me AND Kangin” thought Kibum. He would confront Eeteuk later.
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When Kibum got home from acting, he found another devastating site, Kangin was hugging Eeteuk so lovingly, and Eeteuk was hugging him back, both flush against one another, so engrossed with each other that they didn’t realize Kibum had come in. Kibum’s anger flooded out and he forcefully pulled Eeteuk from the embrace before forcing him into the closest room. Closing the door behind him he advanced towards Eeteuk, eyes of a predator.
As he got closer, Eeteuk wouldn’t admit it but he was scared but, he was scared that Kibum might punch him, scared that he might get the wrong idea, scared that he might leave him. All these doubts came true when Kibum sneered “So? Is Kangin good, Is he better than me? Is that why you are always close to him? Huh?”, “I-”started Eeteuk, “Why?” screamed Kibum, eyes full of tears that he refused to let fall. “Kibum, wait let me expl-”, “THERE’S NOTHING TO EXPLAIN!” shouted Kibum, “the only thing you can say now is, I want to break up with you!” whispered Kibum, his voice choked.
When Eeteuk didn’t say anything, Kibum nearly ran out of the room, he locked himself in his own room and muffled his cries in his pillow. Eeteuk lifted his hands to his face, he cried, he now understood what Kangin had felt, when the one you love breaks up with you, although Eeteuk and Kibum weren’t exactly broken apart.
Kangin walked into the room that Eeteuk was in when he found it strange that he hadn’t come out and Kibum’s screams. He walked in to find Eeteuk crouching down with his face buried in his hands, crying.
Kangin wrapped his arms around Eeteuk’s form which was now violently shaking, even more than Kangin’s when he was crying, of course because Kibum and Eeteuk were together for a long time, longer than Kangin and his girlfriend.
Even though it was because of Kangin, that he lost Kibum, Eeteuk really couldn’t put himself to push Kangin’s warm comforting arms away. They were the only comfort he had right now and he wasn’t going to give it up.
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One week passed since the fight between Kibum and Eeteuk, they had acted normal around the other members, even though it was quite obvious that they weren’t as close as before, at night Eeteuk would cry, wishing it was Kibum’s arms instead of Kangin’s arms that were comforting him.
One day, Kangin came up to Eeteuk “I’m sorry that I destroyed what was between you and Kibum” apologized Kangin “You might want to explain properly this time, Kibum has to go overseas to promote his drama” he added. Suddenly a sense of panic came over Eeteuk, he froze, “Thanks Kangin” he replied quickly before rushing to where he was sure Kibum would be.
Before he realized it, he had already rushed into Kibum’s room with a panicked face. Kibum stared at him weirdly, Eeteuk walked closer to Kibum, “Kibum, please let me explain, what you thought was happening between me and Kangin isn’t true, really it isn’t true, One night Kangin came up to me and he was crying, of course I had to comfort him, you probably saw when I was sleeping with Kangin as well right? Well he was so sad, and-”, “Ee-” started Kibum, “ of course I had to comfort him, he’s my best friend and I’m also the band le-” rambled Eeteuk, the rest of his sentence was cut off when Kibum pressed his lips against his.
When they broke apart, Eeteuk looked uncertainly at Kibum; Kibum smiled his smile for Eeteuk before pulling Eeteuk onto his bed. Eeteuk was sitting on Kibum’s lap. Kibum placed his hand on his hips before pulling his lips back in a sweet reunion,
Kibum licked Eeteuk’s bottom lip, wanting to access Eeteuk’s sweet mouth which he had missed. Eeteuk obliged and opened his mouth; Kibum’s tongue slid in immediately and started exploring.
Eeteuk moaned and grinded his hip against Kibum’s, resulting in a low throated moan. Kibum pulled away “Teuk, we don’t have to you know” said Kibum softly. Eeteuk leaned down and kissed Kibum again, before grinding his hips again against Kibum’s. “I know we don’t have to, but can you last?” whispered Eeteuk seductively into Kibum’s ear.
Kibum groaned at Eeteuk’s voice before pushing Eeteuk on the bed. Kibum straddled him and kissed him. However that wasn’t what Eeteuk wanted, he swapped their positions so that Eeteuk was straddling Kibum.
