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i dont really understand what the point of exams are. i mean- just metaphorically- my college already knows how im going to perform when i get there, right? thats what the sat is for. its a standardized acheivement to reflect what i've learned but also part aptitude test so they can predict how my grades will be. so what is the deal with all this stress about exams? i mean...if i havent learned this shit by now do i honestly believe a weekend will help?
and what is the deal with people trying to "spare others feelings."
i dont care that much. you arent the cause of all my emotions. i mean.....its only that my sister's in rehab and i have to find a job and my nephew's staying with my dad's exwife and my brother wont talk to our family cause his bitch of a wife is some snot from new york (no offense to new yorkers) but frankly... the point that you went on a date with some guy is not the high or low point of my drama trauma.
and i am really trying to stop gossiping (which i really dont spread rumours to begin with).
and im going to the tanning bed thinking it will relieve stress but i think the driving is really getting to me. a
nd everyone has plans except for me.
and im expected to have a major and life choices planned out? isnt that what freshman year of college is for?
fuck this.
hoorah 06.
psh.