This story has been around before. Veterans day is coming soon (Sunday) Please thank a Veteran for the freedoms we enjoy every minute of the day ( Read more... )

but right now, I HATE this fuckin job. No training and a processor fucked up a loan and I had to make corrections THREE times for his fuckup. SO not fun. I so wish I had experience with something else. I know it won't be this much of a suckfest all the time, but I so want out ( Read more... )

Almost feel bad that a new pair of heels arrived today. Real pretty Nine West suede gold leather trimmed beauties. Decided not to play anymore. Im just not getting what I used to out of it. Guess i'ts called moving on ( Read more... )

Ate kashi cereal yesterday....could only manage 1/2 cup. When it gets through my system I'm sure it'll be a colon blow. Why that line cracks me up as it does is beyond me! LOL ( Read more... )

I find myself unable to sleep. No surprise after losing stan yet again. At least he had the balls to do it in person this time. I know it'll take me some time to get over him and that's never easy. There's really nobody I can talk to about this. The ONE person I can is not into the scene, and very into preserving the marriage since her soon to be ( Read more... )

Needless to say, things with stan didn't work out. He can't handle the guilt he feels loving me while being married to another. She has cancer, and I have to wonder if THAT has more to do with his feelings than he'll admit to ( Read more... )

Friday is jeans day at the not so ok corral. I pulled them on thinking "ewwww these might be tight"... I found that not only did they slide on, but I could move the button over THREE plus inches!! AND, I fit my hand inside past the elbow!! They bagged right off me. Shame in a way, because I've a matching embroidered and sequinned jacket that now ( Read more... )

What's new: I meet stan for lunch today. No clue how things will turn out for the future ( Read more... )

I'll be playing with two. G and I are going to play until he's deployed to Iraq. Not sure about after, but we'll see what time brings. Stan and I are meeting for lunch and to see what's there. There is something there still, to be sure, only this time, emotions are not part of the equasion ( Read more... )

Instead of feasting on a huge meal (most Jews I know have Chinese food today) I don't have the stomach for it...literally! I made a flatbread pizza and ate half. I can FINALLY have veggies, fruits and bread!!! Thank G-d ( Read more... )