Conflicting Affections [Part 2]
Title: Conflicting Affections [Part 2]
Pairings: So many hints. Guess it yourself. ;D
Rating: PG-13
Summary: AU. Yoseob and Dongwoon dislike the fact that Hyunseung got so much attention.
Author Notes: LOL. Have fun reading. There's texting style mixed in there.
Color Code
Doojoon-RED
Yoseob-PINK
Hyunseung-GREEN
Junhyung-PURPLE
Kikwang-BLUE
Dongwoon-YELLOW
There was a long awkward silence between the two, and Hyunseung could tell how much the rapper was hurting inside. He wasn't blind. To tell the truth, he had already realized it a long time ago, that Junhyung likes him, not in the friends way but in the romantic way. He knew about it, everybody do, but he couldn't bear to risk their friendship for something so flimsy. A relationship is so breakable, its ups and downs are way more than what Hyunseung can tolerate, but friendship are different. At least, when they friends, he can be at ease. He knew that he was selfish, but he pretended that he doesn't know even though the hints were so obvious, and he hurt the younger male in so many ways.
'I'm so sorry, Junhyung-ah...' Hyunseung closed his eyes, trying to ignore the flash of hurt he had seen in Junhyung's eyes. He let his hands dropped to his side, smiling brightly at Junhyung as though nothing had happened. "Junhyung-ah, let's go already! I'm hungry~" Junhyung blinked, covering up the pain he had felt by focusing on Hyunseung's bright smile instead. "Okay.. Let's go then." He grabbed hold onto Hyunseung's hand, pulling him along. "Hold on to me, I don't want that incident just now to happen again." A lame excuse, but Hyunseung merely nodded, his hand curling and holding onto Junhyung's.
He was giving Junhyung false hope again, but he couldn't stop himself from doing it. It was a habit to be close to Junhyung, and all the more, it was killing Junhyung on the inside.
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It was a ten minutes walk from the dance studio to the cafeteria, but if he run, he could probably reached in five. Doojoon smiled as he made a run for it, dodging oncoming students and avoided the rabid fangirls from his fanclub. Just like he thought, with his long legs and good stamina, he reached the cafeteria door within five minutes. Patting his clothes down smoothly, he took a deep breathe, pulling open the door and glanced about, his eyes immediately noticing a head of sunshine blond hair.
He smirked to himself, sneaking up on Yoseob and suddenly spoke beside his ears. "Boo!" With a startled squeak, Yoseob jumped out of his seat, black eyes wide as he placed one hand over his thumping heart. He smacked the leader on the shoulder, a playful frown on his face. "Yah! You scared me, Doojoonie!" Doojoon laughed, ruffling the blond locks as usual, eyes twinkling with amusement at Yoseob's reaction. "Ah, mianhaeyo, Seobie. I was just playing around~"
Doojoon sat down opposite Yoseob, watching as the blond's frown turned into a light smile. He leaned back against the chair, relaxing his tired muscles as the blond took a sip from his drink. "Where were you just now, Doojoonie?" Doojoon blinked at the sudden question, before he replied in a cheerful tone. "At the dance studio with Seungseung. Why?" Yoseob's expression fall, but he continued to give a happy smile. "Oh, nothing much. Just asking."
He hated this part of himself. The part of himself who utterly hated the older vocalist. He hated the vocalist for snatching Doojoon's attention when it could be on him, he hated the fact that Doojoon is willing to abandon their lunch date just for Hyunseung, he hated the fact that he hate the older male. He knew that Hyunseung wasn't emotionally stable at times, that was why he needed someone to be by his side but why must it be Doojoon of all people? He knew that he was mean, but sometimes, he just wished that Hyunseung would just leave Doojoon alone, although most of the time it was the leader clinging onto the vocalist.
However, he did not say anything about what he was thinking on the inside. He kept it a secret, and go along with it. He treated Hyunseung as per normal, despite the unnoticed glares that he sent towards the male sometimes. He shook the thoughts out of his mind, concentrating on the leader before him. "Why don't we get something to eat, I'm hungry~" With a hyper jump, Yoseob got onto his feet, grabbing hold of Doojoon's arms and tugged at the older man, pulling him towards the stores while the leader only laughed at Yoseob's antics, going along with it.
