Decisions and revisions (Why I can't stick to schedules)

[saddest_smile]

Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.Stealing a line from T.S Eliot's "Prufrock"--one of my favorite poems

Comments

[pretty_lilies]

you feel exactly the way i do...that is sort of comforting
<3

[saddest_smile]

Sorry for the late reply...I've been incredibly busy lately :(

It is odd, how comforting it is to find someone else who shares, or at least understand your misery, isn't it? :)

[pretty_lilies]

yes...you dont feel so singled out
I hope you feel better though
<3

hi ^_^

[anonymous]

We've had very similar childhoods. I was also the center of attention as a child in China because of my talkative nature and witty attitude. Then, after moving to Japan when I was 3, I suddenly became quiet and shy. I cried everyday begging my parents to take me back to China, and I agree that the psychological change is dramatic. In addition, my parents also fought all the time and I also felt a great lack of stability. All throughtout the rest of my life, I've been abnormally self-conscious and unconfident, and I wonder if it results from the instability? I remember even when I was stick thin as a 5th grader, I thought I was average sized and not too skinny.

Thank you for writing, once again! Your writing is so vivid and real that I can see much of myself in your words. I hope your life will continue to improve and will reward you with the happiness you deserve!

Sarah aka laphee