Hey Buddy,

So, you need to get ready for it, get ready for being stood up, Yeah, let that sadness come a little bit at a time, and then have a cup of tea and some hot soup.

At least you cleaned your apartment up, and now it looks like a million bucks.

Keep your chin up, champ.

-Yourself

I feel muddled, a lot of things feel like they're changing really quickly, the kind of things that are not outwardly apparent, it's a lot of internal ( Read more... )

there's this world ( Read more... )

Operation: 'Epic Glory' is underway.

My schedule is starting to level out

I added a picture taken august 10th to the progress pictures i've been keeping for the past 4 years. It's insane.

I want to show this off but at the same time, I feel like I'd be vain in doing so.

*Rubs chin* We'll see.

So I actually did it. I pony'd up and told Les that when given the chance, I'd like us to try being together.

She was open to it and we both laughed about it and understood.

And I'd say that was the least amount of drama and most amount of understanding and calm I've ever experienced in regards to a thing like this.

Calm. Cool. Collected.

Nice.

Yesterday at work I saw a young girl with a bruise on her eye, she was following behind her parents without any facial expression ( Read more... )

It's just another day. It's going into week two of the job at Walgreens. I won't lie when I say that it's quite difficult to adapt to the day to day tasks, not because they are extremely difficult, but because they are monotanous and repetitive.

"Can you remember all that?"
"I believe so, take the trash out, crush the boxes, stack the paper towels ( Read more... )

I had to goto the UCC last night due to a late shift at work. I sat in the same spot I use to sit two years ago, the same people were there. Everything was the same except the priests and Laura. Laura use to sit to my left and trace the veins of my left hand with her fingers as the homily was spoken ( Read more... )

The more times go by, the less I am.

Don't feel anything again, Emmanuel.
Go back to being stone, that solid immoveable rock.

This world is full of fools, let the blurs move around you like the breeze.
Do not close your eyes; you will face this with eyes always open.

Don't feel anything again.