I have not been on livejournal in god knows how long. Its been awhile. School is out, Summer is here. The school year went by a little too fast for me. Allen (boyfriend) graduated. Next school year is going to be hard without him around. I'll get over it though ( Read more... )

Im Falling forward.
he says he cares,
words dont mean anything without actions.
And I cry, and it hurts.
but to hurt is worth my tears.
And I think of my life before
you walked in.
Our lives were very different.
we were lonely when we first met.

these familiar feelings are in the air. And I cant help but find myself being caught in the drift. Its too late to break loose from these chains and too early to find myself pulling back. So its easy for me to say im over you. ... but yet Im still pretending baby. I hope everything looks up for you. I dont see things looking anywhere but down for ( Read more... )

I need to start writing again ( Read more... )

Living inside of you, your living inside of me. And our lungs they rise and fall together, as one. Ill take this pen in my hand as a reminder of another regret. Spilling out ink as if spilling out blood. I miss you only went so far.

wtf i cant write anymore

He held me tighter and kissed me harder. Like he ment it. But what hurt the most is knowing deep down inside myself.. He didnt. Im sitting here, on the edge of this bed with my hands burried in my face. I'm dieing to explain myself to you but the words just seem to get confused or twisted right before they cross my teeth.

I kinda forgot about livejournal the past few days. eh everything has been pretty good I suppose. Skool starts in like 4 days. gross. freshman. YES. ...no. Maybe be writing something later tonite. Im going to the drive in! should be fun.

I think Im gunna start getting into actually writing in here again. Like entrys. not just Poems ( Read more... )

The air just seemed to cut off from my lungs. My heart in your hands waiting to break again. Right now it seems so far from the truth, but I would STILL die for you. One bullet to the heart and three to my head. And with hazy eyes I still find a way to stare at you. Watching your every move, I pray for you to accidently jump off that bridge your ( Read more... )