While their lips were involved in a fight of dominance, Eeteuk’s hand reached below and cupped Kibum through his pants. Kibum moaned into the kiss, Eeteuk then started rubbing Kibum which made Kibum rock his hips instinctively in Eeteuk’s teasing hand.
Eeteuk quickly undid Kibum’s zipper and slipped his hand under the waistband of his boxers. At the feel of skin on skin, Kibum broke their kiss to be able to moan.
Kibum felt as though there was a coil in his body which got tighter and tighter as Eeteuk continued stroking him. His body got hotter and hotter until he believed his body was on fire. He couldn’t take it anymore “Teuk, please-,please-,-”, Eeteuk pressed his lips on Kibum’s one last time before slowly crawling backwards.
Eeteuk pulled down Kibum’s jeans before brushing his thumb across the tip of Kibum. Kibum was now clenching the sheets beneath him so hard, his knuckles were white, his teeth were in his bottom lip to prevent his screams of pleasure from coming out.
Eeteuk lowered his mouth dangerously close to Kibum’s erection before engulfing it with his hot, wet mouth. Kibum screamed, the feeling of Eeteuk’s mouth around him was too much.
It was long before he came, as Eeteuk continued to use his mouth. Kibum moaning Eeteuk’s name. Eeteuk kissed Kibum’s neck softly as Kibum started to regain his senses. Suddenly Kibum reached over and pulled his jeans back on.
To Eeteuk, he thought that Kibum was leaving; hot tears were stinging his eyes. Eeteuk turned away. However Kibum lifted the covers to slide in, and wrapped his arms around Eeteuk. Surprised, Eeteuk turned back and when he did, he found Kibum snuggled against him. Eeteuk cried from relief, “What are you crying for? Teuk?” Kibum asked, “I thought you were going to leave” whispered Eeteuk in a scared voice.
Kibum readjusted his arms, “Teuk, there’s no way I could leave after what you just did” he said, “Plus, I love you too much”. “Kibum?” replied Eeteuk, “Hmm?” asked Kibum, “I want you to stay forever” he said. Kibum smiled at his lover, “Me too, Teuk” he replied before they both fell asleep in each other’s arms.
Even though the heartbreak had spread from Kangin to Kibum and Eeteuk, there was a good result.
Theme: 038. “I want you to stay forever”
Paring: Eeteuk/Kibum
Rating: NC-17 I guess..(I feel queasy writing this…)
Words: 1947
Summary: An argument leads to tears, a passionate night and words that will never be forgotten
Eeteuk and Kibum were not usually paired together. In fact they were matched up with different people, Eeteuk was usually with Kangin and Kibum was with Heechul, but in the safety of their dorm, they belonged to each other.
One evening, Eeteuk was sitting on the couch, black frames covering his eyes. He was apparently reading a book, except he had been on the same page for around 10 minutes.
A fumbling of keys outside the door startled him out of his thoughts. Naturally he wished it was Kibum coming home from acting his latest drama but when he opened the door, he was surprised. Kangin, tears running down his cheeks and head hung low.
“Come in” said Eeteuk, Kangin was his best friend and Eeteuk was the band leader, he had to comfort him. Kangin stumbled through the door, dropped his things near the dining table and dropped onto the couch.
Eeteuk’s arms went around Kangin’s broad torso. “What’s wrong?” asked Eeteuk softly. Kangin didn’t say anything; he just wrapped his arms around Eeteuk’s petite frame. “Let it out, it’ll make you feel better” whispered Eeteuk, slowly Kangin’s cries gradually got louder and louder, muffled into Eeteuk’s shoulder, letting out his pain.
This was not natural for Kangin, he was usually the strongest out of Super Junior, and if something went wrong, it was probably bad. Eeteuk held Kangin tight against him, whispering comforting words to make him feel better. Apparently it did, because Kangin’s shoulders began to shake less violently from his sobbing.
When Kangin’s sobs subsided he began to talk “Hyung, my girlfriend, she, she-”, “she broke up with me” his eyes reflecting sadness as he began to replay the heartbreaking events in his head. “Kangin, I -” Eeteuk really didn’t know what to say, he didn’t want to give false hopes or break his heart even further, so he just tightened his arms around Kangin, “ Kangin?, do you want to stay here tonight?” asked Eeteuk, “Can I hyung?” he asked, “ of course you can” replied Eeteuk.
