My angels are breathing down my neck and sitting on my lips.  I probably have a job caring for two children here in the mountains of Malibu.  Mom is paying for me to have my own space in a natural conscious hostel...  I am going to have an amazing time singing in Berkeley.  I am talented and it's beautiful...I seduce myself. 

kiss me with winds of purple and solace.  I am a wilting rose tonight.

"the natural levels you are drawn to are your true home."

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
i am whole i am whole i am whole love love love love love love love
holy love sacred love sanctuary of a woman held by soft warm hands
i transmute darkness into love and light...i am thankful for the indicator..it forces me to love myself intensely....
meeeowww i ( Read more... )

Desires instantly manifest in dreams...why awaken?  For flounder.  So awake moments can be wonderful.  and then I will nap.  i would float on the sidewalk with my eyes closed  in a white gown, like a ghost.  It's how I feel when I want to be asleep, it's how I feel when I do not have flounder.  Lol.  Sleep n fish.  Hello, you are on my shoulder... ( Read more... )

I am gentle love.

Your darkness does not resonate with me, this is why it is a static heavy grey cloud in my flowy purple red atmosphere.  Rather than mentioning what you do not want to hear which is Aw I  am sorry you are sad, I do not resonate with your negative energy.  What I can say is, yes, I totally understand where you're coming from and I love you dearly.  ( Read more... )

Northern California for a little while, and then Carbondale, Colorado, yes.  Already met a lovely soul.

I'm officially learning piano.  Had realizations.  Feels so perfect and homey.
It is a rainy monday...I retreat into my imagination.  Energy work.

Ha ha ha ha.  I am accepting the reality that I am alone again.  Oh well oh well oh well.  Life will be better.  Thoughts are dissolving and morphing into indigo.  I am aligned with my mystical dreamy deep passion love as I further into my light, my voice.  Yes, love, yes love I live for sensual sacred moments!  Oh how I look forward to my future ( Read more... )

We are not on the same page, nor the same book.  I am genuine and heartfelt about my desire to sensually touch you and you shut down and do not reciprocate.  You are clearly choosing to erase my beingness and our togetherness from your moments.  Why do I want someone so cold and mean?  I question my desires.  They must be mischanneled.  Powerful ( Read more... )

The truth is settling under my skin, tattooing my bones and the marrow within them.  Eternally my goddess perseveres powerfully though this fraction is a sword to the soul.  I am high (and low) off my illusions.  Neptune in Capricorn.  I only desire you though I may never taste you in my mouth, again.  I may never feel you feeling me.  My zest is ( Read more... )