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Kikwang slumped against his chair, rejecting all the girls who came up to him asking whether he wanted to have lunch with them. He pulled out his cell phone, typing a quick text to someone.
To: Pretty Seungie♥
Bambi~ (:
Wanna get lunch together?
He waited for the reply, and he got one in within five minutes. He opened his phone, only to realize it wasn't from the person he had thought.
To: Sweet Kikwangie♥
Lunch?
He pouted, realizing it was from Dongwoon instead of Hyunseung. Just as he was going to reject Dongwoon's invitation, Hyunseung replied.
To: BeastDancer
Sorry. Eating with Junhyung now.
Next time, okay?
To: Pretty Seungie♥
Okay then! (:
Junhyung huh? That guy was always fast whenever it comes to Hyunseung. Kikwang just couldn't ignored the urge to sulk about it. He always thought of Hyunseung's happiness as his responsibility, he disliked it when the older male was upset, that was why he took the first move and asked Hyunseung out for lunch, hoping that he can cheer the other up but his chance was ruined by the rapper, who had already took Hyunseung away. He shrugged it off, deciding to reply to Dongwoon instead.
To: Cuddly Woonie♥
Okay~ (:
Where shall we eat?
To: Sweet Kikwangie♥
You choose?
To: Cuddly Woonie♥
But I don't know what I wanna eat~ TAT
To: Sweet Kikwangie♥
Hm, I'm now going to your class.
We'll discuss it together? (:
To: Cuddly Woonie♥
Okay! (:
Will be waiting for you~ ;D
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Junhyung had held onto Hyunseung throughout their whole walk to the cafe, pulling him into the small shop easily despite the fact that Hyunseung kept trying to escape his grip. "Stop struggling already." Hyunseung squeaked when Junhyung sat him down on a chair, pouting like a kid as he retorted back, his cheeks tinted pink. "I would not had struggled if you let go. It's embarrassing to be seen being held onto by a guy, you know." Another hard stab to Junhyung's heart.
Despite his sensitivity, Hyunseung didn't even realized what he had done. Junhyung forced a smile, laughing it off carefreely. "Come on, I'll go get us some food. What do you want?" Hyunseung shrugged, his elbows on the table as he held his head with his hands. "Order for me, Junhyung-ah. Surprise me." Junhyung nodded, walking towards the queue and line up, glancing through the menu at the same time. He let out a soft 'tch' when his phone vibrated, pulling it out to see the text he received.
To: Junhyungie!(:
How do I shut Doojoon up?
He blinked at the weird text from Yoseob. Yoseob? Wanting to shut Doojoon up? That was definitely weird. The blond would usually like Doojoon to keep talking, just so that he can listen to the leader's low voice.
To: Idiot Number 2
Why would you want to do that?
To: Junhyungie!(:
Because he won't shut up about Hyunseung.
He twitched, glancing back at Hyunseung. The older vocalist was staring out of the glass window, staring at the sky as he daydreamed. Junhyung texted back in a hurry, his eyes flaming with unconcealed jealousy.
To: Idiot Number 2
Change the damn topic, you idiot.
To: Junhyungie!(:
I won't asked you if that worked. ):
To: Idiot Number 2
UGH.
Junhyung growled under his breathe, muttering curses at their leader. The girl at the counter stared at him in shock, but Junhyung didn't care, he ordered their lunch, moving forward to the end of the line, waiting for their order to arrive. During the wait, he texted to Doojoon.
To: Annoying DJ
STOP TALKING ABOUT MY SEUNGIE.
To: AngryJun!♥
What's wrong, jealous?
To: Annoying DJ
STFU.
It's not just me, you retard.
The one in front of you is jealous too.
Dumbass.
To: AngryJun!♥
Seobie?
To: Annoying DJ
Dumbass. DUH.
