it has been so long. so much has happened. i just got finished with a "wonderful" little gift of terror.

so my dumb ass is always throwing parties at my house in amarillo. only thing is, i dont tend to know most of the people that come to them.

-let me back up a little-

my grandma has boarded many bands ( Read more... )

again with my endless babble that is seldom read.

why do i ever post anything anyway? i need to post my art. i'd like to post my songs as well, but i have not yet managed to get them copy written. would any of you like to see either of the previously mentioned work? i'd love to spread my shit around. i have completed my second CD, including a few ( Read more... )

fuckers. im hung over. i drank white zinfandel with bacardi rum and topped it all off with some screwdrivers. i feel better than i should, though, given the circumstances.

so fuck you all, as i am still relatively fucked up and have nothing better to say. intreveneous is cool though. i guess you are too, but dont tell anyone i said that.

ah. so back to the relentless story of drama and fatigue with drama, or , rather, concerning drama. so, prior to my ignorant and attention-wanting drawl, i have to inform you all that i was ignorant to begin with. this last statement refers to my little term of idiocy concerning that little freshman i spoke of so highly. at the beginning of said ( Read more... )

today.

sixth period..

tai kwan do...

our "dressing room" is composed of a concession area, in our main athletic compound on the campus, with a restroom at each end. the "coeds" change in front of each other while the timid ones will change in the bathroom provided for thier sex. (the apple that so often finds itself in my eye is one of the timid ( Read more... )

is it just me or are girls the most insanely complex life form on this planet?
if only they knew what they, themselves wanted, then maybe more people would be able to help them to get to a contented medium. Better yet, if I were to figure out what it was you women want, then i might find myself at a contented medium.
but it doesnt work like that. ( Read more... )

setting sun can't shine now you're gone.....shouldn't you have said what you meant?

YOU LIED!

If, when i say i might fade like a sigh if i stay,

You minimize my movement anyway,

I must persuade you another way

just remember i'll always love you

even as i tear your fucking throat away

but it will end no other way

it will end no other way

hello. ( Read more... )

what the fuck goes on? what goes on in general? i'm just kickin it with my peeps in the joint up here in my hood. dog ( Read more... )

I'm sure that anyone who might be affected, or give a fuck, rather, already knows that i moved from dallas to amarillo, texas.

great fun that has been. {imagine just a hint of sarcasm at the former line.} In short, i have been removed from my former life to become this person who is now sitting here typing his every random, yet slightly collected ( Read more... )

wang chung the first ( Read more... )