Betrayal
Title: Betrayal
Pairing: Broken!Junkwang, Junseung, One-sided!Dookwang
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Junhyung is cheating on Kikwang, thinking that he doesn't know, but in fact, he does and it's killing him.
Author Notes: Requested by cindyxmc! Sorry, it's kinda rushed since school reopen tomorrow. T^T Hopefully you'll like it!
Kikwang was faced with the same scene once again, Junhyung trying to leave the apartment that they shared, only to be caught when Kikwang came out of the room. It had been happening for so many times that it was uncountable, and every time it happened, Kikwang felt a part of him dying inside. He forced a bright smile onto his face as always, asking the same question that he had asked every time he caught Junhyung leaving the house without telling him.
"Junnie, where are you going?"
"Oh, I'm going to meet a friend. Won't be back till late night so go to sleep first, okay? Don't wait for me."
With that said, Junhyung rushed out of the house. The smile on Kikwang's face was there, until the footsteps faded away and the smile faded away too. his knees trembled as he fall onto the floor, hands curling into tight balls as the first drop of tear fall down his face.
'Liar. Why must you lie..?'
He had long knew about Junhyung's night outing. It wasn't as simple as 'just meeting a friend'. He knew where his boyfriend was going, he was going to his other lover, Hyunseung. Hyunseung, his boyfriend's secret lover, his....best friend. It hurts him so much, to know that his lover is cheating on him with his best friend, but he love Junhyung too much to let go. He pretended that everything was okay, he pretended that he didn't know what Junhyung was doing behind his back, he just put on a smile and tried to do whatever he can to make Junhyung love him again, even though he knew it was never going to happen. His heart had long cracked into pieces, his soul breaking apart the moment he knew about the truth.
What had he done to deserve being hurt like this?!
He pulled his knees up against his chest, his face buried into his knees as warm salty tears fall off his cheeks. He sat alone in a corner of the living room, soft sobs escaping his throat as he cried. He doesn't want to break up with Junhyung, but it's killing him to continue this broken relationship. His hand clawed at his pocket, fingers wrapping around the device and dialed a certain number. He put the phone to his ear, his whole body quivering as he waited. It didn't ring for long before the person on the other line picked up, a strong voice ringing in Kikwang's ears.
"Hello?"
"Hyung.... It's me, Kikwang.."
"Kwangie? What's wrong?"
"I..."
"Is it him again..?"
Kikwang could feel his breathe getting stuck in his throat, the tears in his eyes blurring up his vision. A soft sob could be heard, before Kikwang asked, his voice breaking as the words came out from his mouth.
"C-can you come over..? I... I don't wanna be alone...."
"Of course.. Anything for you. Wait for me, I'll be there in fifteen minutes."
"O-okay..."
The conversation was cut off, leaving Kikwang alone to fend for himself from the demon within him. The hurt, the anger, the sadness within him were stirring, eating at him the more he think about Junhyung and...Hyunseung. It hurts, it hurts so damn much and he wished that it would just stop.
Meanwhile, Junhyung was at Hyunseung's house. Their dates are either out for dinner, or at Hyunseung's house and today, it was at Hyunseung's house. It started out like usual, a home-made dinner by Hyunseung, but as always, the moment they had their dinner, Junhyung will immediately pounced on his petite lover, earning himself a squeak. He pushed Hyunseung against the wall, showering him with soft kisses and sweet touches, his arms around the other male's waist. Hyunseung buried his head into Junhyung's shoulder when he felt fingers on his chest, he love Junhyung, but he knew that deep inside, this isn't right.
"W-wait..."
Hyunseung pushed Junhyung away from his body, upset eyes looking at the floor instead at the younger man in front of him. His body tensed up when Junhyung lightly touched his shoulder, eyes filled with concern for his secret lover.
"What's wrong, babe?"
"This is wrong, Jun... We shouldn't be doing this..."
"Why not? I love you.."
"Because we're hurting Kwangie like this!"
Hyunseung broke down, soft sobs escaping as tears poured. He slid down the wall, his hands covering his face as he cried. This isn't right. What's wrong with him? How could he bear to hurt his best friend like this? The one that accompany him through all the bad times, but now he actually stole his best friend's lover! Junhyung pulled the older male into his chest, large hand patting the fragile male on the back.