He grumbled as he slipped his phone back into his pocket, grabbing the tray that had arrived and walked back towards their table. Hyunseung glanced up at Junhyung, tilting his head at the angry rapper. "What's wrong?" Junhyung shook his head, pushing the tray towards Hyunseung. "Nothing much." Hyunseung blinked, he could tell that it was a lie, but he didn't bothered asking anything more. While they were eating halfway, Junhyung got a text again. Sometimes, he wondered, why didn't he ban the rest from messaging him when he was with Hyunseung. He pulled it out, reading the text from under the table.
To: Junhyungie!(:
Don't know what you did, but thanks!
He finally shut up about Hyunseung.
Thanks hyung! You're awesome! ;D
Junhyung smirked to himself, pocketing his phone once more as he concentrated on Hyunseung instead, smiling as he focused on the beautiful moment instead.
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By the end of the day, Yoseob was sent home by Doojoon, receiving a tight hug before Doojoon left. Yoseob sighed, watching as the manly leader walked off until he could no longer glimpsed at the dark shadow. He closed the door, throwing his bag onto the floor roughly and climbed up the stairs and towards his room. Taking off his uniform, he changed into a plain white tee and loose pants, plopping onto his bed as he snuggled against the soft fabric. His eyes were half-lidded, his mind dozing off to his land of sweet dreams before the annoying vibration of his phone jolted him from his beautiful dream of Doojoon. He flipped open the phone, reading the short text with blank black hues.
To: Yoseob-hyung
How did your day go, hyung? (:
To: Dongwoonie!(:
It was okay, except when Doojoon kept talking about Hyunseung.
You? What happened with you and Kwangie?
To: Yoseob-hyung
You too?
Kikwangie kept talking about how Hyunseung-hyung was upset.
Ugh. D:
Yoseob frowned. He had long realized that he himself was gay, that he could never like girls the way that other normal guys could. He also knew that he like Doojoon. Who wouldn't? Doojoon was perfect in every way, he was manly, charismatic, caring, kind, funny and the list goes on and on. Yoseob could probably speak about Doojoon's wonderful merits for days without ending. That was how in love he was, how head over heels he was for the almighty Yoon leader.
That wasn't all. He was smart enough to tell that their maknae had a crush on Kikwang, from the way Dongwoon kept glancing at Kikwang with loving eyes, and the way Dongwoon was always clinging to the dancer, not to mention that the maknae was also the only one who can tolerate Kikwang's non-stop hyperactive-ness willingly. However, Yoseob knew that his best friend would be too dense to realize Dongwoon's feelings for him, so he made a pact with Dongwoon. They will help each other out with their target, Dongwoon would leave Doojoon alone so that Yoseob can be with him while Yoseob would create chances for the maknae to spend some time with Kikwang.
They thought they had everything planned out, that was, until they remembered that Hyunseung wasn't included in their plans. They had forgotten all about the deer-eyed boy. They had forgotten about the fact that Doojoon and Kikwang cared too much for the fragile male, and that led to their own downfall. They forgotten to prevent Hyunseung from being too close to their targets and now, it was making them all upset.
To: Dongwoonie!(:
Seriously. I had enough with Hyunseung.
I mean. I like him as a friend and all but this is not good.
To: Yoseob-hyung
Then what should we do, hyung?
I really can't stand it anymore. D:
To: Dongwoonie!(:
I guess it's time to use Plan A.
Getting rid of Hyunseung.
To: Yoseob-hyung
Are you...sure?
To: Dongwoonie!(:
Yes, maknae.
Tomorrow, we'll get Hyunseung to leave Doojoonie and Kwangie alone.
Yoseob closed his phone, his black eyes hardening its gaze as a flash of determination could be seen in those orbs. He knew that he would hurt Hyunseung's feelings if he put their plan to work, but he had enough of Doojoon talking about Hyunseung. If hurting Hyunseung was the only way to make Doojoon his, well, he will do it. He buried his head into his fluffy white pillow, letting out a muffled scream of frustration. Hurting Hyunseung would be hurting himself too, and all the other members, he just hope that the rest of the members wouldn't be too mad at him for his actions.
