hm.. not quite sure what i am feeling at the moment. i shall start from thursday.. May.5, 2005. i though i had cg\hoir but i didnt.. so lyn was gone and out of my image. was bored, had like 80$, so i called steph and justine and off we went to square one. i am banned but that is quite alright, they dont know what the fuck i look like. i bought a ( Read more... )

FUCK.. see i love that word. today was so up and down.. fuck. at school it was horrible and i felt uckie. had massive headaches.. err. went home, then to mall.. got a new earring *rainbow dildo HAHA*, 3 pairs of panties, a slipknot necklace, a new tunnel *fuck that asian girl was so stupid.. i want a 0g and she's like oh small medium or large ( Read more... )

err today ws quite fun. LOOK!!

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well well well my droogies.. i am feeling kind of awkward.. angry, sh.. my counsellor does not know.
ahem.. here for my somewhat daily ranting:;

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heyy =) i hate you. all of you. yes indeed i am in that mood again. i don't want anybody to die this time so it's not that bad. well i was supposed to go to the show at john fraser tonight but NO my mom promised my little sister to go to the movies. and i wouldn't have a pickup. ahh well. this show was supposed to be awesome =( blahh on me ( Read more... )

dunno what to say.. been pretty sad lately. no stevie you can't fix it. and you don't make me sad. don't feel bad =) here have a kiss *mwahh ( Read more... )

heyy i'm fucking sic.. did i already tell you guys about the screamo show? probably not, well actualy i have no fucking clue .. i'll check it out right now ( Read more... )

i am in the library ^.^ got kicked out last night.. don't feellike telling the story. but i am backk home again, as always. this is the *counts on fingers..* 8th time i've been kicked outt. my fucking, father just can't make up his mind. anyhow.. i am very tired, spent some time with CASiE *cassandra i spell your name like that now =b* and BLAHHH ( Read more... )

yesterday was a busy day for me =) went to school.. that was fucked up. in the morning my dad told me to go kill myself in front of a car, so he reached over and opened my door and told me to get out. i did and started walking to school and then.. yeah.. he yelled at me to get back in the car. fucking dumb ass.
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FUCK IM SO FUCKING ANGRYY SANDRA FUCKING LEFT ME>. FUCK CAN'T I PEE? FUCK FUCK FUCK I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.. ahh =( SOMEONE HELP MEEE i have to go.. i dont have a fucking ride now? 2 fucking minutes OH MY GOD YOU COULDNT WAIT.. SHITTT FUCK FUCKK