trust. the idea sounds nice. its kina gettin a puppy. its all cute and happy and playfull but then theres all the responsibitily that comes with it. and keepin it alive and makin that relationship strong and compatible. pupies have instincts, much like trust. they know when they can and cant trust. sometimes i feel like that ( Read more... )

ive been reading ( Read more... )

it took me long to fingure i out. i didnt wannt see the signs. the small hints. the little things she'd say and do. i told myself, "oh thats just how she is; its nothing." denyal. i never wqanted her to fall for me. i never felt anything for her other than friendship. its all i wanted. but eventually, it couldnt be denied anymore. it was just way ( Read more... )

so ive been listening to like random music lately... like 90s tejano. hahaha it takes me back to young times; to roel and cindy's, the baseball park behind the football feild, riding in the truck with my dad. my moms tape collection, sunday mornings when jonny canales would be on. "you got it! take it away!" hahaha yeah, good times. and times with ( Read more... )

vinnie doenst read this, but happy birhday anyway. your party was fun and really long. lol i cant believe the dj stayed there all night. it was like 7 something in the fkn morning and we were walkin out of your house and music was still playing. ha, but yeah; it was a fun time. we need to do that again ( Read more... )

so ive been thinking... ha, yeah ( Read more... )

easter was 6 days ago. it was nice, but for the first time i didnt do much. i didnt crack eggs, i didnt play softball, i didnt drink (all beer eww), i hid during the egg crackin fest so that no one would get me... but ickie got me ha. and some other stupid kid, and roel twice. grrr. so yeah that was easter ( Read more... )

a year ago today...fuck ( Read more... )

i dont know if i was ever proud of you... there may have been a time way back in the day ( Read more... )

vent #1 ( Read more... )