Eeteuk unwrapped his arms around Kangin and pulled him to the bathroom. He got a towel and wet it slightly and began to clean his face. Kangin stayed still, “Kibum’s lucky” he said, voice still laced with hurt. Eeteuk gave a small smile.
Eeteuk led Kangin to his room and gestured for Kangin to join him on the bed. Hesitantly, Kangin slid under the covers, once Kangin was under; Eeteuk wrapped his arms around Kangin. Slowly Kangin fell asleep. Eeteuk was on the brink of sleep so he didn’t hear when Kibum unlocked the door and walked to the room. Obviously Kibum had seen what was happening and was now standing next to the door, part of head visible. Eeteuk pressed a kiss to Kangin’s forehead before falling asleep.
Outside, Kibum was standing with jaw firm, fists clenched so tightly that the knuckles turned white, and a layer of hurt visible from his eyes. Unable to take it anymore, he stalked to his own room.
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The next day, Eeteuk woke up and found Kangin sleeping peacefully next to him, face still stained with tear streaks, it was obvious that he had woken up in the middle of the night and cried.
Eeteuk shifted slightly and maneuvered himself so that he was able to get off the bed without waking up Kangin. He walked to the bathroom to clean up. Yawning, he walked to the kitchen where Kibum was sitting at the dining table.
He leaned down and kissed Kibum lightly on the cheek, “Good morning Kibum” smiled Eeteuk. He walked away to where Sungmin was cooking breakfast while Kibum stared unbelieving at him.
Kibum couldn’t believe it; his boyfriend was pretending that nothing had happened between him and Kangin, even though he was sure the proof was still there. “That two-timer who thinks he can have me AND Kangin” thought Kibum. He would confront Eeteuk later.
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When Kibum got home from acting, he found another devastating site, Kangin was hugging Eeteuk so lovingly, and Eeteuk was hugging him back, both flush against one another, so engrossed with each other that they didn’t realize Kibum had come in. Kibum’s anger flooded out and he forcefully pulled Eeteuk from the embrace before forcing him into the closest room. Closing the door behind him he advanced towards Eeteuk, eyes of a predator.
As he got closer, Eeteuk wouldn’t admit it but he was scared but, he was scared that Kibum might punch him, scared that he might get the wrong idea, scared that he might leave him. All these doubts came true when Kibum sneered “So? Is Kangin good, Is he better than me? Is that why you are always close to him? Huh?”, “I-”started Eeteuk, “Why?” screamed Kibum, eyes full of tears that he refused to let fall. “Kibum, wait let me expl-”, “THERE’S NOTHING TO EXPLAIN!” shouted Kibum, “the only thing you can say now is, I want to break up with you!” whispered Kibum, his voice choked.
When Eeteuk didn’t say anything, Kibum nearly ran out of the room, he locked himself in his own room and muffled his cries in his pillow. Eeteuk lifted his hands to his face, he cried, he now understood what Kangin had felt, when the one you love breaks up with you, although Eeteuk and Kibum weren’t exactly broken apart.
Kangin walked into the room that Eeteuk was in when he found it strange that he hadn’t come out and Kibum’s screams. He walked in to find Eeteuk crouching down with his face buried in his hands, crying.
Kangin wrapped his arms around Eeteuk’s form which was now violently shaking, even more than Kangin’s when he was crying, of course because Kibum and Eeteuk were together for a long time, longer than Kangin and his girlfriend.
Even though it was because of Kangin, that he lost Kibum, Eeteuk really couldn’t put himself to push Kangin’s warm comforting arms away. They were the only comfort he had right now and he wasn’t going to give it up.
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One week passed since the fight between Kibum and Eeteuk, they had acted normal around the other members, even though it was quite obvious that they weren’t as close as before, at night Eeteuk would cry, wishing it was Kibum’s arms instead of Kangin’s arms that were comforting him.
