this is just an update to really point out that i'm still breathing, hearts still pumping even if its aching.

Someone show me how to be alive again, someone give me something to believe in please.

I dunno what to update about honestly. Works going alright. Feels like all I do is work and sleep.  I actually just woke up, I have off all weekend for once and I'm pretty happy about that. I'm really hungry so I guess this is the end of my update, maybe I'll update later when I have something better to say.

I'm doing better than I was...but I'm ( Read more... )

Tell Me What You Want...

Its 12:45am I have to get up in less than five hours and I can't stop my mind from fucking spinning. I.can't.get.you.out.of.my.head.

If you love someone, and they make you happy and calm, but hurt you every once in a while and when you aren't around them your empty....Should you let them go?

Should you leave someone you love?
Could love ever be enough ( Read more... )

I really hope this works out...I really hope this doesn't turn for the worst.

I had a conversation last night that made me realize a few different things. If it wasn't for the people I've had in my life then I wouldn't be who I am today. I may not be as happy as I'd like right now, but I'm alot better off than I was years ago. I'm going to post the names that go with these here, hopefully it doesnt cause too much of a ( Read more... )

 I can't help but find myself holding my breath over this.
Things are changing. We'll see what happens
Iloveyou
*knocks on wood hoping this doesnt chnage anything*
"my heart still beats to the sound of you"

 So I'm in class. In two days, about 48 hours, I'll be done. I honestly cannot freaking wait. I'm so sick of this shit. I'm leaving for the day in about 20 minutes. Maybe I'll feel better if I'm outside. I dunno. Fuck it, I just don't give a shit anymore ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie or pretend it didn't happen.
I.Do.Not.Regret.It.

The smell of you on my skin and in my sheets put me to sleep better than a lullaby ever could. Thank you.

( Its Too Much For Words )