Well, talked to my mom a bit, we disagree on alot of things this is obvious. But overall calmed things down. I have an appointment with a Dr. Benson (something like that, I think) this friday at 2. Wee... And if I thought this day couldn't get any better ( Read more... )

Counceling. Counceling is my Mothers answer to everything. When I was a kid I went into counceling for depression, 3 different therapists at least. Now she wants to sign me up for counceling again, WHY?! Because I am leading my own life? Because I am struggling a little bit? I can deal with my own fucking problems! I can control my own life! Does ( Read more... )

My cell phone was dead all day yesterday while I was at work, so I pluged in when I got home and I had 9 messages, 2 of which were from my oldest friend, Phish. I call him back today and he gives me news that I never expected; Him and one of my other oldest friends, Steph, are engaged... it blew my mind, I was driving into work and I almost rear ( Read more... )

Well, Valentines day came and went just like most any other day. I damn near cut off my thumb on friday evening. Cut was deep enought I saw my bone, it was pretty cool. It didn't really hurt, just surprised me that I was so clumsey with my sword. Another week to look forward to. Luckily, today was the last sunday that I have to work for a while ( ( Read more... )

The only place to go is up, right? Wrong. If shit wasn't already bad enough, I got an e-mail from my mom today, guilt trip from hell. Telling me how much I am never home and never do any thing for the family. I know I am never home because I work and have school all the damn time. Granted, her words are valid and I am basically a failure, but I ( Read more... )

I was hanging out with Pie at the Waffle after work. Before that I went over to my friend Alice's house to fix her computer that was loaded with viruses. Alice had Scottish over as well, and watching them be all cuddly and hearing Pie talk about how much he likes this girl we met a couple nights ago at Waffle has made me come to one conclusion... I ( Read more... )

Today was a bit better. Thank you to everyone for all your kind words and thoughts with my brother through his time of need. I will be sure to relay your messages. Him knowing that perfect strangers feel for him and are giving him their thoughts will hopefully let him know that things will eventually be ok. You are all great friends to me and it ( Read more... )

My brother's girlfriend was killed in a car accident on Friday afternoon. He is really broken up about it, as is the rest of my family. Nancy was 18 years old and had been dating my brother for a number of months. My brother was very much in love with her to the point of wanting to ask her to marry him... When I found out about this friday night ( Read more... )

I go into work at noon to pick up my first full check! Wee! Giving probably 500 of it to my mom for bills and such, and will continue to do so for the next... 6 months or more until I get out of debt (For those just tuning in, I have over 5000 in debt to my parents alone). That should leave me plenty of money to get by every 2 weeks for gas and ( Read more... )

Good news: I got my first choice for shifts at work! Starting on the 22nd (I think, maybe it's the 23rd)I start on my regular shift with my new team, 3pm to 11:30 pm monday thru friday. Wee! Which also means that I only have to work 2 sunday's! Happy news indeed. Also, I don't think I mentioned this but saturday I got a girl who just randomly came ( Read more... )