Why are weekends always so much harder? i guess during the week I have an excuse for not wanting to hang out with people...tired, have to work in the morning, don't wanna miss the OC, whatever. There are no excuses on weekends. Just people leading their lives wanting to go out and get wasted. i'm not one of those people anymore. I've hardly ( Read more... )

i haven't written anything on here in a really long time. Mostly because i never have access to a computer, but i'm using my lovely roommates right now. Fran dragged me to see H.I.M on saturday night, she had an extra ticket. They weren't bad, but I'm not sure what all the hoo-ha is all about with them. still had fun though even though the ( Read more... )

I'm in NY visiting my parents. Got in last Tuesday. Was supposed to fly out last night. My cat and my brother and I get to the airport ready to get on a plane to get us to TN and CA respectively...however, the flight is delayed and we can't get any connecting flights until tomorrow. Apparently due to weather in Chicago where our plane was ( Read more... )

So for Christmas Eve this year I find myself sitting at home....drinking by myself, and listening to Blood for Blood. The friends I've made have either gone to visit family out of town, or are too drunk to follow through with the plans we made. I might have moved, but nothing has changed. Last year I learned how to play 45's. Now I have no one ( Read more... )

I'm such a fuck up. But whatever. You go about living your life and this is the price you pay. I repeat patterns even though I know better. Maybe this time it will work out differently. Maybe this time he can stop. You say you want to talk, but you never call. Too busy taking pictures perhaps. She'll mess you up again, just wait. I should ( Read more... )

When I woke up, I realized my hand looks like I've been in a brawl. I don't remember fighting.

i haven't changed my clothes in 4 days...

The Transplants mention the name of the street I live on in one of their songs. That's kind of fun. I'm wide awake from working a double and have no booze to help me sleep. I have a job interview tomorrow. I'm getting a new tattoo soon I think...only if this guy I know can hook me up though, cause I'm broke and need to get my own place.... ( Read more... )

I can't stop drinking. My job drives me to do so. I have worked a double every day this week except for Tuesday...I've been drunk every night this week too... except for Tuesday...oh wait, nope, got drunk that night too. I am so so so happy to have two days away from that place. Seriously ( Read more... )

i'm drunk and have to work a double shift tomorrow. I can't wait. I made a whopping 12 bucks in tips today. Wow. Hopefully I will make it to LA but if shit keeps up there's not a chance...and I can't keep living on my friends couch forever. Let there be justice in the world.