"Hush babe. It's okay.. I'll deal with it, okay?"
Hyunseung couldn't even answer, his hands fisting the front of Junhyung's shirt as his heart swelled up in guilt. He don't even dare to meet his best friend now, not ever since Junhyung had asked him out secretly. He felt really bad for doing such things to Kikwang, but he love Junhyung too much to let go. His tears kept falling, ruining the shirt Junhyung was wearing but he couldn't be bothered, he just let his tears run.
'I'm sorry Kikwang. I'm sorry...'
A knock on the door jolted Kikwang out from his crying mess, he scrambled up from his spot, grabbing the keys and unlocking the door, revealing Doojoon standing there. He flung his arms around the older man, wailing as though the sky had fall down but in his world, it had.
"Hyung! Hyung..!"
"Shhh, come on Kwangie. Let's go in first, okay?"
Doojoon removed the younger boy from himself, bringing the wailing boy into the house and closed the door. He led Kikwang to the couch and sat him down on it, while himself kneel in front of the crying boy. He wiped away the tears with his thumb, his heart breaking at the pitiful sight.
"Don't cry, Kwangie. It's useless to cry over a man like Junhyung..."
"B-but... I love him... It hurts so much...."
Doojoon sighed, embracing the heart-broken boy. He loved the younger male, but he dare not say anything about it. He knew that Kikwang was still in love with Junhyung despite the large amount of hurt he had dumped on the boy, and if he told Kikwang he like him, it will only cause more conflicts. He rather kept it a secret, allowing himself to just comfort the boy whenever he need it, he was happy with it even though he wished for more.
"Don't cry, Kiki... Don't cry..."
The two sat there, Doojoon holding Kikwang in a protective hug as he allowed the younger male to cry into his chest, his hand patting the boy's back as he tried to sooth the upset male.
The scene continued until Kikwang stopped crying, only deep breathes could be heard from the younger male. Doojoon pulled back, smiling to himself as the watched the male in his embrace. Kikwang had cried himself to sleep once again. He laid the male down on the couch, fluffing up the pillow for Kikwang's head. He quietly went into the bedroom which Kikwang and Junhyung shared, taking the blanket out and covered Kikwang with it.
Just then, the sound of the door unclicking could be heard, and Doojoon could guessed immediately who was it. He stood up, and the moment the door opened, he grabbed the person by the front of his shirt and pushed him outside, forcing him against the wall. Junhyung hissed, pain shooting up his spine when he was pushed against the wall, his eyes narrowing dangerously at a livid Doojoon.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!"
"Me?! The one with problems here is you, damn it!"
Doojoon growled, lifting his knee up and gave Junhyung a hard kick to the stomach, causing the younger to choke on his words, gasping as the air was forced out of him. Junhyung groaned in pain, dark cold eyes glaring up at equally black orbs, daring him to continue.
"You fucking bastard. What do you treat Kikwang for?! Do you even have emotions?!"
Doojoon pulled back his arm, hand curled up into a fist and sent a punch towards Junhyung's face. The impact caused Junhyung's lips to bleed, a purple bruise forming on his cheek almost immediately. His tongue darted out to the side of his lips, tasting the metallic blood on the tip of his tongue. He lapped at the blood, before spitting it out onto the floor, lips curling up into a smirk as he retorted back.
"Don't think I don't know about your feelings for Kwangie. You just want me to break up with him so you can have him, don't you?"
Those words was like a slap to Doojoon's face, and pride. He was a man of loyalty, damn it! He gave another hard punch to Junhyung's stomach, making the younger winced and trembled within his tight grip. His fist was red from the harsh punch he gave, but he doesn't care.
"You sickening bastard.. I just couldn't let you continue to hurt him..! If you have someone else, then choose! You can't have both, Yong Junhyung."
Junhyung mastered up all his energy and pushed the heavier man away, his hand wiping away the remaining blood and rubbed his cheek, trying to sooth the pain. He walked back towards the door, shooting a last menacing glare at Doojoon as he spoke.
"I don't need you to tell me that, Yoon Doojoon. I'm going to break off this relationship now."
