im really sorry you're having to go through this emily. what you need to do is talk to him. things will stay the same, and u will continue to worry.nothing will ever happen unless u talk to him. he needs to know what you are feeling so you can get this relationship started!
gosh i know what u mean. i hate wanting also. it seems to conflict with the things that have happened instead of the things we want that might not happen. good luck with this boy.
Dear Dear Oldschool....
anonymous
January 30 2005, 21:05:16 UTC
This is Emily Cam. Everytime i read this entry it just makes my heart hurt for you. i know that the past months have been hard and cruel to you....and i just want u to know that NO ONE is forcing you to make a decision. i realized the other day....upon wanting something desperately that we have nothing BUT time. Dont feel like u are rushed to make a decision...instead rejoice in the fact that you are 15...and you have TIME! This particular guy may need some time too....and even though it is HARD to be patient...im doing it. we can do it together. in the words of one of my friends, our mr. bradley pitt just hasnt come our way yet. and if it is him...then maybe he has to find you again before he falls in love with you
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