i hate PMS. all day my emotions have been going haywire. all i want to do is get in bed with a special someone and watch movies and eat ice cream and drink wine. its not going to happen though...hes being weird. why do all guys do the same thing to me? they act like they really want me and then they lose interest all of a sudden. i mean, he hasnt ( Read more... )

so im completely exhausted and smelly and wonderful right now. i got the most beautiful tattoo EVER yesterday. anne looked so pleased with herself when she washed off the excess ink. she gave me a big hug and it made me happy. then after i went to sarahs and had a blast. got to hang out with the sexiest boy west of the mississippi. stayed up all ( Read more... )

so its new tattoo day. i always get nervous on new tattoo day. getting started on my roses with anne. i swear if she fucks up im going to kill her. hopefully ill be able to find someone to do touch ups if she does. i hope she does a good job! ahhh!!! ok. i need to go to the bank now.

ok, so mid pen graduation tonight. im kinda nervous because there are some people there i could really do without seeing. BUT my little natalie poo is going to graduate so i have to go. dont know what time we are leaving. i have a store meeting at 3 that im really not looking forward to. i guess i should start getting ready for that soon. i wish ( Read more... )

my life has been one big emotional rollar coster lately. i dont know what to do anymore. i wish i were better at talking to people. im horrible at communicating. i really really like someone but i dont know how they feel for me, so instead of setting myself up for disaster i almost feel like distancing myself from him. if he doesnt want a ( Read more... )

ughh...im soooo sick right now. i really want someone to bring me something to eat because if i leave my room i get so cold that i feel like im going to die. so if anyone reads this and lives near me and feels like bringing me some food then i would be much obliged. i hope i feel better by tomorrow because i have some stuffs to do. im going to ( Read more... )

In your room where time stands still ( Read more... )

tonight has totally restored my faith in friendship. i had a really good time. and im about to have a really nice relaxing 10 days to myself. this month is really starting to get better.

i still hate everything and i need to get laid.

its just one of those days where i feel like shit and no matter what i cant change that. i guess i just need to shower and get ready...then hopefully i wont feel half as gross as i do now. oooh AND i have to go to dinner with chyckin tonight...that should be interesting. im going over to johns house in a little bit though because hes cleaning his ( Read more... )