With that said, he slammed the door, leaving Doojoon outside the door and glared at his long-gone shadow.
He turned to face the living room, only to see Kikwang stirring up from his sleep. Kikwang sat up on the couch, sleepy eyes gazing at Junhyung as the blankets pooled around him. His raven hair was messy and his baggy shirt slipped off one shoulder as he yawned, trying to make his sleepiness go away.
"Junnie-ah.. You're back.. Y-you're hurt..! What happened?!"
"Nothing much. I'm fine."
Junhyung sighed to himself, walking over to his lover, no, soon-to-be ex-lover. He stood in front of the couch, his hands tucked inside his pocket as he hardened his heart, forcing himself not to waver. It was for their own good, yes?
"Kikwang-ah. Sorry to tell you this, but I'm going out with Seungie. I just..don't love you that way anymore... Let's break up."
And Kikwang's world came crashing down.
Nonetheless, he put up a forced smile, throwing the blanket aside and stood up, his head held high as he gave one tight slap to Junhyung's uninjured cheek. Junhyung blinked in shock, his hand going up to hold his cheek as he turned to stare at Kikwang, only to see the most heartbreaking sight in his life. Kikwang had tears in his eyes, his orbs filled with sorrow and pain as he gave a bitter smile, refusing to let the tears fall. He whole body was quivering, his fists clutched tight as he bit his lips, taking in a shaky breathe before he spoke.
"I knew this would happen... I already knew that you were going out with Hyunseung, but I pretended that nothing was wrong... But now, how could you..? I love you, Junhyung.. Yet you betrayed me with my..my best friend! I cried so much because of you...and I'm so sick of it! This time, it won't be you breaking up with me... I'm the one who is going to break up with you! That slap, was for playing around with me.. I don't want to see you anymore, get out!"
He screamed at Junhyung to get lost, pushing the taller man away and ran towards the bedroom, kicking the door closed and locked it. His body slid down the door, his tears falling non-stop down his already tear-streaked face. This would be the best for them all, but it hurts. It hurts so damn much, his heart felt as though it was bleeding. Bleeding non-stop..
Can anyone tell him.. What did he do to deserve this?
Pairing: Broken!Junkwang, Junseung, One-sided!Dookwang
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Junhyung is cheating on Kikwang, thinking that he doesn't know, but in fact, he does and it's killing him.
Author Notes: Requested by cindyxmc! Sorry, it's kinda rushed since school reopen tomorrow. T^T Hopefully you'll like it!
Kikwang was faced with the same scene once again, Junhyung trying to leave the apartment that they shared, only to be caught when Kikwang came out of the room. It had been happening for so many times that it was uncountable, and every time it happened, Kikwang felt a part of him dying inside. He forced a bright smile onto his face as always, asking the same question that he had asked every time he caught Junhyung leaving the house without telling him.
"Junnie, where are you going?"
"Oh, I'm going to meet a friend. Won't be back till late night so go to sleep first, okay? Don't wait for me."
With that said, Junhyung rushed out of the house. The smile on Kikwang's face was there, until the footsteps faded away and the smile faded away too. his knees trembled as he fall onto the floor, hands curling into tight balls as the first drop of tear fall down his face.
'Liar. Why must you lie..?'
He had long knew about Junhyung's night outing. It wasn't as simple as 'just meeting a friend'. He knew where his boyfriend was going, he was going to his other lover, Hyunseung. Hyunseung, his boyfriend's secret lover, his....best friend. It hurts him so much, to know that his lover is cheating on him with his best friend, but he love Junhyung too much to let go. He pretended that everything was okay, he pretended that he didn't know what Junhyung was doing behind his back, he just put on a smile and tried to do whatever he can to make Junhyung love him again, even though he knew it was never going to happen. His heart had long cracked into pieces, his soul breaking apart the moment he knew about the truth.
What had he done to deserve being hurt like this?!
He pulled his knees up against his chest, his face buried into his knees as warm salty tears fall off his cheeks. He sat alone in a corner of the living room, soft sobs escaping his throat as he cried. He doesn't want to break up with Junhyung, but it's killing him to continue this broken relationship. His hand clawed at his pocket, fingers wrapping around the device and dialed a certain number. He put the phone to his ear, his whole body quivering as he waited. It didn't ring for long before the person on the other line picked up, a strong voice ringing in Kikwang's ears.
