Hunger vs. Health

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So I've been on a fairly well-controlled diet (that's really about as informal as "don't eat so much, lardass") accompanied by mad crazy workout scheduals. But, today I was compelled to go get some of that deliciously greasy beef lo mein at Lexington Market- so I gave in and went, looking forward to an entirely satisfying meal

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you...
you make me laugh.

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*bow* I'll be here all week

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Yeah, I did know that you think that about me. I think that my character has a great deal of spontaneity, or at least potential for it, whereas my life is in such a place that it doesn't allow for much of it to come to fruition. Sometimes I feel like I draw a great deal of comfort, mental stability, and peace of mind from discipline and routine, especially given where my life has been recently. Acting on whims throughout the day, though, in momentary actions and decisions leading to immediate consequences, is something I'm particularly good at- spontenaity on a small scale, which I have to embrace in place of the sort of spontenaity I think you're thinking of, which involves dropping everything and moving your entire life once a day. I love the latter, but really it's my own internal weakness and bleak outlook that denies me the ambition necessary

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P.S. most of this entry is supposed to be funny because it's absurd and ironic.