what the fuck is her problem? why does she fucking hate me so much. if i make her soooo misarable then, she can just send me away. i mean i'm sry that i'm me and that fucking pisses her off, but that's not my fucking problem. if sry that i'm sooo fucking useless, maybe she should put a fucking bullet through my head, and put me six feet under, ( Read more... )

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there's nothing to do anymore. every thing is boring and lonely. i guess that what makes it feel like i'm trapped in this room that i call mine. there's no one to talk to. My grandma doesn't really count anymore as talking to b/c all she does is complain or wants answer to why i seem sad and all of her theories are wrong but, if i told her the way ( Read more... )

blah, last night i cried myself to sleep but i feel better today (ty bobetta and nny). i feel like going home and sleeping. i thought the coffee would wake me up but it only fulled my tummy ( Read more... )

Last night i got soo wet some how. but either way,I WANTED COCK SOO BAD!!!!!! last night i dreamed i was in a matress covered is soft silk and the blanket was as light as goose feathers. i was laying on the bed dripping wet (loaded with spanish fly), my hands were chained, and i was wearing a leather bakini type thingy. and there wear some men on ( Read more... )

My arm stings... i got my hair cut today.

that's it and i don't wanna talk about how i feel ......


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"He had grace and power from the Pope to offer forgivness even if someone had slept with the Holy Virgin Mother of God, as long as a contribution would be put into the coffer." ~Johann Tetzel (i sick monk that sold indulgence, and worked with the Pope Leo X, soo yeah he was a sick fuck. i wonder if he was a petifile ( Read more... )

lately werid things have been happening. will most recent: I'M A GENITAL PERCING, LOL. and last sunday me john, k, bobetta and me went to new rock and whe to play mini golf in the hippie fortress of weed.yeah and there were black light everywhere so it was kool (john's hands glowed, and i wonder why... <.< >.>, notice his hand glows, lol) yeah and ( Read more... )