"Hello?"
"Hyung.... It's me, Kikwang.."
"Kwangie? What's wrong?"
"I..."
"Is it him again..?"
Kikwang could feel his breathe getting stuck in his throat, the tears in his eyes blurring up his vision. A soft sob could be heard, before Kikwang asked, his voice breaking as the words came out from his mouth.
"C-can you come over..? I... I don't wanna be alone...."
"Of course.. Anything for you. Wait for me, I'll be there in fifteen minutes."
"O-okay..."
The conversation was cut off, leaving Kikwang alone to fend for himself from the demon within him. The hurt, the anger, the sadness within him were stirring, eating at him the more he think about Junhyung and...Hyunseung. It hurts, it hurts so damn much and he wished that it would just stop.
Meanwhile, Junhyung was at Hyunseung's house. Their dates are either out for dinner, or at Hyunseung's house and today, it was at Hyunseung's house. It started out like usual, a home-made dinner by Hyunseung, but as always, the moment they had their dinner, Junhyung will immediately pounced on his petite lover, earning himself a squeak. He pushed Hyunseung against the wall, showering him with soft kisses and sweet touches, his arms around the other male's waist. Hyunseung buried his head into Junhyung's shoulder when he felt fingers on his chest, he love Junhyung, but he knew that deep inside, this isn't right.
"W-wait..."
Hyunseung pushed Junhyung away from his body, upset eyes looking at the floor instead at the younger man in front of him. His body tensed up when Junhyung lightly touched his shoulder, eyes filled with concern for his secret lover.
"What's wrong, babe?"
"This is wrong, Jun... We shouldn't be doing this..."
"Why not? I love you.."
"Because we're hurting Kwangie like this!"
Hyunseung broke down, soft sobs escaping as tears poured. He slid down the wall, his hands covering his face as he cried. This isn't right. What's wrong with him? How could he bear to hurt his best friend like this? The one that accompany him through all the bad times, but now he actually stole his best friend's lover! Junhyung pulled the older male into his chest, large hand patting the fragile male on the back.
"Hush babe. It's okay.. I'll deal with it, okay?"
Hyunseung couldn't even answer, his hands fisting the front of Junhyung's shirt as his heart swelled up in guilt. He don't even dare to meet his best friend now, not ever since Junhyung had asked him out secretly. He felt really bad for doing such things to Kikwang, but he love Junhyung too much to let go. His tears kept falling, ruining the shirt Junhyung was wearing but he couldn't be bothered, he just let his tears run.
'I'm sorry Kikwang. I'm sorry...'
A knock on the door jolted Kikwang out from his crying mess, he scrambled up from his spot, grabbing the keys and unlocking the door, revealing Doojoon standing there. He flung his arms around the older man, wailing as though the sky had fall down but in his world, it had.
"Hyung! Hyung..!"
"Shhh, come on Kwangie. Let's go in first, okay?"
Doojoon removed the younger boy from himself, bringing the wailing boy into the house and closed the door. He led Kikwang to the couch and sat him down on it, while himself kneel in front of the crying boy. He wiped away the tears with his thumb, his heart breaking at the pitiful sight.
"Don't cry, Kwangie. It's useless to cry over a man like Junhyung..."
"B-but... I love him... It hurts so much...."
Doojoon sighed, embracing the heart-broken boy. He loved the younger male, but he dare not say anything about it. He knew that Kikwang was still in love with Junhyung despite the large amount of hurt he had dumped on the boy, and if he told Kikwang he like him, it will only cause more conflicts. He rather kept it a secret, allowing himself to just comfort the boy whenever he need it, he was happy with it even though he wished for more.
"Don't cry, Kiki... Don't cry..."
The two sat there, Doojoon holding Kikwang in a protective hug as he allowed the younger male to cry into his chest, his hand patting the boy's back as he tried to sooth the upset male.
The scene continued until Kikwang stopped crying, only deep breathes could be heard from the younger male. Doojoon pulled back, smiling to himself as the watched the male in his embrace. Kikwang had cried himself to sleep once again. He laid the male down on the couch, fluffing up the pillow for Kikwang's head. He quietly went into the bedroom which Kikwang and Junhyung shared, taking the blanket out and covered Kikwang with it.
