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been putting it off forever....
finally paid for the exam! gotta wait a couple days for the ATT letter email so I can register! now I gotta choose when.. and.... San Diego or Phoenix?? lol -
monday monday...
so this weekend I managed to work two closing shifts without Joss's dad watching her and nothing bad went down. I know that's really pessimistic but it's hard to drop your child off somewhere and just cross your fingers. especially with no notice (jerk!). she did cry and cry and cry friday though; it was so pitiful. we curled up in our oversized ( Read more... ) -
ptcb pre-test
passed the pre-test today. must register for the exam so I can get my authorization letter and schedule it soon... on a less neutral note, I've lost 5 lbs! not since yesterday of course, but since last week. so excited. I feel like all the "suffering" isn't for naught! lol -
it's been a long while...
I think I need you again, LJ. lots of thoughts and brilliantly futile attempts at salvaging my life lately. Jocelyn is four now. I am 25. I have several (boring?) goals that I must attain and chronicling may help.....
1) must lose weight. once I get the intake under control, I'm going back to zumba.
2) must register, attend, and pass my ptcb exam. ( Read more... ) -
Examining Freud's 5 Psychosexual Stages
Oral Stage: I think I’m fixated at this stage because I was probably over-gratified with food or other soothers as a child. Where the focus of this stage is how to self-soothe, I still find that I need props. I tend to overdo oral things like talking, and when it comes to that chocolate cake you know I can’t just eat one slice! However, I do not ( Read more... ) -
Freud... there ego's again!
Are you more ID, EGO, or SuperEGO ( Read more... ) -
More random bullshit musings...
So there's this guy. And I really like him. And he makes me glow from the inside out. And I can't have him. Cuz SHE has him. And he wants to take care of her. He loves her? But there is something about me. And he's told some of his friends about me. But he won't say what he said. So I don't know what he thinks. Or feels. And I'm so ( Read more... ) -
I just don't know.
I don't know where to write. I don't know who to talk to. I don't know where to go. I don't know what I want. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? I am in tears over what? Some stupid Psychology assignment? Not knowing what the fuck I am doing with my life...? Somebody just tell me what to do and I'll do it. Help me world, cuz I'm trying and no matter ( Read more... ) -
Many Questions
We are moving back to Yuma but we don't know when. He hates his job and he hates Denver. But I hate Yuma and I like my job and I just found inspiration to open my own store soon and I'm getting creative again and now I have to pack everything up and say goodbye to that because Yuma already has a scrapbook store and I don't think it's big enough ( Read more... ) -
Don't let the world bring you down. Remember why you came. Experience the warmth.
So Marty's mom came and showed me how to make chicken chimichangas and stocked our fridge a bit and they brought a dog that made our cat nuts. But all in all it was fun. :) Since then I've been attempting to start sorting through stuff and pack a little bit. Attempting ( Read more... )