Pairings: So many hints. Guess it yourself. ;D
Rating: PG-13
Summary: AU. Yoseob and Dongwoon dislike the fact that Hyunseung got so much attention.
Author Notes: LOL. Have fun reading. There's texting style mixed in there.
Color Code
Doojoon-RED
Yoseob-PINK
Hyunseung-GREEN
Junhyung-PURPLE
Kikwang-BLUE
Dongwoon-YELLOW
There was a long awkward silence between the two, and Hyunseung could tell how much the rapper was hurting inside. He wasn't blind. To tell the truth, he had already realized it a long time ago, that Junhyung likes him, not in the friends way but in the romantic way. He knew about it, everybody do, but he couldn't bear to risk their friendship for something so flimsy. A relationship is so breakable, its ups and downs are way more than what Hyunseung can tolerate, but friendship are different. At least, when they friends, he can be at ease. He knew that he was selfish, but he pretended that he doesn't know even though the hints were so obvious, and he hurt the younger male in so many ways.
'I'm so sorry, Junhyung-ah...' Hyunseung closed his eyes, trying to ignore the flash of hurt he had seen in Junhyung's eyes. He let his hands dropped to his side, smiling brightly at Junhyung as though nothing had happened. "Junhyung-ah, let's go already! I'm hungry~" Junhyung blinked, covering up the pain he had felt by focusing on Hyunseung's bright smile instead. "Okay.. Let's go then." He grabbed hold onto Hyunseung's hand, pulling him along. "Hold on to me, I don't want that incident just now to happen again." A lame excuse, but Hyunseung merely nodded, his hand curling and holding onto Junhyung's.
He was giving Junhyung false hope again, but he couldn't stop himself from doing it. It was a habit to be close to Junhyung, and all the more, it was killing Junhyung on the inside.
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It was a ten minutes walk from the dance studio to the cafeteria, but if he run, he could probably reached in five. Doojoon smiled as he made a run for it, dodging oncoming students and avoided the rabid fangirls from his fanclub. Just like he thought, with his long legs and good stamina, he reached the cafeteria door within five minutes. Patting his clothes down smoothly, he took a deep breathe, pulling open the door and glanced about, his eyes immediately noticing a head of sunshine blond hair.
He smirked to himself, sneaking up on Yoseob and suddenly spoke beside his ears. "Boo!" With a startled squeak, Yoseob jumped out of his seat, black eyes wide as he placed one hand over his thumping heart. He smacked the leader on the shoulder, a playful frown on his face. "Yah! You scared me, Doojoonie!" Doojoon laughed, ruffling the blond locks as usual, eyes twinkling with amusement at Yoseob's reaction. "Ah, mianhaeyo, Seobie. I was just playing around~"
Doojoon sat down opposite Yoseob, watching as the blond's frown turned into a light smile. He leaned back against the chair, relaxing his tired muscles as the blond took a sip from his drink. "Where were you just now, Doojoonie?" Doojoon blinked at the sudden question, before he replied in a cheerful tone. "At the dance studio with Seungseung. Why?" Yoseob's expression fall, but he continued to give a happy smile. "Oh, nothing much. Just asking."
He hated this part of himself. The part of himself who utterly hated the older vocalist. He hated the vocalist for snatching Doojoon's attention when it could be on him, he hated the fact that Doojoon is willing to abandon their lunch date just for Hyunseung, he hated the fact that he hate the older male. He knew that Hyunseung wasn't emotionally stable at times, that was why he needed someone to be by his side but why must it be Doojoon of all people? He knew that he was mean, but sometimes, he just wished that Hyunseung would just leave Doojoon alone, although most of the time it was the leader clinging onto the vocalist.
However, he did not say anything about what he was thinking on the inside. He kept it a secret, and go along with it. He treated Hyunseung as per normal, despite the unnoticed glares that he sent towards the male sometimes. He shook the thoughts out of his mind, concentrating on the leader before him. "Why don't we get something to eat, I'm hungry~" With a hyper jump, Yoseob got onto his feet, grabbing hold of Doojoon's arms and tugged at the older man, pulling him towards the stores while the leader only laughed at Yoseob's antics, going along with it.
