Help save the human race, kill an emo kid...

[sacred_ataraxia]

I can feel my life building up to something. At this very moment I can sense the world straining in anticipation. It's been building for a while, yet I still don't know what it's for. Though I can tell it will be something dramatic. The mixture of fear and excitement has driven away my emotional composure and has left me vulnerable to breakdowns. I

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[faferooni]

When you feel that you have no hope
Remember love, that is your rope
There is no down, just up, up, up
And if you slide the other way
There is no ground, but square one
To where you fall, square one is still a good place
But when you rise, square 2, 3, 4 will be excellent
You'll have multiple smiles to trace...

I could write a long poem...but that's not the point..love you

[zonama]

Building up for something? How could anything be better than what we have now? And don't ever be ashamed to ask for my help. I love you, and it would hurt me if you didn't let me help. We are in this together, no matter what; please don't ever shut me out again.

[faferooni]

Pertaining to the post, I don't think she's shutting you out. Since no one can feel things for her - she clearly is the sole choice maker. And that was the point...that if at the end of the day it's all up to her - for her - then that's the biggest part of the picture. And that doesn't make anyone smaller in her life, but it just says that firstly she is her own guide.

(hope that made sense)...sorry I didn't mean any of that offensively. That's all. Peace.

[sacred_ataraxia]

You're right Faf. Sometimes I need to learn to stand on my own two feet, but knowing that I have people who love me makes it not so difficult. I appreciate the brightness you bring to my life.

[sacred_ataraxia]

I do not shut you out on purpose. I want nothing more than for you to be by my side, but I understand that some things can only be fixed by me and I have to take responsibility for my decisions. I am working on creating a stable path for myself, and you are definitely part of it. But never fear, I know you are here for me and I will not hesitate to cry on your shoulder. You have done a great deal of good for me, and I know it only gets better. Thank you.

[naughtyaudi]

You do know that i miss you horrible and am in desparate need of a loving hug from you!!!!!!!!

[sacred_ataraxia]

I miss you too chica! I may not be there in person, but I'm always sending you mental hugs. And I look forward to seeing you in person so I can give you the real thing. Thank you for the lj love.