LONELY
Title: Lonely
Pairing/Group: Uchi/Ryo
Authors note: Hmm.. I wrote this when I first heard lonely by 2ne1. A lot of the lyrics are fused in i think.
Summary: Sometimes being with someone can be lonely.
I stare at you, your beautiful face shining under the moonlight as you sleep through the night. I wonder what you're dreaming of. Even at night you're frowning, but this is when your guard is lowest, you're safe here. Whenever you're home with me, you're not the vindictive idol everyone makes you out to be. You're a brat, tossing the controller to the side when you lose in games, cranky when you don't get enough sleep from your hard days of work. You're so many things, that no one else gets to see, only those lucky few like myself.
My fingers graze your skin slowly, this will probably be the last time I get to touch you like this. As lovers of course, because despite everything, we'll always be friends, best friends. That was how we were before, that'll be how we end. The anger you'll feel, the disappoint will all go away one day. I know, because I know you, better than I know myself. You'll forgive me for my selfishness, like you always do. Even when I didn't need it, you were always there looking out for me, taking care of me. All those text messages, pushed me through those lonely days from the past. You were the one who gave me support, promises that things will be okay. While everyone else walked in and out of my life, you were always a constant fixture. Before I knew it, I depended on you more than I meant to,
Tomorrow, I'll tell you the truth, how I've been feeling lately. About you, about me, about us. This emptiness that builds up in me, it's not your fault. You have your life to live, I have mines. We're idols, we never could be truly happy with the choices we make. No one would truly support us. I can't even truly support us any longer.
Every angle, every dip, I memorized it all before. There used to be a time where I wanted to learn everything about you. Have I done that already? Is that why I feel this way? The feelings I have inside me are scary, something so foreign. I don't know how to be without you, but that's exactly the reason why I need this. To be on my own for a while, to experience life, not for us but for me.
I can't help but cling onto the past we have yet I still want something more, something different in the future. What? I'm still not sure yet.You've done nothing wrong, actually you've done everything right. Your sweet love, quiet whispers, gentle touches. None of that have changed. I did. My eyes can't help but wander as we're together, my mind filled with so many other things. I try to tell you but you don't understand. Even with your love, I'm still lonely.
This emptiness I feel, still isn't going away.
Pairing/Group: Uchi/Ryo
Authors note: Hmm.. I wrote this when I first heard lonely by 2ne1. A lot of the lyrics are fused in i think.
Summary: Sometimes being with someone can be lonely.
I stare at you, your beautiful face shining under the moonlight as you sleep through the night. I wonder what you're dreaming of. Even at night you're frowning, but this is when your guard is lowest, you're safe here. Whenever you're home with me, you're not the vindictive idol everyone makes you out to be. You're a brat, tossing the controller to the side when you lose in games, cranky when you don't get enough sleep from your hard days of work. You're so many things, that no one else gets to see, only those lucky few like myself.
My fingers graze your skin slowly, this will probably be the last time I get to touch you like this. As lovers of course, because despite everything, we'll always be friends, best friends. That was how we were before, that'll be how we end. The anger you'll feel, the disappoint will all go away one day. I know, because I know you, better than I know myself. You'll forgive me for my selfishness, like you always do. Even when I didn't need it, you were always there looking out for me, taking care of me. All those text messages, pushed me through those lonely days from the past. You were the one who gave me support, promises that things will be okay. While everyone else walked in and out of my life, you were always a constant fixture. Before I knew it, I depended on you more than I meant to,
Tomorrow, I'll tell you the truth, how I've been feeling lately. About you, about me, about us. This emptiness that builds up in me, it's not your fault. You have your life to live, I have mines. We're idols, we never could be truly happy with the choices we make. No one would truly support us. I can't even truly support us any longer.
Every angle, every dip, I memorized it all before. There used to be a time where I wanted to learn everything about you. Have I done that already? Is that why I feel this way? The feelings I have inside me are scary, something so foreign. I don't know how to be without you, but that's exactly the reason why I need this. To be on my own for a while, to experience life, not for us but for me.
I can't help but cling onto the past we have yet I still want something more, something different in the future. What? I'm still not sure yet.You've done nothing wrong, actually you've done everything right. Your sweet love, quiet whispers, gentle touches. None of that have changed. I did. My eyes can't help but wander as we're together, my mind filled with so many other things. I try to tell you but you don't understand. Even with your love, I'm still lonely.
This emptiness I feel, still isn't going away.