One day, Kangin came up to Eeteuk “I’m sorry that I destroyed what was between you and Kibum” apologized Kangin “You might want to explain properly this time, Kibum has to go overseas to promote his drama” he added. Suddenly a sense of panic came over Eeteuk, he froze, “Thanks Kangin” he replied quickly before rushing to where he was sure Kibum would be.
Before he realized it, he had already rushed into Kibum’s room with a panicked face. Kibum stared at him weirdly, Eeteuk walked closer to Kibum, “Kibum, please let me explain, what you thought was happening between me and Kangin isn’t true, really it isn’t true, One night Kangin came up to me and he was crying, of course I had to comfort him, you probably saw when I was sleeping with Kangin as well right? Well he was so sad, and-”, “Ee-” started Kibum, “ of course I had to comfort him, he’s my best friend and I’m also the band le-” rambled Eeteuk, the rest of his sentence was cut off when Kibum pressed his lips against his.
When they broke apart, Eeteuk looked uncertainly at Kibum; Kibum smiled his smile for Eeteuk before pulling Eeteuk onto his bed. Eeteuk was sitting on Kibum’s lap. Kibum placed his hand on his hips before pulling his lips back in a sweet reunion,
Kibum licked Eeteuk’s bottom lip, wanting to access Eeteuk’s sweet mouth which he had missed. Eeteuk obliged and opened his mouth; Kibum’s tongue slid in immediately and started exploring.
Eeteuk moaned and grinded his hip against Kibum’s, resulting in a low throated moan. Kibum pulled away “Teuk, we don’t have to you know” said Kibum softly. Eeteuk leaned down and kissed Kibum again, before grinding his hips again against Kibum’s. “I know we don’t have to, but can you last?” whispered Eeteuk seductively into Kibum’s ear.
Kibum groaned at Eeteuk’s voice before pushing Eeteuk on the bed. Kibum straddled him and kissed him. However that wasn’t what Eeteuk wanted, he swapped their positions so that Eeteuk was straddling Kibum.
While their lips were involved in a fight of dominance, Eeteuk’s hand reached below and cupped Kibum through his pants. Kibum moaned into the kiss, Eeteuk then started rubbing Kibum which made Kibum rock his hips instinctively in Eeteuk’s teasing hand.
Eeteuk quickly undid Kibum’s zipper and slipped his hand under the waistband of his boxers. At the feel of skin on skin, Kibum broke their kiss to be able to moan.
Kibum felt as though there was a coil in his body which got tighter and tighter as Eeteuk continued stroking him. His body got hotter and hotter until he believed his body was on fire. He couldn’t take it anymore “Teuk, please-,please-,-”, Eeteuk pressed his lips on Kibum’s one last time before slowly crawling backwards.
Eeteuk pulled down Kibum’s jeans before brushing his thumb across the tip of Kibum. Kibum was now clenching the sheets beneath him so hard, his knuckles were white, his teeth were in his bottom lip to prevent his screams of pleasure from coming out.
Eeteuk lowered his mouth dangerously close to Kibum’s erection before engulfing it with his hot, wet mouth. Kibum screamed, the feeling of Eeteuk’s mouth around him was too much.
It was long before he came, as Eeteuk continued to use his mouth. Kibum moaning Eeteuk’s name. Eeteuk kissed Kibum’s neck softly as Kibum started to regain his senses. Suddenly Kibum reached over and pulled his jeans back on.
To Eeteuk, he thought that Kibum was leaving; hot tears were stinging his eyes. Eeteuk turned away. However Kibum lifted the covers to slide in, and wrapped his arms around Eeteuk. Surprised, Eeteuk turned back and when he did, he found Kibum snuggled against him. Eeteuk cried from relief, “What are you crying for? Teuk?” Kibum asked, “I thought you were going to leave” whispered Eeteuk in a scared voice.
Kibum readjusted his arms, “Teuk, there’s no way I could leave after what you just did” he said, “Plus, I love you too much”. “Kibum?” replied Eeteuk, “Hmm?” asked Kibum, “I want you to stay forever” he said. Kibum smiled at his lover, “Me too, Teuk” he replied before they both fell asleep in each other’s arms.
Even though the heartbreak had spread from Kangin to Kibum and Eeteuk, there was a good result.