yeah. so that whole audition was a waste. the bassist is cool as a person, but is not up to our standards. it sucked. he couldnt follow a simple minor pentatonic! i was under the impression that he was a bassist, not a person who could play a few songs on his bass. but it is all good. i guess i didnt explain that we were serious about our music. ( Read more... )

i dont like people that want you to care about them more than you already do, and when you do care more, they are all like "you didnt care until ____"   you know? doesn't make sense. do you want me to care or not?

anyways. i am finally going to get to audition a new bassist on friday! the former quit because he can't deal with "potheads". i, ( Read more... )

oooooo, guess what i heard?!? it's something about someone that you dont know and shouldn't care about, but since i have to pretend that i have a life, im going to tell you anyway and you are going to pretend that you care ( Read more... )

look at your reflection on your blade ( Read more... )

in this state i barely comprehend what i write. please bear with me to fully enjoy the solace i now hold. this solace might be shared through the same beverage as i have already consumed, but in my nature i express no pressure to ingest these substances. it is pointless. i do not like the clarity it brings. i wish not to see these things revealed. ( Read more... )

I AM SO BEYOND PISSED! HOW CAN THEY END FRIENDS? THAT WAS THE BEST SHOW IN THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD!I GREW UP WITH THAT SHOW! IT TAUGHT ME THAT THE CUSHIONS ARE THE ESSENCE OF THE CHAIR, AND NOT TO GET DUCKLINgS STUCK IN A FoosBALL TABLE! WHY WOULD THEY NOT WANNA BE IN IT ANYMORE?!? MATT LE BLANC IS THE ONLY SMART ONE; HES THE ONE WITH A SPIN-OFF ( Read more... )

 I cannot see my hand in front of my face
its clouded by the fog of my own disgrace
and if I didn't harbor all of this shame
I would be able to not hold you to blame

And I know that it's not too late
To put back the bread I took from your plate
you know I'm not a thief as one might say it
I just take the things that belong to the living shit

And I don't ( Read more... )

i wrote a song today. it's good. listen..................

did you like it? i wish i could play it for youse guys, but i cant. it doesnt have lyrics, but it is awesome. i love it. it makes me feel good. i like to play myself into a state of insobriety. i dont know how that is physically possible, but that is what it come down to.

i rose
i roar aloud
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why do people think that i have all the answers? huh? what the hell is that? i can give rational explanations or theoretically accurate answers but i am not some omniscient deity that knows all. i am still throwed and people expect me to be their answer man. and you know what? they will get mad if my reality does not agree with theirs. i tell them ( Read more... )

i am drunk. it is not easy to type a journal thingy when you are drunk. lots of errors are are imminent. i dont know what i am talking about. but i do know this:

STUPID PEOPLE SHOULDNT BREED!!!!!!!

if there is one thing i hate more than stupid people, it's veal. i hate veal! but i despise stupid people. its is not one's extent of intelligence ( Read more... )