I was dismissed today due to my untamed menstrual cramps causing me massive pain and "the shakes." Plus, I had gone to school unprepared and got menstrual blood all over my pants. Sexy. My mom picked me up, since my unmotivated ass is still license-less. At home, I took some pills and forced myself to nap. When I woke up, we drove down to my school ( Read more... )

As usual, I have waited way too long to update. Every night, I tell myself to update, but between hanging out with David, going to school, and only coming home to do homework and sleep, it's virtually impossible ( Read more... )

:sighs: As all marvelous days, this has come to a horrible end. You know what I mean; one of those ends where something bad happens that cancels out the greatness of the day. All I have to say to everyone is that I'm sorry. I'm sorry that everyone, including myself, is so damn bitter. And I'm sorry that no one, including myself, can grow the fuck ( Read more... )

Anger... stress... woof ( Read more... )

Beautiful words ( Read more... )

Grr. David isn't here. When David isn't here, I'm not a happy camper. I need to talk to David. Most people are too stupid. I have such high intolerance for stupid people ( Read more... )

I hate school. I really hate school. The new principal is hardcore strict. My classes are hard, too. Some I didn't even sign up for. Theology isn't bad; Spanish... lots of work, but it's an independant study, so it's ok; English... six page character analysis due in a few days; Anatomy is going to be so goddamn hard (first day he gave us a test and ( Read more... )

A few hours ago, I was in desperate need of an update. No, not one of those casual, boring updates; one of those angsty updates that would have to go in my deadjournal. Things are so different when David isn't around. I miss him too much. :sighs: Y'know, everyone claims that healthy couples fight every now and then, but David and I rarely fight. We ( Read more... )

Everyone is going back to school. Luckily, I still have a few more days. I believe I go back on Tuesday. Returning to the factory of anxiety and stress... I can't wait ( Read more... )

"...just imagine living in a hut ,buried twelve feet below the snow, where the sight and the smell of the scattered carcasses of loved ones at your feet is... the lay of the land; just another day. - Rasputina
You know what scares the living hell out of me? Cannibalism. I'd rather starve to death than eat the flesh of a dead human. Does anyone ( Read more... )