work is GREAT. really chill slack job. awesome people!!!!! :-D ( Read more... )

today was a really good day. :-)

school was normal. boo. "penises are for suckers!" -muffin. *joey walks by* muffin-"speaking of penises..."  robert- "speaking of sucking..." *joey keeps walking* me- "that was a low blow guys!" har har har! then work 3-5. my manager, vallary (spell?), is really cool and laid back. i also worked with matt who is one ( Read more... )

today was really great. 
woke up at 12. 
got a smoothie. 
sat outside on swinging chair. 
lounging by the pool for two hours. 
wearing my sun dress.
cookout with my family. 
cleaning out closet. 
muffin+cw=long walks and long talks. :-D
visiting JM at work.
running into robert. 
robert and muffin coming over. 
burgers and brownies.
zoolander.

:-) it felt like ( Read more... )

hm.  where to start ( Read more... )

 so it's beautiful outside
and i have an interview at the Bookstore in CW Saturday! ^_^

YAY!

on the up side...no work for the next two days. my mom is paying for my rent! i get to see theatre kids tomorrow!!!!! 11 days left of school. i'm done with my stupid debate for third block.

the down side...i hate my job. 

i've caught my phrases today being:

"okay..."
"what do you expect me to do about it?"
"i don't care"

its so true at this point. seriously.

so the rest of this week:
tuesday- school, work 6-close
wednesday- school, work 4-close
thursday- school, dinner with family, Bloody Poetry
friday- school, classes and rehearsal
saturday- sorting out clothes and stuff ( Read more... )

i don't care. i don't care. i don't care.

no. i really don't...
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I try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though a home is on the surface, she is still a universe

Glory God, oh God is peeking through ( Read more... )

i'm not entirely sure how to put into words what life has been like since wednesday night.

it started with dress/tech rehearsal for little moon on wednesday. stressful much?! but good. then hanging out. watching TV. light up ball thing. the smell of cigarettes. weird shows...

then thursday. everyone came after school to my house. ran lines. hung ( Read more... )

i'm tired, sad, and lonely.

the sight of happy couples makes me want to throw things.

i don't like happy people eaither.

i hate school. the thought of it makes me physically ill.

other than that

all is well...no. i lie. it all sucks.

fuck everything. 
i'm done.