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Kikwang slumped against his chair, rejecting all the girls who came up to him asking whether he wanted to have lunch with them. He pulled out his cell phone, typing a quick text to someone.
To: Pretty Seungie♥
Bambi~ (:
Wanna get lunch together?
He waited for the reply, and he got one in within five minutes. He opened his phone, only to realize it wasn't from the person he had thought.
To: Sweet Kikwangie♥
Lunch?
He pouted, realizing it was from Dongwoon instead of Hyunseung. Just as he was going to reject Dongwoon's invitation, Hyunseung replied.
To: BeastDancer
Sorry. Eating with Junhyung now.
Next time, okay?
To: Pretty Seungie♥
Okay then! (:
Junhyung huh? That guy was always fast whenever it comes to Hyunseung. Kikwang just couldn't ignored the urge to sulk about it. He always thought of Hyunseung's happiness as his responsibility, he disliked it when the older male was upset, that was why he took the first move and asked Hyunseung out for lunch, hoping that he can cheer the other up but his chance was ruined by the rapper, who had already took Hyunseung away. He shrugged it off, deciding to reply to Dongwoon instead.
To: Cuddly Woonie♥
Okay~ (:
Where shall we eat?
To: Sweet Kikwangie♥
You choose?
To: Cuddly Woonie♥
But I don't know what I wanna eat~ TAT
To: Sweet Kikwangie♥
Hm, I'm now going to your class.
We'll discuss it together? (:
To: Cuddly Woonie♥
Okay! (:
Will be waiting for you~ ;D
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Junhyung had held onto Hyunseung throughout their whole walk to the cafe, pulling him into the small shop easily despite the fact that Hyunseung kept trying to escape his grip. "Stop struggling already." Hyunseung squeaked when Junhyung sat him down on a chair, pouting like a kid as he retorted back, his cheeks tinted pink. "I would not had struggled if you let go. It's embarrassing to be seen being held onto by a guy, you know." Another hard stab to Junhyung's heart.
Despite his sensitivity, Hyunseung didn't even realized what he had done. Junhyung forced a smile, laughing it off carefreely. "Come on, I'll go get us some food. What do you want?" Hyunseung shrugged, his elbows on the table as he held his head with his hands. "Order for me, Junhyung-ah. Surprise me." Junhyung nodded, walking towards the queue and line up, glancing through the menu at the same time. He let out a soft 'tch' when his phone vibrated, pulling it out to see the text he received.
To: Junhyungie!(:
How do I shut Doojoon up?
He blinked at the weird text from Yoseob. Yoseob? Wanting to shut Doojoon up? That was definitely weird. The blond would usually like Doojoon to keep talking, just so that he can listen to the leader's low voice.
To: Idiot Number 2
Why would you want to do that?
To: Junhyungie!(:
Because he won't shut up about Hyunseung.
He twitched, glancing back at Hyunseung. The older vocalist was staring out of the glass window, staring at the sky as he daydreamed. Junhyung texted back in a hurry, his eyes flaming with unconcealed jealousy.
To: Idiot Number 2
Change the damn topic, you idiot.
To: Junhyungie!(:
I won't asked you if that worked. ):
To: Idiot Number 2
UGH.
Junhyung growled under his breathe, muttering curses at their leader. The girl at the counter stared at him in shock, but Junhyung didn't care, he ordered their lunch, moving forward to the end of the line, waiting for their order to arrive. During the wait, he texted to Doojoon.
To: Annoying DJ
STOP TALKING ABOUT MY SEUNGIE.
To: AngryJun!♥
What's wrong, jealous?
To: Annoying DJ
STFU.
It's not just me, you retard.
The one in front of you is jealous too.
Dumbass.
To: AngryJun!♥
Seobie?
To: Annoying DJ
Dumbass. DUH.
