Rachael and i had the funniest text message conversation last night. She is so great ( Read more... )

i'm tossing on beaches we will no longer walk along ( Read more... )

We're both dressed to impress ( Read more... )

i hung out with Rachael tonight and i can't say it wasn't awkward, but it was fun. We watched the terrible No Greater Love and then we watched the wonderful Trainspotting 2. She makes me feel so utterly vulnerable. i have no confidence when i am with her. She is so above me. She is mature and, yet, childlike. She doesn't care about how she looks. ( Read more... )

So a girl i kind of like, i think, asked if i would let her watch a movie with me. And then i almost blew it with my dry sense of humor. It got straightened out and we have plans to hang out Thursday. i wish i knew what i was feeling and i wish i knew what she was feeling. i actually cannot get a read on her. She is a little quick to cancel plans ( Read more... )

So the other day Karen and Sarah had the nerve to ask me if my inability to clean after myself adequately or push in my chair when i am done using it, was linked to my anxiety and depression. Insulting my intelligence with passive aggressiveness ( Read more... )

there is no one out there that is for me

i can't stop crying ( Read more... )

i finally got my Lamictal. After telling me i have no refills, twice, it was pointed out that i did, in fact, have one when trying to pick up my Seroquel. Of course, they never got my new Lamictal prescription; new dose and instructions ( Read more... )

Someone smashed my driver's side window and i have given up. The car is at a garage; i gave them a go ahead without thinking about the cost and i didn't bother to study for tomorrow's exam or Monday's exam. i also got a 32/50 yesterday's exam (though i think a large part of that is computer error). Fuck showering ( Read more... )