the boyfriend and i are going to san diego june 9th-12th! yes! i am so excited! i have to be 118 by the time that we leave or else i will feel so dumb getting into a bathing suit.. lets see how far away it is... 2 weeks exactly!!!! wow. so i need to get on it in order to lose 10 lbs in 2 weeks. i don't know how realistic that is really. my new goal ( Read more... )

yeserday i did the 200 calorie day of the 2468 plan... it was super easy... i actually had to force myself to eat the last 100 calories. so today i woke up and weighed myself and i weigh 128.4! i have finally lost weight!!!! its been a week or more since i have seen the numbers on the scale go down and i think i forgot how good it feels! i am so ( Read more... )

it took me forever to do this! i used a pre made layout from the lj community whoafreelayouts (its really cool, tons of awesome layouts, check it out) but i modified it alot!!! i even added a page that i can update my measurements every week. i think i might do a food journal and exercise log too... but anyhow... what do you think of my journals ( Read more... )

today is my day to chill out. i slept in until 10:30 and now i am sitting in bed and i am going to make my journal look pretty! i am not too thrilled with my weight this morning of 129.8 and as a result i have decided to do the 2468 plan to spike my (sleeping) metabolism. yeah. i guess i am going to work on my journal now.

i love my bike!!!! i have rode for 40 minutes today. i think i am going to go for an hour...

i am having some baby carrots and hummus for lunch... after this meal i will be at 130 calories for the day. i have already rode my bike for 30 minutes today. i hope i weigh less tomorrow. i guess ive given up on the going several days without weighing myself thing... also i have had SOOOO much water today... lets see... 120 ounces already! i love ( Read more... )

i fixed it last night. then the fire alarm went off. it sucked pretty bad. i was up forever. but i woke up and finished my paper and rode my bike for 15 minutes. i also ate a pudding pop- 100 calories. grrrrr. good news too! i didnt gain weight because of my mini binge last night! i hope i lose soon though because i am sick of being stuck at this ( Read more... )

i feel so ugly. so fat. aGHHH... going to get on my bike and ride.... i wish i could ride something else.

i messed up today... i ate alot! i had a pita pizza (200) a rice bowl (250) cheese on the rice bowl (300) some pudding with teddy grahams in it (200)... probably about 950. argh.... so i binged and now i feel ill and i won't want to eat tons of food in the future because i will remember this feeling. maybe i should work out a bit to get this nasty ( Read more... )

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