He grumbled as he slipped his phone back into his pocket, grabbing the tray that had arrived and walked back towards their table. Hyunseung glanced up at Junhyung, tilting his head at the angry rapper. "What's wrong?" Junhyung shook his head, pushing the tray towards Hyunseung. "Nothing much." Hyunseung blinked, he could tell that it was a lie, but he didn't bothered asking anything more. While they were eating halfway, Junhyung got a text again. Sometimes, he wondered, why didn't he ban the rest from messaging him when he was with Hyunseung. He pulled it out, reading the text from under the table.
To: Junhyungie!(:
Don't know what you did, but thanks!
He finally shut up about Hyunseung.
Thanks hyung! You're awesome! ;D
Junhyung smirked to himself, pocketing his phone once more as he concentrated on Hyunseung instead, smiling as he focused on the beautiful moment instead.
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By the end of the day, Yoseob was sent home by Doojoon, receiving a tight hug before Doojoon left. Yoseob sighed, watching as the manly leader walked off until he could no longer glimpsed at the dark shadow. He closed the door, throwing his bag onto the floor roughly and climbed up the stairs and towards his room. Taking off his uniform, he changed into a plain white tee and loose pants, plopping onto his bed as he snuggled against the soft fabric. His eyes were half-lidded, his mind dozing off to his land of sweet dreams before the annoying vibration of his phone jolted him from his beautiful dream of Doojoon. He flipped open the phone, reading the short text with blank black hues.
To: Yoseob-hyung
How did your day go, hyung? (:
To: Dongwoonie!(:
It was okay, except when Doojoon kept talking about Hyunseung.
You? What happened with you and Kwangie?
To: Yoseob-hyung
You too?
Kikwangie kept talking about how Hyunseung-hyung was upset.
Ugh. D:
Yoseob frowned. He had long realized that he himself was gay, that he could never like girls the way that other normal guys could. He also knew that he like Doojoon. Who wouldn't? Doojoon was perfect in every way, he was manly, charismatic, caring, kind, funny and the list goes on and on. Yoseob could probably speak about Doojoon's wonderful merits for days without ending. That was how in love he was, how head over heels he was for the almighty Yoon leader.
That wasn't all. He was smart enough to tell that their maknae had a crush on Kikwang, from the way Dongwoon kept glancing at Kikwang with loving eyes, and the way Dongwoon was always clinging to the dancer, not to mention that the maknae was also the only one who can tolerate Kikwang's non-stop hyperactive-ness willingly. However, Yoseob knew that his best friend would be too dense to realize Dongwoon's feelings for him, so he made a pact with Dongwoon. They will help each other out with their target, Dongwoon would leave Doojoon alone so that Yoseob can be with him while Yoseob would create chances for the maknae to spend some time with Kikwang.
They thought they had everything planned out, that was, until they remembered that Hyunseung wasn't included in their plans. They had forgotten all about the deer-eyed boy. They had forgotten about the fact that Doojoon and Kikwang cared too much for the fragile male, and that led to their own downfall. They forgotten to prevent Hyunseung from being too close to their targets and now, it was making them all upset.
To: Dongwoonie!(:
Seriously. I had enough with Hyunseung.
I mean. I like him as a friend and all but this is not good.
To: Yoseob-hyung
Then what should we do, hyung?
I really can't stand it anymore. D:
To: Dongwoonie!(:
I guess it's time to use Plan A.
Getting rid of Hyunseung.
To: Yoseob-hyung
Are you...sure?
To: Dongwoonie!(:
Yes, maknae.
Tomorrow, we'll get Hyunseung to leave Doojoonie and Kwangie alone.
Yoseob closed his phone, his black eyes hardening its gaze as a flash of determination could be seen in those orbs. He knew that he would hurt Hyunseung's feelings if he put their plan to work, but he had enough of Doojoon talking about Hyunseung. If hurting Hyunseung was the only way to make Doojoon his, well, he will do it. He buried his head into his fluffy white pillow, letting out a muffled scream of frustration. Hurting Hyunseung would be hurting himself too, and all the other members, he just hope that the rest of the members wouldn't be too mad at him for his actions.