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boston was beautiful
Put me feet in the ocean today in boston. It was freezing but I didn't care one bit. I tried my best to see the other side of the ocean but all I saw was what was in my imagination. Ate at a well renowned vegan chinese resteraunt. Vegan general tsos was the best I've ever had. Ryan from have heart took us and gave us a place to sleep and shower ( Read more... ) -
day 2
Driving to rochester, ny right now. Well riding in the backseat just to be clear. We played pburgh yesterday. Both bands set was complete trash but we did the best we could under hurried time. First days are always the roughest ( Read more... ) -
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Reading deepak chopra, star wars comics and lies my teacher told me about here lately. Also, beating some assassins creed II around mine and ambers work sleep/schedule. 3 days to go and I'm blasting off for tour. Stoked ( Read more... ) -
stressed
Tonight I saw spots before my eyes and passed out while watching alice in wonderland. I also have had a bad headache all day and night, could be a migraine ( Read more... ) -
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Content at the moment. Life is not that bad when you look through the eyes of love. I see myself as a magnent drawing good things to me. I'm grateful for all I have. Thank you goodnight. -
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Once again, I'm alone with my thoughts. I can't find peace. It feels like I was better off doing drugs. Getting fucked uo and numbing the imaginary pain. This doesn't mean I'm done being clean it just means you don't know how easy it is for me to give up but I won't. I'm better than that. I just hate feeling alone and having people looking at me ( Read more... ) -
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My head hurts. My skin itches. I'm tired of getting hurt.
I'm tired of people giving me shit.
I'm exausted.
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I feel like I try to hard. It was easy in the beginning but now its a harder struggle. I get knots in my stomache when things don't come naturally. If its forced and last minute, I'm not happy. This is starting to feel like homework. One more day to lock this and hold this down. One more shot for everyone to figure out if they really want to do ( Read more... ) -
impatience.
don't you hate it when you're just wondering if someone is going to show up or not?
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i need to expel.
tonight was a disaster. i threw a show at my house, kids came but all the bands were late or decided not to play and not tell me about it. my neighbors decided to freakazoids and spaz out on me and call the cops plus called my landlord. show got shutdown at 9 when noise ordinance is at 10. did i mention i talked to them ahead of time about times ( Read more... )