Just then, the sound of the door unclicking could be heard, and Doojoon could guessed immediately who was it. He stood up, and the moment the door opened, he grabbed the person by the front of his shirt and pushed him outside, forcing him against the wall. Junhyung hissed, pain shooting up his spine when he was pushed against the wall, his eyes narrowing dangerously at a livid Doojoon.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!"
"Me?! The one with problems here is you, damn it!"
Doojoon growled, lifting his knee up and gave Junhyung a hard kick to the stomach, causing the younger to choke on his words, gasping as the air was forced out of him. Junhyung groaned in pain, dark cold eyes glaring up at equally black orbs, daring him to continue.
"You fucking bastard. What do you treat Kikwang for?! Do you even have emotions?!"
Doojoon pulled back his arm, hand curled up into a fist and sent a punch towards Junhyung's face. The impact caused Junhyung's lips to bleed, a purple bruise forming on his cheek almost immediately. His tongue darted out to the side of his lips, tasting the metallic blood on the tip of his tongue. He lapped at the blood, before spitting it out onto the floor, lips curling up into a smirk as he retorted back.
"Don't think I don't know about your feelings for Kwangie. You just want me to break up with him so you can have him, don't you?"
Those words was like a slap to Doojoon's face, and pride. He was a man of loyalty, damn it! He gave another hard punch to Junhyung's stomach, making the younger winced and trembled within his tight grip. His fist was red from the harsh punch he gave, but he doesn't care.
"You sickening bastard.. I just couldn't let you continue to hurt him..! If you have someone else, then choose! You can't have both, Yong Junhyung."
Junhyung mastered up all his energy and pushed the heavier man away, his hand wiping away the remaining blood and rubbed his cheek, trying to sooth the pain. He walked back towards the door, shooting a last menacing glare at Doojoon as he spoke.
"I don't need you to tell me that, Yoon Doojoon. I'm going to break off this relationship now."
With that said, he slammed the door, leaving Doojoon outside the door and glared at his long-gone shadow.
He turned to face the living room, only to see Kikwang stirring up from his sleep. Kikwang sat up on the couch, sleepy eyes gazing at Junhyung as the blankets pooled around him. His raven hair was messy and his baggy shirt slipped off one shoulder as he yawned, trying to make his sleepiness go away.
"Junnie-ah.. You're back.. Y-you're hurt..! What happened?!"
"Nothing much. I'm fine."
Junhyung sighed to himself, walking over to his lover, no, soon-to-be ex-lover. He stood in front of the couch, his hands tucked inside his pocket as he hardened his heart, forcing himself not to waver. It was for their own good, yes?
"Kikwang-ah. Sorry to tell you this, but I'm going out with Seungie. I just..don't love you that way anymore... Let's break up."
And Kikwang's world came crashing down.
Nonetheless, he put up a forced smile, throwing the blanket aside and stood up, his head held high as he gave one tight slap to Junhyung's uninjured cheek. Junhyung blinked in shock, his hand going up to hold his cheek as he turned to stare at Kikwang, only to see the most heartbreaking sight in his life. Kikwang had tears in his eyes, his orbs filled with sorrow and pain as he gave a bitter smile, refusing to let the tears fall. He whole body was quivering, his fists clutched tight as he bit his lips, taking in a shaky breathe before he spoke.
"I knew this would happen... I already knew that you were going out with Hyunseung, but I pretended that nothing was wrong... But now, how could you..? I love you, Junhyung.. Yet you betrayed me with my..my best friend! I cried so much because of you...and I'm so sick of it! This time, it won't be you breaking up with me... I'm the one who is going to break up with you! That slap, was for playing around with me.. I don't want to see you anymore, get out!"
He screamed at Junhyung to get lost, pushing the taller man away and ran towards the bedroom, kicking the door closed and locked it. His body slid down the door, his tears falling non-stop down his already tear-streaked face. This would be the best for them all, but it hurts. It hurts so damn much, his heart felt as though it was bleeding. Bleeding non-stop..
Can anyone tell him.. What did he do to deserve this?