I have a break from school today. Parent/teacher conferences. I needed today. I'm sick and not going to school means I can be sick in my own home, where I'm more comfortable. Plus, I can blow my nose whenever I need to, not only if the teacher has kleenex in their room. Not only am I taking a break from school, but I'm taking a break from AJ. ( Read more... )

I took my love and I took it down ( Read more... )

I am unhappy with my life. In fact, I hate it. There are so many people that I wish would just die and they won't and it makes me even more angry. I want to be single, too. It's not that I'm unhappy in my relationship, it's more that I'm not happy. And it's not like I have other guys in mind when I say I want to be single. When I say I want to be ( Read more... )

I just got back from camping with my dad. I didn't really want to be there at first and then I was content for a while. It was weird sleeping alone. I wish AJ could've come. I'm currently waiting to take a shower. I got really dirty. My hands were brown. Oh, and I woke up in the middle of the night and there were all these sounds and I was freaking ( Read more... )

Ed finally agreed to leave AJ alone. Sara wasn't any help, she's actually been quite the little bitch about the whole thing. Stupid whore. At least Ed is starting to be a little mature about this ( Read more... )

I was going to go to a show last night but it was canceled (did I spell that right? it looks funny). Actually a lot of things went wrong yesterday. I went to Dragon's Lair to get my belly button pierced and it turns out they only pierce or tattoo you if you're 18. It doesn't matter if you have your parent/guardian go with you, they won't do it ( Read more... )

I have to wonder why I still put up with Darnell. There are times when I just want to smack him and tell him to call me when he grows up and out of this stupid party phase. I feel like he's using me, but I can't be sure. Maybe it's because I'm gullable, but he does say things that make me think he's not using me, and then he turns around and five ( Read more... )

I cleaned my room. It still looks messy. I don't know how that works, but whatever. You can definately see the surface of my computer desk (which is always a good thing). I'm being so lazy right now, it's ridiculous. I should do something...but I don't know what. I could always call mom, ask if I can leave (because people are coming to look at the ( Read more... )

Well, I just got off the phone with Darnell, who's in New York right now. He made me a little anxious by saying that he could have gotten laid so many times. I had to remind him of our agreement, even though I'm not sticking to it. I still want him to. Yes, I'm a hypocrit, but oh well. Now I feel like shit. Thanks a lot Darnell. God...Now I want to ( Read more... )

Finally! Freedom! Well, at least for 2 and a half months. I'm currently sitting at the library needing to pee, but I have 20 minutes before my time is up so I'll just hold it. I really need to pee! But anyway...( Read more... )